Jasper was in front of me before I could blink.
"What exactly do you mean by that?" He asked through his teeth.
I was getting annoyed for some reason, I didn't know why.
"What I'm saying is you guys over exaggerated." I quipped.
"You don't feel the pain?"
"Nope. I don't feel a pain or anything." I could feel the anger rising, as I tried to keep a cool head.
"You mean to tell me," Jasper said slowly, like he was trying to calm himself too. "-that if we let you go in to town, you won't feel the urge to bite anyone?"
I thought for a second and then responded.
"I think I would even be able to shake a few hands."
I heard the snarls, and saw teeth flash. I was really mad, and I felt like hurting something too.
Jasper stormed out of the room, and I heard Emmett regain his sense of humor first.
"Don't pull an Edward, that TV is brand new!"
I followed him, and to my surprise I caught up to Jasper. I twirled in front of him and stopped him.
"Why are you so upset? What did I do?"
He glared at me with black eyes.
"It's not fair." He said coming up to me. "I have tried. I have tried to resist the diet I have lived with since... I was created. It's so hard for me. And whether they like it or not, I am a fighter. I hate feeling so weak. Slipping up so many times!" He turned around and another roar filled the house.
"I'm doing this only for Alice." He said turning back to face me. "She is my life. Alice is the most significant thing in the world to me, and I would do anything, anything for her." I was happy again, blissful. I thought of how much I loved Edward.
"And finally I wasn't going to be alone. Maybe I would get better at this if someone else was suffering with me. Bella, do you understand how hard it was for me not to kill you? I was hoping you would forgive me, if you felt the pain I go through. If anyone is more relieved you are a vampire it's me!"
"Oh, Jasper!" I said softening up. "Are you still upset about that? It wasn't your fault-"
"Yes it was! Nobody else lunged at you! No one else forgot you mean more to Edward than anything. I would have murdered anyone who so much as thought to lay a finger Alice! And I tried to kill you!" He turned around and kick the couch. It went flying into the wall. That is when I realized we weren't alone. Rosalie and Alice lingered on the stairs. Emmett stood protectively in front of the plasma, and Edward between me and his piano.
"Why Edward let me live is the most inconceivable..."
"Jasper, I'm sorry but what do you want me to do? And know that I have forgiven you completely. And who knows, I haven't met any humans yet! Maybe I'll feel like ripping Charlie's throat out the next time I see him!" I yelled, and then I stopped. Charlie. Renee. Jacob.
"That's enough." Edward said. He came to me and took me in his arms- completely unnecessary. I saw Alice walk up to Jasper and stare into his eyes.
I was sad. But the tears never came.
"Put me down Edward." I said, though I could have easily hopped out of his grasp. "Take me to town. I need to know."
"Emmett." I said as Edward put me down on my feet.
We were going in to town. And if I as so much considered killing someone, well, let's just say hello to penguins.
"Do you want to take a car, or is running fine." Edward ask heading slowly for the door.
"Running will do."
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A/N: I thought about Breaking Dawn, and realized I just wasn't done with this story. And as soon as Breaking Dawn hits peoples hands, no one will care about this story. So let's see how far I get.