*AN~So because of Midterms and crazy school schedules I haven't been able to update this story in a while...Sorry for the wait! Because you deserve it, this chapter is in EPOV! Without further ado, Chapter four:
EPOV
one hundred eighty years. It's been one-hundred-eighty years since I was forced to leave my beloved Bella. I am now only a fraction of a shell of myself. The pain is unbearable sometimes, it feels as if I can't breathe. I can't even stay in the same room as my family anymore, the people I should be able to go to with my problems and I can't even stand their presence.
Yesterday, I spent the night thinking about her-my true love, my Bella. I think back on her life and the memories that we shared. The first night I stayed in her room and she uttered my name. When she figured out what I am, and I found a way to be myself around her comfortably. When I took her to our meadow and we laid in the sun together. The night of prom and how beautiful she looked in her stilleto heel and dark blue-my favorite color-dress. Her dreadful birthday party where Jasper took a snap at her and I threw my love into the glass-cutting her arm open and taking the situation from bad to worse. Me-telling my family to leave without telling her goodbye, and finally, the day when I took Bella into the woods and set her free by telling her the biggest lie that I have ever told that I immediately regretted. I will have to deal with the consequences of my lie for as long as I live. forever.
It was times like this that I wonder what happened to her. Who did she marry? *Please not Mike* Did she stay in Forks? What did she do with the rest of her life? Did she have children? How long has this bitter Earth been without it's brightest star? When did she die? I feel lost and alone without her. I am curled in a ball in the corner of my room playing her lullaby on the sound system over and over again as I sob vampire tears. Not a day goes by when I don't think of her. If only I could tell her I love her, one more time.
*Endnotes~well there you are, my first attempt at EPOV. I hope you like it. If you review, I will update sooner than if you don't! *hint hint nudge nudge* Thanks for reading! Tell me what you think! :)