A/N: Hey another prompt, I work on these prompts like a crazy fast mother fucker... I usually make them minimum 500 words... and I'm actually doing a contest with a friend... whoever finishes each 100 set of prompts.. there's four challenges and 100 on each so we are challenging its an intense process... I just always end writing in my law class.. haha wish me luck and enjoy!

Emma swan walked through her room, she had a cardboard box, placing it on the bed she began her painful task. Regina was in the basement getting rid of things she no longer wanted, Emma rolled her eyes when the brunette had told her it was spring cleaning time and well here she was cleaning the large mansion that the two women lived in. Emma walked over to Regina's bedside table and opened the drawer, there were some candles, what caught Emma's eyes though was the leather journal that could just barely be seen amongst the random things in her bedside table.

Picking it up and flipping to a random page she began reading the entry, it was a year before Emma had told Regina she loved her, and it was a painful time for both women. Pan's curse had just been set and Emma and Henry had just left, according to the date of when this happened.

Hello Journal,

So that's it then, Emma Swan just walked out of my life forever, this is worse than I ever could imagine. I guess when they say villains don't get their happy endings it's pretty damn true. Henry and Emma Swan, they are my happy ending, hell I wish I'd told her sooner, and now I'll never see her again. She won't even remember me but I will never be able to forget her not a day will go by where i won't think of her beautiful smile. She's forgotten who she is but her memory shall remain forever in my heart.

I love her, and she's the love of my life and I couldn't even tell her. She kept me honest, and as tough as it's been and all the shit we went through she saved me a thousand times over. She made me a whole person. I owe her everything. She owes me nothing.

Emma put the book down, reading that broke her heart, tears threatened to fall. She hugged herself tightly and cried a bit, god how she loved that women. She ran down the stairs to where her wife was cleaning in the basement, she ran into Regina and hugged her tightly.

"Jesus," Regina jumped startled, "what's wrong? See a mouse?" Regina teased.

"Regina I love you," Emma whispered.

"What's gotten into you?" Regina laughed, she hugged the blonde.

"I just fucking love you so much," Emma said and clung to Regina.

Regina smiled softly and held the blonde tightly, "I love you Emma Swan."

Regina didn't know why the blonde had ran down to her in almost but she knew. She knew that when you're in love sometimes it just hit you, like a bitch slap to the face and you just love them so much. Through all the fighting. The difficult times, sometimes you just realize how in love you truly are and all you want is to hug the shit out of them because you know you'll spend the rest of your life with them.