Before we even think about starting this chapter I need to apologize for the long wait! School interrupts my writing sadly and I was over at my friends house for a sleep over so I couldn't write that day. :'( Anyway! Thank you Arathelia for the constant reviewing! Also thx for reviewing Major Simi! Even little reviews make me smile and encourage me to keep writing thx guys!

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Chapter 4: Soldiers Hell

As he walks down the field, a faint blood smell invades his noise, this has no effect on him, except it makes his devilish smile widen. Turning to face the soldiers who followed him out of fear and wonder of what awaits them.

" If there is any of you that wish to not train with me, then you may resign from Hellsing forever." Shocked faces were seen then anger as they all cried,"Never!" Sebastian smiled," Perhaps you do deserve to be here because for you all this will be your hell." Clearly smelling fear coming off them he sighed.

"Try to stay standing for 2 minutes." He then used his speed while they shot at him. Coming behind them he kicked one up towards the sky, proceeding to the next soldier he back handed him away. Dodging the bullets with ease, one by one he took them all out until there was the one soldier he personally wanted to teach a lesson to left...Troy.

Troy raised his gun up and pulled the trigger, but there was no more bullets in his gun. " Oh fuck this!" He threw down the gun and charged at Sebastian. Sebastian waited till Troy was about to punch him before he grabbed his hand while applying force. He heard cracks as he added more pressure, the sound of Troy's screams of agony were music to Sebastian's ears.

"You have failed. Its only been 1 minute and you are all down. How pitiful you all are." Letting go of Troy's hand and going to his master Seras to tell her of the failure of the soldiers. They whispered," Oh, thank god we don't have to do anymore training today!" Sebastian smirked as he replied in all of their minds," Don't worry we have much more training to do. I'll be back shortly."

The sound of Sebastian's voice in their heads scared the crap out of them! Oh my master, how I wish we could continue our little meeting, but sadly we have business to take care of. "Seras?" He asked seductively. Squeaking at the sudden voice in her head she replied, W-what is it Sebastian?! "The soldiers had failed their first test." Why? What was their mission? " To stay standing for 2 minutes." Sighing she replied," I can't believe I'm saying this but please teach them to be better soldiers and put them through the toughest training you can think of.

She knew she shouldn't make the soldiers go through this but for some reason she trusted Sebastian completely. Maybe it was from the interaction they had, had? The memory of it made her blush fiercely. "Seras." Yes Sebastian? "If you wish for more of our "Interactions" then you may only ask me for more." What?! She could, maybe she would like more of the kissin... No I would not like anymore of that thank you! Why was I thinking of that! Of course I don't want anymore of the kissing! Even if it had felt a little nice.

Sebastian smiled devilishly as he thought of something ghastly to do to her. It will have to wait... for now. "Very well master, I will go back to training the troops. But always know that offer is always open." Just go demon! "Haha, very well." He then turned his heel and went back to the soldiers.

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Troy cursed," Damn! That fucking hurt! I think its broken!" Michael walked over to Troy," Let me see it." Michael was about 18 years, he had glasses on his face with hazel eyes and black hair. He was actually good in the medical part of hellsing and he was good in the field also. Troy did as instructed, Michael looked at it and lightly pressed down which caused a pained groan from Troy. Michael frowned," Looks like its broken in several places, its going to take months to heal. Unless you get Seras to heal you again."

Troy had a thoughtful look until he said," alright, I'm going to ask her and if I getting a beating from that demon you are to blame!" As he walked out the door he saw the demon right there. He ran past the demon to the corner, he could hear his own heartbeat from the panic that he had when he saw the demon. Looking at Sebastian he saw that the demon was chuckling! How insane is this guy for laughing at nothing!?

Pushing the thought out of his mind he went to the study door and knocked. Hearing the angelic voice of his caption as she said," Come in." He honestly like that tone of voice better then Integra's. She had a cold tone of voice all the time and if she heard you talk about Seras badly you were demoted and given a scary lecture with punishment of course.

He shivered at the thought and opened the door. What he saw was a ticked Seras, but somehow he had a feeling it was for someone else. She was sitting on the desk with her legs over her other. She was wearing only a white shirt that showed some of her breasts and stomach. Her black skinny jeans showed her figure perfectly and the knee high boots looked good on her too. Once he came in she smiled at him but gave an odd face until she was fixated on his hand. "Did Sebastian do that to you?" She asked in a displeased voice.

"Yes mam!" " I suppose you want me to heal the wound?" He nodded as he said," If you would mam!" She replied," Close your eyes." He looked confused until he closed his eyes. Her shadows came out once again to heal the mortal. "Open your mouth." What the hell?! What does she want me to do?! I didn't know she was like this but hey I'm not complaining! "Idiot I'm going to heal you with my shadows so they will enter your body and heal the broken bones like when you drank my shadows." He opened his eyes to see shadows dancing around her body and with red on her cheeks.

He went red himself for the misread on the situation. He closed his eyes and opened his mouth. Her shadows went into his mouth and to where his wrist was. Concentrating she put the bones back in place and healed them. Hearing cries of pain of the mortals made her a little sick but knew she was helping him not hurting him.

Making the shadows come out of his mouth she sighed," Finished!" Moving his wrist he found it was perfect again. "Thank you mam!" Smiling at the man, He's sort of like Pip except he's not a pervert in front of me at least. "Go back to training with Sebastian soldier!" "Mam?" "yes." "Sebastian scares the crap out of my men and we would like for you to train us again Mam!"

"No. If he scares you that is good and it will help you for real combat no questions asked! Now go!" "Yes mam!" Walking out of the room and thinking of what Seras had said, I should have got out when I had the chance.

Going back into the training grounds he had found a very pissed off Sebastian! "You are lucky I don't make you be tortured for what you thought about my master insect!" He gulped and hoped that Seras wouldn't let him do that. Sebastian smirked and his eyes glowed as he remembered his order and would do it happily!

"Its time for a new lesson, I will be making you all have hallucinations. You must overcome them or you will go insane for what you see." All the men tried to protest but before they could they were surrounded in darkness and all they could see was their own body nothing else.

Troy looked around in fear as he called," Hello?! Anyone here, please answer me!?" Wait this is an illusion! Its just an illusion you can make it go awa... "Daddy?!" He opened his eyes to see his dead daughter Rosy running past him with tears in her eyes. Her red straight hair flying as she runs, her emerald eyes full with fears. Her skin white and she had freckles, with her little pink dress just as he remembered her. She had the same look he had except for her long hair. "Daddy please help don't let them kill me again!" He ran calling," Rosy!" He saw 3 men chasing her the ones that had killed his daughter but they weren't men at all they were...vampires.

"Daddy! Daddy! Oh help me daddy! Don't you love me enough to help me please?!" "Rosy! I'm right here just keep running don't stop! Keep running don't let them get you I'm right behind you!" Suddenly Rosy turned around as she screeched," Daddy!" As soon as she did the men pounced on her and he couldn't move as he screamed repeatedly," Rosy! Rosy! Rosy!"

"Get off of me! Get off plea..." They put tape over her mouth and slid her head to the side. One bit her neck, another her arm, the other her other arm. You could hear her scream in agony an she was crying and he could do nothing to save his daughter! He couldn't even look away from the scene that was before him.

"Thats enough of this god damned illusion!" He used all of his will to break it and when he saw that he was at a wall with his hands bleeding from pounding on it. Hearing the screams of the other men he felt his mind was being abused, well it really was but now he felt like he was released from the prison.

It made him disgusted that the demon was looking amused at all the soldiers condition. The demon looked at him and grinned as he said," I thought you were the one that would have gone insane in a matter of minutes but you held on for 38 minutes congrats." Shocked, Troy shouted," I was in that hell for 38 minutes?!" The demon only smirked," Better then your own men, take a look." He gestured to the man in the corner, he was rocking his knees and had an insane smile on his face as he mumbled," I'm a good boy. No one hurt me. I'm a good boy, everyone loves me." He just kept repeating it over and over again.

Troy looked angrily at Sebastian and shouted," Get them out of the madness!" Sebastian gave him a death glare as he said," They have to get out of this themselves or they will forever be weak and vampires could easily take control over them." Troy shouted," Thats no reason to make them all loose what sanity we have!" "You have sanity don't you?!" Troy was shocked, This demon doesn't give a fuck about us! He just follows orders and gives us cruel training just for the fun of it! "That is completely true human."

Troy lost it and attacked the demon with no fear at all. He easily caught his punch though but didn't add any pressure as he gave a devilishly grin," Maybe you have gone insane and lost all fear a human can feel." Troy felt fear of that and shouted," I feel fear right now and I haven't gone insane!" "Then you are an idiot."

Sebastian let go of his hand and kicked him in the stomach. He flew back into the wall and blacked out. Sighing," Humans are so fragile, how I wish I could fight Seras again." Yes, a true opponent to fight and neither of us won did we. We will have to finish our fight later, but I have something else in mind before I fight her. He licked his lips and thought, How this night is wonderful so far.

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Seras was emotionally and physically tired from the emotional anger and sadness, to using her powers to heal a human repeatedly. Sighing she looked outside, the sun was about to come up and she decided rest would be good for her. She looked at the Sakura tree and thought about the funeral that happened the previous day.

Flashback:

There was a warm wind blowing on a beautiful day. The blossoms seemed to be drawn to Integra as they dance into her coffin by her side. Seras was trying hard not to cry for she had promised Integra not to. She will keep her promise to Integra that no matter what she would keep this Organization running. Even if it means to sacrifice my life to do it. Sebastian started to close the lid but before he could a perfect Sakura blossom flower put itself right on Integra's folded hands. Integra was buried that day but to Seras Integra was now the Sakura blossom tree itself.

Flashback End

"Integra." Seras teleported in front of the tree and touched it, as she did she heard a voice. "Seras." "Integra!" Seras shouted. "Seras, haha, have you been crying I told you not to and theres no reason to be sad." "Integra! I-I thought you were gone!" Seras sobbed.

"Shshsh, Seras its ok I know you want to talk about some things and all you need to do is tell them all to me I'll listen." "Oh Integra I've felt something strange for Sebastian and I'm not sure what it is! With you gone my sadness was blocking the emotion for a small time until we kis... "interacted" with each other!" "Aw, I see Seras. I know what emotion you are feeling but I can't tell you, you have to figure that out yourself or you'll never believe it."

"Integra what are you talking about?" "You'll figure it out in time Seras, and when you do... well lets just say you'll feel excitement, happiness, and... other feelings." Seras nodded, I've never felt this, I trust him so completely and I think if he betrayed me I would cry. If he left me alone then I would feel empty inside. What is this feeling?! "Haha, don't stress over it Seras, you will figure it out in time but for now continue to trust him."

"Thank you Integra, I feel actually lighter now. I think it was because I talked to you Integra." She smiled like a child, Integra thought, Such innocence, whatever that demon feels for her he better not break her heart or I'll kill him myself. "Seras, I have to go now, you should get some rest alright?" Seras nodded and asked," Will I see you again Integra?" " Yes Seras, when you need my help I will appear again. Seras sighed with relief and said," Goodbye Integra."

Seras walked into the mansion, she walked down the hallway to her room and opened the door. What she saw shocked her beyond all belief! Sebastian was on her bed no jacket shirt unbuttoned with his tie undone, his zipper undone but nothing showing. "Hello master, may we continue our little "interactions"." He sat up and licked his thumb sexily, this sent shivers down her spine.

He made a come here motion with his finger and somehow she came forward. Grabbing her shoulders and making her be under him as he kissed her passionately. She felt so good, and it felt right to be like this. The pieces were starting to piece together what she felt for this demon. What she felt was love.

As if he growled in approvement he separated their lips and looked into her eyes as he said," Seras, I will only continue if you want me to." She thought about it and nodded, but the demon growled," I want you to say it Seras." She blushed furiously as she said," Please continue." He ripped off her shirt and saw a white strapless bra that was very see able fabric. He kissed her in approvement, as he removed her boots and jeans.

She only had her undergarments now, Sebastian began to remove his shirt, but Seras got there first. She slowly removed the shirt and tie. She looked at his pants questionably and he gave a nod. She slid the pants off of him and she quickly found out he didn't wear underwear.

She saw how big he was and thought, could that really fit?! "It will fit don't worry." He quickly removed the bra and put a nipple in his mouth. He earned a moan from Seras as he teased it with his teeth and tong. His hand went to her underwear and started to do circular motions to her clint. " Please stop teasing!"

He tore of the rest of her cloths and he inserted a finger into her. He gently went back and forth till she was starting to pick up the pace so he inserted another finger. It made her wince at first and then she got used to it and went faster moan the whole time. By the time she climaxed he had 4 fingers into her.

He lifted his fingers to his face and licked her juices off his fingers. "Mmmm, delicious." Blushing furiously, H-he j-j-just drank that?! "Why not, after all everything you are is absolutely delicious!" Suddenly his face when to her womanhood and he started to lick her juices off. "D-don't do that its dirty!" He just continued until there was no more.

He positioned himself at her entrance," This is going to hurt Seras." She replied," I know." He kissed her gently and slid himself in slowly. It was so hard for Sebastian not to just ram into her! He reached her wall and slid out a bit and bit Seras's lip as he slammed in. She screamed in pain, but it was muffled from the kiss. A minute passed and she began to move her hips and gasped at the pleasure it caused!

Sebastian started a steady pace, Seras moaned repeatedly. Hearing this he couldn't help but moan also. She got frustrated and said," Faster Sebastian!" He did as she commanded and went faster. He was starting to loose control and went faster in harder which made Seras practically scream,"Yes Sebastian! Oh god yes! Nh, I'm going to cum! He was about to too and about 30 seconds later they cummed at the same time while screaming each others name. "I love you Seras." Seras replied," I love you Sebastian."

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Alucard walked steadily to Hellsing, he had to wait one more day before he could have Seras. She must be having a hard time with Hellsing, if the men even lay a hand on her they just might wake up in a vampire club. Being sold as sex slaves. He looked at the sky as he said," Seras."

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OHOHOH SH*T! Alucard is going to be pissed when he finds this out!

Alucard: find what out?

Seras: * blushing furiously * NOTHING!

Sebastian: * Smug look * oh you'll find out.