~you are; Karkat~

"A grub?" Eridan questioned, raising an eye brow. "Are you sure about that Kar? It's a big decision to be making right noww."

Karkat groaned and placed his blushing face into Eridan's chest, sighing lightly. "Yes, I want a grub with you, please?"

He looked flustered, like he didn't know how to respond to your question. "Maybe wwe should ask for some advice first?" he tried to reason with you.

You sigh and nuzzle his neck softly. "Alright, I'll ask someone for advice first."

So a few hours later, your talking to Kanaya who said she'd help but she wanted to do some tests first because it could be a risk to the grub if anything was off. Of course, she tells you about the reproductive way of having a grub the way you were going to do this.

You are of course, bored out of your mind anddon't want to deal with this, so you fall asleep with your eyes open, thinking about how it would feel to have a child inside your body.

~You are now; Equius~

You hated to admit it, but you really hate how everyone was suddenly getting matesprit's while you sit here and work on your latest project you and Dirk started long ago and never finished. You sigh a little angry with yourself for not being able to get something everyone else had seemed to have; and you're a highblood! You should be able to get something so simple as a quadrant filled. You really do gat to admit how much you envy everyone else. You don't want to come off as rude, but you're pissed off about this thought.

You start grumbling to yourself a little after noon, when Nepeta decided it was time for you to eat, she came in, putting a plate next to you and looking over your shoulder. She wasn't too interested with the trinket you had made. A small chest with uncompleted textures and people holding hands in a light dance. She hummed lightly and kissed your cheek.

"Time for you to eat Equius!" She smiled brightly, watching as you tensed and stared at your food. "Come on silly, you gotta eat!" She tried again, to no avail. You sat there and just stared at the food placed in front of you.

You place a broken smile on your face and look at her; she smiled right back and held up a fork full of spaghetti, shoving it in your face to see if you'll eat it. You; being the nice troll you are, open up and eat from the steel fork. She giggled and poked your nose. "You're so funny when you eat Equius~!"

~You are now; Eridan~

You sat there, waiting for Kanaya as she lectured you about the dangers of going through with this. You knew what could happen and honestly, you don't care. As long as Karkat was safe, it didn't matter. He could always ask someone if Karkat couldn't have the grub to have it for them. It isn't hard to see that you were annoyed with this beyond hell. She didn't seem to mind as she jotted down a few tips and notes so that you were ready for this.

Karkat stood in the door way, his face twisted in a look of worry, confusion and disgust. Kanaya has mentioned certain things, like how every troll has a sack that held eggs for someone to fill inside of them and where it was inside of Karkat after some testing she had done on him. Karkat; hated this. He didn't think it was necessary to have a full on diagram of his insides on the board. You laughed a little when you learned that he was more a woman than Kanaya herself, seeing as her egg count was so much lower than Karkat's.

~you are now; Dirk~

You hated this mushy shit. They were everywhere, making out in every direction. Even your younger brother was making out with John! You close your eyes, your sunglasses to your right as you were working on them. You know Jake would come in your room any time, so you've been working on your new app in your glasses that let you zoom up on objects.

You swear to whoever the fuck is up there, that everyone; every single one of them, was in heat. They were acting like they needed to fuck all the goddamn time and make out when their bulges weren't in each other! It made you sick. You can't stand the way everyone was acting just because of the season. It was gross and…lewd. You for once agree with your sweaty companion that everything everyone is doing at this very moment, is lewd; gross and disgusting.

You can't even go one day without getting angry anymo-

Your door opened just a bit that stopped your thought, the smallest of knocks sounding from the oak wood. "Dirk? Is it okay if I come in?" Jake asked in a timid voice. You must have been talking out loud to yourself, cause he looked like he was scared to deal with you at the moment.

"Yeah, that's fine." You take out the edge as much as you can, leaning back in your chair and running your hands through your hair.

He walks in and sits on your bed, looking down. "I'm sorry Dirk…for everything that seemed to happen over the years." He lets out a nervous chuckle. "I-I came in here to ask if you would…forgive an old brute like me? And…go out with me again?" He asked, tilting his head, his eyes closed, seeming to be scared of your answer as his face started heating up at his own question.

You smile softly. For once, something okay was happening, it almost made you want to cry…almost. You sigh and shake your head, acting like you disapprove of this. "No Jake…" The look on his face, like he was about to cry made you snap. "I'm sorry." His tear seemed to stop half way on his cheek at this, his mouth hanging open. "I'm sorry for everything." You get up and walk to him, wrapping your arms around him. "I love you."