Prom Night's From Hell
Author's Note;
Hi there guys! Just a reminder to R&R please! Also, this is completely lemon free, i promise! If you have any suggestions, please feel free to PM me or review. (:
Chapter Four; Confusion.
Sitting upon the toilet, I reviewed what had just happened in my head, wondering how I could have gained the courage to have sex with Jacob; JACOB, of all people! I could hear more excitement emnating from the bedroom through the bathroom door, and grimaced, knowing that a threesome was happening in there. Sighing, I went back to my thinking. Reviewing the sex now, I could tell that with Jacob there had been something a little bit more then I had had with Edward, as if it was meant to be. I quickly shook my head after those thoughts, though, trying to clear it. No way was that possible and I knew it, but there had been something there. Perhaps, I thought, it was the adrenaline of being able to have sex with someone rather then my own. I nodded quickly at that conclusion, knowing truly that wasn't it but wanting to get past that confusion quickly. The excitement in the bedroom had seemed to stop, so I quickly entered the bedroom, hoping to find an excuse to hide my thoughts of loving Jacob. When I glanced up after having closed the bathroom door, I saw Ness, Edward and Jacob laying naked upon the bed. I was immediately aroused once more just by looking at Jacob, let alone the others, and although I felt like jumping on top of him and restarting what we had just finished, I dismissed any sexual thoughts and quickly headed to the extremely large wardrobe. Unsurprisingly, it had turned out to be twice the size of the wardrobe we had had in the cottage back in Forks, with triple the supply of clothes. I shut the large double doors behind me as I stepped inside, hoping for just a few moments more of privacy.
"We'd better get going soon, Ness." I heard Jacob murmur.
"I suppose so."
I heard both of them leave to Ness's room and exhaled noisily, not noticing until then that I had been holding in my breath. I heard Edward get up off the bed and head towards the wardrobe, and so quickly turned as to hide my nakedness from him. I felt guilty, for surely I should not feel the need to hide myself from my own husband, and yet that changed not my actions. When I head him enter, I lifted my head to peer over my shoulder and look at him. In the glory of his nakedness, Edward was beautiful, without a doubt, and yet it seemed he did not turn me on as Jacob had. I sighed, wondering what was wrong with me lately.
"Love, are you alright?" he asked, cautiously proceeding towards me.
I held out a hand to steady him as he came to close, spreading my fingers across his handsome chest. I cast my eyes downward, feeling too guilty to even look at him anymore, before speaking.
"Um, could you give me just a little privacy? I need a moment,"
He nodded, and yet I could see the hurt enter his expression before he cleared it so it was blank once more. He then turned and left, closing the wardrobe doors behind him. I heard him leave the house and race in the direction of the mansion, and only when I could not hear him anymore did my tears begin to fall. I sank to the ground, clutching my face in my hands as my tears fell down my face not unlike a waterfall would into a river. Sobs hitched up my throat, and although I tried to contain them for I was certain Ness and Jake were still in their room, they poured out incoherently. Sitting there, clutching my stomach as I tried to contain my sobs, I realized that I still loved Jacob far too much.