5 days ago
Russia:
When I woke up, I was really tired. I really didn't sleep well, because fo the thing that happened with England last evening.
I sat up slowly, then closed my eyes, and it all came back to me, and I blushed. Madly. I hugged my pillow tightly, and hid my face to it. England kissed me. He kissed me...
I touched my lips with my fingers lightly, and I could still somehow feel England's lips on mine. I felt something inside me try to move. My heart... It was beating like it was the last day on earth. I tried to calm it down, but thinking about England didn't help at all, and when I couldn't get the man out of my mind at all.
There I sat, on my bed, for about an hour, and I finally realised that I had to get ready for the meeting.
I was still confused though. Why on earth did England kiss me...? I couldn't think of any reason. England wasn't any like France, so he wouldn't be just after sex. So... What was it then...?
I went to the meeting, and as usual, I was the first one there. Well... At least I thought so, until I saw someone in there. England... He was already there. Sure, the man was always a bit early, but not never this early. Then he noticed me, and smiled at me. I halted for a short moment, but then went to sit to my seat, opposite to England, and I tried to avoid his eyes, and looked away.
But the man had something else in his mind. He got up, and started walking, but I didn't really want to look at England, because I might blush madly again. Then suddenly I felt that my head was turned, and it was turned by England, and his face was really close. So close that I could feel his breath againt my skin. I blushed a bit, but I could hide it almost completely behind my scarf.
England:
There I was. My face really close to Russia's, and our lips would almost touch, if that damned scarf wouldn't be there. No. I can't think like that of Russia's scarf. It is really dear to Russia, and I had no idea what would he do, if it would be damaged in any way.
Even though the scarf was there, hiding half of his face, I could still see that he was blushing a bit, and I smiled wider. The fact that I could make Russia blush, made me happy, even though I wasn't quite sure why that made me happy. Although I should, but still.
I carefully pulled Russia's scarf down a bit, releaving the rest of his face, and he blushed more. I slightly grinned, as I moved my face even closer.
Russia:
I was rozen then and there. England's face so close to mine, and now that my scarf wasn't hiding my face anymore, I actually hold my breath without realising it myself. And we were alone in the meeting room. Now I for some reason wished someone else would be in the room right now. Rigth now! I was nervous, and maybe slightly scared, but I was so used not to show my fear, so I didn't let it show.
Then England closed the really narrow gap between us, and kissed me. Now I really froze, and I tried to tell myself to calm down and try to relax. When I could do just that, relax a bit, England deepend the kiss a lot, pushing me against the chair, and actually sitting on my lap. his kissing was a bit rough, but still in a pleasant way, and I really couldn't tell why I liked it.
Suddenly I could feel something go along my lower lip, and I realised, that it was England's tongue, and it was asking for premission, so it would be able to explore my mouth. I blushed madly, and I accitendy let out a shy, innocent sound, and it almost seemed like England was a bit taken aback because of that, but I couldn't really see his reaction, since my eyes were closed a long time ago.
When I didn't want to open my mouth at all, he forced his tongue threw my lips, and I made a sound of surprise, and I could feel that he was smiling widely to the kiss, and that just made me blush even more if possible.
He explored every inch in my mouth, and I couldn't help but to let out a moan like sound, when he found something in my mouth that felt a bit more sensitive. England kept touching the spot with his tongue, and it was getting me to hard to breath, and if I would've been standing, my legs might've been shaking a bit now, and I would maybe fall on my knees on the floor. But I was sitting on my seat, and England was sitting on my lap.
It felt like hours, but then England finally pulled away, and I gasped for air, and I was breathing slightly heavily, and I opened my eyes slightly, and glanced at England. He... Was smiling, and looked... Pleased... He was actually slightly grining.
Then I could hear someone coming, and right in that moment, England got off of me, and went back to sit on his own seat, but not before he sent a wink to me, and made me blush again. I quickly hid my blush behind my scarf when other countries started coming to the meeting.
I couldn't concentrate on the meeting at all, and it didn't really matter. No one really paid attention to me. Never. So it wasn't a problem. But I could sometimes see, and also sence that England looked at me many times during the meeting, and that made me a bit uncomfortable, and also made me stay blushed the whole meeting.
I was reliefed when the meeting ended finally, but I didn't go out first, becaue I didn't want to draw much attention, but maybe that was a bad move. I saw that England also stayed, and was looking at me. I felt a shiver run along my spine, and I tried to leave quickly. I maybe could see England frown out of the corner of my eye, but I didn't care. But then I was suddenly pulled backwards, and pushed to sit down on one of the chairs, and it did slightly hurt, but I didn't show it. My eyes were closed, but I opened them when I could feel something to moe on top of my lap. When my eyes were open, I could see England, and he wasn't smiling, but looked deep into my eyes, and I couldn't look away.
"Are you trying to get away from me...?" Engand suddenly asked, after few minutes of complete silence. I couldn't answer. I tried to think of something, and just when I thought I could, he kissed me deeply, and all of my thoughts were blown away. He pushed me more against the chair, and once again forsed his tongue into my mouth, which made me blush again, and I slightly cursed myself in my mind for that, but I just couldn't help it.
The kiss was much more forcefull and rough than the one before the meeting, and my lips were bruised becaue of that. I tried to pull away, but it was, since I was sitting on a chair, so I tried to push England away, but for some reason my arms felt weak, but soon England finally pulled away, and I was breathing a bit heavily the second time today. I had closed my eyes again, and I could finally relax a bit again.
"Look at me." England's voice... It was so demanding, that I couldn't do anything else but to look at England. Normally I might not do what he would say, but I felt a bit weak, and my mind was blank at the time. "Now answer me. Are you trying to get away from me?" I opened my mouth to say something, but nothing came out. When I could see that he was coming in for another kiss.
"Stop!" I didn't even realise at first that I said that, but when I saw England's surprised face, I covered my mouth and looked away. It wasn't like me to shout, or say something like that.
"Russia...?" He sounded a bit confused.
"Just... Stop..." Somewhere I could find some power, and I could get up, shoving England off of me, but so I didn't hurt him, and I left quickly the room, leaving a staring English man behind me.
I tried to get as soon as possible to the hotel, and I went to my room, and locked the door tight. I lied down on the bed, and curled up into a ball. I was so confused. My head was spinning, and I couldn't concentrate on one thought, but every thought came at the same time, and I felt lost. Why did England kiss me like that? Why did he... Why...
I started crying for a reason I didn't know. I just kept crying quietly in my room the rest of the day, until I cried myself to sleep.