Tuesday 1st April 2007
This morning I woke up still thinking about Edward Cullen and how down to earth, yet such an old soul and so mature he seems to be, he almost seems twice his age which is crazy but yet I think I seem older too but I know I can be immature when I want too. I look over and Becka is still asleep, not that I'm complaining, with Dad already up and making noise downstairs I get first call on the shower, it's not every day that I'm awake early but today seems like it might be a good day, of course I doubt it will be all good but I can hold onto some hope that last night's peace will carry over to today.
Getting out of bed I grab my clothes and head to the bathroom to have a shower, while standing under the water I replay yesterday like it's constantly on repeat in my head, mostly just last night sitting across the table from Edward Cullen. His smile, the way he kept shifting his hair from his face, his laugh and just the peace that seems to come off him in waves was calming.
Realising I'd been in the shower long enough to start pruning I get out, get dressed and start to do my hair when I hear Dad's voice on the stairs.
"Becka, do you want some French toast?" I heard her reply and she sounded annoyed.
"Um, yes please..." well that was convincing…in a way I guess.
"Gabi, time to get out please…" I hear Dad call pass the bathroom on his way back downstairs.
"I'm out Dad! I was just finishing my hair…" I call down to him on the way back into the bedroom and bounding over to Becka to give her a hug seeing her packing her bag for school.
"Gabs, what's with you this morning?" she's been on an emotional rollercoaster lately and I don't see it getting any easier anytime soon, unless she can pull herself free of Tai and then Rueben will be out of my life for good…hopefully, but she just had go and kill my buzz that I was feeling.
"I'm allowed to be happy, aren't I B?" I give her a look of surprise as we make our way downstairs and see Dad putting breakfast down on the table where we sit.
"Thanks Dad…" Becka said as we took our seats, of course this is about the only thing that Dad can make and make well, but then again he's always been good at frying things.
"Do you mind if we have a couple of friends around after school? I need some help with my Trig and I was going to ask Angela Webber to help me" of course Dad's French toast is amazing and I can't think of anything better to start the day today other than a glass of orange juice.
"Not at all, just remember that Billy and Jake are coming up again to watch the special match tonight" Dad said as he joined us at the table.
"Sure, great Dad. We better get going, we'll see you later…" she seems a bit angry and I'm not entirely sure if that's how her mind is at the moment or if it's the fact that Jake will be here this afternoon.
I get up and give Dad a hug goodbye and follow her outside and into the truck, I'm not sure she should be driving but that's not an argument that I really want to have today.
"B you're not your usual self today" I say as she pulls out of the driveway and onto the road heading to school. I know it's stating the obvious but I feel like I need to point it out anyway
"What are you on about?" Well I guess that gives me the answer that she's not in the right head space, she turns onto the main road and then looks over at me and I just shake my head.
"I mean the fact that you've hardly said anything this morning, you couldn't wait to leave the house just now, we're going to be like an hour early for school and you want Angela to come around tonight and made it seem like we both wanted that…oh and it could be that you seem to be preoccupied with something else…" Honestly to me it seems like she's running on auto pilot and it's never more evident than what I thought when she doesn't see that Mike is in front of us parking and she hasn't seen him.
"Becka, stop you're going to hit him…" I look over at her and she doesn't seem to be responding.
"DAMN IT BECKA STOP!" I yell at her and shake her arm. She blinks and shakes her head and slams on the brake and turns the wheel and we slam side on into Mike's van.
I'm not entirely sure what happened for a few minutes after that…I know I got winded and I'm positive that my head slammed against the window and that I now have a thrashing headache but other than that I seem fine.
"Gabriella, are you alright?" I know that voice hell I know that face if I'm honest without even looking up. I feel the door open and the air rush in and I look up at him.
"I'm fine…my seatbelt won't come out…" I keep pushing the button and trying to pull it out but it won't come.
"Sit still I got it…" he reaches over me and I turn my head trying not to breath because I can feel my claustrophobia setting in…it's not because of him, it's a side effect of going through everything with Rueben.
I feel the release of the belt against my shirt and I turn back to him smiling. "Thanks…I guess I owe you one…" he smirks at me and shakes his head and holds his hand out to help me down.
"I'm sure we could come up with something to make it even…" I laugh and steady myself looking back at Becka and see her looking at me.
"What just happened? One minute I was looking for a park and before I knew it, ah Gabs I can't get my foot loose!" she cries and the next minute I'm moved out of the way and there's a male in front of me and I just have to look at the way he's built and I know that it's Emmett Cullen, Edwards adopted Brother, the one that Becka is fixated on and no doubt was thinking about before this happened.
"Don't move Becka, I'll get your foot out…" I hear him say to her and I can't bear to think what must be going through her head, well I can because Edward came to my rescue, I guess it's only fitting that Emmett came to hers.
"I…my foot, I can't…..OW, move it…" the last bit seemed to fade out so I can only assume that means he got it out alright.
"Hold onto my arm, I'm going to lift you onto the stretched, you're being taken to hospital for a check-up" it's at that point that I turn and realise that an ambulance is parked in the entrance to the school parking lot.
"Thank you for saving me" I hear her say before I hear my father's voice.
"Rebecka…" I step to the stretcher where Emmett laid her and take her hand as Dad approaches and it's then that I realise I've been shaking this whole time.
As we enter the ambulance I see the tears rolling down her face and she starts to apologise to me. "Gabs, I'm so sorry I should have been paying attention!" I shake my head as I try and fight my own and squeeze her hand.
"It's not your fault Becks, I should have driven. I knew you weren't up to it today!" I said giving her a small smile trying to control my shaking.
"Gabs, who took me out of the truck?" she flinched while the ambulance staff started to check her as we made our way to the hospital and I smiled at her gently.
"Emmett Cullen, Alice's older brother. I don't know B it was strange…" and it was because I don't remember seeing any of them in the parking lot before the accident.
"Gabs, what's wrong?" but before I could answer she was wheeled out of the ambulance and into the hospital and I went into the waiting room with Dad and we waited for her to be discharged. I knew that Dad was worried and that's why he wasn't talking to me but I had a feeling he would be giving Becka a stern talking to the first chance he got.
Alice and I have been talking about Becka, especially how she kept hounding me about Emmett and she agreed to introduce them when she was discharged which was only a half hour later. I went into the emergency department where Becka was waiting. Alice and Emmett disappeared for a little while and then came into the cubical where Becka and I were as we waited to hear about what her x-rays showed.
"This is my brother Emmett; he was the one who pulled you from your truck. Gabi tells me you've been hounding her about it since you realised…" the look on Alice's face says that she thinks there's more to that hounding than she's letting on but isn't going to push it.
"I wanted to be the one to thank you personally Emmett. So thank you!" Well this just got increasingly awkward, I don't know why but I hope that she's not setting herself up for a big fall if this crush turns to nothing more than that.
Becka and I are talking to Emmett and Alice for a little while before a doctor comes out to see her.
"Rebecka, Gabriella this is our father, Dr Carlisle Cullen…" Whoa, okay they certainly all have that porcelain look and they certainly share the same eye colour, maybe Edward is more like his father…the same posture, the brooding face the smile…it's all there, I guess I can look hard enough to see it because I've spent that time alone with him.
"Nice to meet you Dr Cullen…" Rebecka and I say at the same time, I guess she had a different doctor originally.
"Nice to meet you too…you're free to go Rebecka as soon as you sign this form saying that you want to go home" he smiled as he handed over the forms.
"Thank you…Am I able to go back to school today?" seriously did she not just hear him, he said 'go home, not go to school'
"In my professional opinion I wouldn't want you to because you could have a possible delayed concussion so I think it's best you go home and rest as much as you can and also just to remind you of what my colleague said, should you have any dizziness or anything please come back in immediately as it could be a part of something more serious…" he took the paperwork from Rebecka.
"Thanks Dr Cullen, you too Alice and Emmett" I help her to her feet and she waves at them as we head towards the exit. I look behind us and see that Emmett and Alice are following us.
"Gabi, would you like a lift back to school?" Alice asked as her and Emmett caught up to both of us.
"No thanks Alice I'm going to go home with Becka." I feel Becka grab my arm and we stop walking.
"No Gabs you need to go back, I need to know what I need to work on tonight" she says it fast like if she doesn't I'm going to fight, which I could but it's not worth it.
She let's go of my arm and turns to Alice. "Would you by any chance be able to help me study Alice?" I don't think Alice was expecting that answer.
"Sure, I'll go back to school with and bring Gabi home tonight, I'll have to double check with my parents but I'd love to come…" She said with a smile before turning to Emmett.
"You better get going; Rose will get annoyed if you're away any longer…" Well, I guess they had plans or something. Far be it for me to speculate even though I want to.
We follow Emmett out and I see Dad standing by the police cruiser, so Becka and I head towards him while Alice waits at her car.
"Gabi can you also ask Angela about tonight?" she says while giving me a hug goodbye before I said goodbye to Dad and walked over to Alice's car.
I climb in and we head to school, thankfully it's a quite drive although it feels like a drum solo going on inside my head right now from the headache that seems to have come out of nowhere.
We got to school and went to our first class which was together thankfully so I didn't feel like a dick walking in by myself of course it was biology which meant that we went separate ways but I wasn't going to complain considering that Edward was my partner in this class.
Let's just say that today couldn't end fast enough, I found out that Edward was going to be out of town with his father for the family thing that he was away for earlier and he couldn't give an exact time that he would be back but that he hoped that things stayed peaceful for me which I knew was wishful thinking considering my mother rung me and basically wanted us back on a flight to Charlotte, North Carolina where Pat is coaching the under 19's at Charlotte United.
I had lunch with Angela, Mike, Eric and Jessica but I could feel five sets of eyes on me and knew who they belonged too. It was indeed Mike's car that we happened to hit this morning so you could imagine how Jessica reacted to that and Angela agreed to come over on the proviso that she didn't have to watch her little sister so it looks like we might not get that study group after all, not that I'm totally upset about it.
The end of school couldn't come soon enough for me, it's not like I could escape the constant whispering or stares, I thought it was bad on the first day, but I was totally wrong, this is definitely worse. I head to Alice's car and when I get there Rosalie is with her, well I can only assume its Rosalie.
"Gabi, hey I'm so sorry but I can't come over to study today, I've been asked to go shopping with Rosalie instead and I couldn't get a hold of my parents …but can we take a rain check?" I look at her and nod I can't say I blame her I wouldn't want to be at my house anyway.
"Sure Alice, no problem. Nice to meet you Rosalie, have fun shopping" I head over to Angela and she looks guilty about something, not sure why but I have a feeling that she's going to say no too.
"I'm so sorry Gabi but my parents both have to work late, but I'll drop you off at home on my way to pick up my sister…" Well at least she offered to give me a lift.
When we pull up outside our house I feel my peace disappear as I see Tailer and Rueben parked in the driveway. "Thanks for the lift Angela…have fun babysitting…" I teased getting out of her car.
As Angela pulled away from the curb I see Billy and Jake pull up, talk about awkward central today, I somehow wish I could be anywhere but here right this second but I guess that doesn't start until tomorrow so I have to push through this. I walk past all of them and head inside, god knows how Dad is going to react to the boys being here not that I could care, he doesn't have to worry about Rueben but I have to say I'm looking forward to how Tailer reacts when he realises that Jake has the hots or his girl.
I walk in say hi to dad and then head upstairs to unpack my bag, I open the bedroom door to find Becka asleep in her bed and I try to be as quiet as possible but it doesn't last long when it gets noisy downstairs with all the testosterone that has entered this rather small house.
"Sorry B, I didn't mean to wake you, how you feeling?" she sits up and looks at me.
"Yeah I'm fine, did I hear the boys downstairs?" she gets out of bed and remakes it while I answer her.
"Um yea, Tai and Ben we here when I got dropped off and then Billy and Jake showed up not long after I got home, they're all downstairs. Are you sure you're up to this?" I guess I may sound a little harsh but I just don't want her to push herself too much after today.
"Yeah, Gabs just chill. Let's go call the pizza place before Dad tries to cook for everyone" Going downstairs we said hi to everyone and then Becka called for pizza before we decided to head outside, well Becka thought it would be good to spend time with the boys outside so of course I couldn't resist stirring the pot and asked Jacob if he wanted to come too.
When Jake got outside he looked over at Tailer's bike and asked if he could take it for a ride and Rueben gave over the keys like it was nothing. Jake said he'd be back soon and it gave Becka the time alone with Tai and of course that left Ben and I alone, so I decide to play it up a little bit.
"Thanks for that Ben. He's a little over enthusiastic particularly toward B at the moment; you might want to watch out Tai, you've got some competition…" I could tell she was rolling her eyes but I didn't care I just listened to her as she talked to Tailer.
"So when are you guys heading back home?" thankfully it's a question that I want to know the answer to as well…at least than I might be able to feel like the stress is going with them.
"Well we're going to go back tomorrow to discuss some things with our parents. Baby, I-we want to move here. Ben and I can move in with his uncle who lives here until we can get our own place and we'll enrol in school here so we can spend more time with you two…" Son of a Bitch….of course he'd fucken go along with this just to piss me off…he's just asking for me to tell everybody what an asshole he is.
Be strong Becka and say no, PLEASE DON'T LET THEM MOVE HERE!
Of course I can't say that out loud but sometimes it works when I think it, and then she answers the way I want her too. Here's hoping today is one of those times.
Tai placed his arm around Becka's shoulders and then sat down on the love seat across from the two single chairs that Ben and I had taken up, more for my comfort than his of course.
"No Tai, Ben I think that it's best for now that we test the whole long distance thing. Gabi and I need to get fully settled here and I'm not saying that we don't appreciate the whole sacrifice to be together thing but I don't think you guys should move up here yet, maybe it's best to wait a little bit longer to see where we go…" oh thank you God, at least she seems to be really thinking about her relationship, do I believe that this has everything to do with Emmett Cullen, you bet your sweet ass I do but to be honest, he'd be a hell of a lot better for her than Tailer. That to me is a no brainer.
I nodded my head as she finished showing that I agree with her not that Ben needed that because he should have already known how it would have made me feel. Jake arrived back not long after Becka finished her sentence so the boys couldn't really express their opinion and they got to talking to Jake about the bike which allowed me to not have to worry about communicating with Ben and then the pizza arrived.
While the boys got stuck into the game I decided that I wasn't really interested so Becka and I excused ourselves to do our homework.
"So what did I miss when you went back to school? Hey do you know whose car it was that I actually hit?" I passed her the notes and handouts from our French and Biology classes today and then answered her.
"Well it turned out to be Mike's Van that you hit, which you could imagine, made Jessica go all weird and mad towards me because you know she has a huge crush on Mike and thought it was deliberate or some stupid crap like that…" I look up from pulling everything together on my desk and see her smiling.
"Why are you smiling? If you hadn't been hurt Jessica would have given you an earful if was bad enough I had to hear her complain about it in the cafeteria today GOSH!" I open my Trig book while shaking my head, sometimes I wonder if we're at the same age mentally sometimes. I honestly wonder if it's just me that sees the big picture and not the little one.
"You're right Gabs I'm sorry. Hey I know this is going to sound weird but is Emmett Cullen "Dating" that Rosalie chick?" Of course I can read the jealously on her face an in her tone but I can't resist teasing her just a bit. I can read her like a book and I know that she's automatically gone, they're together and he's off limits but she's fighting the demon inside her.
"B, you wouldn't happen to be jealous if he was would you?" I smirk at her holding back the laugh that is threatening to escape.
"What? No, of course not Gabi, don't be ridiculous I'm with Tai…" Uh huh and pigs can now fly, I can see right through you Miss Rebecka Shaw.
Before I could answer here we head movement downstairs and knew that the game was over and we hadn't even started on our homework…I guess it won't take long to do later on so it's not a big deal.
"Gabi, Becka the game is over…" Dad's voice came from downstairs and Becka and I sighed as we stood up heading back downstairs.
"Gabi what happened to our apparent study session today after school?" oh right I forgot to fill her in on that, guess I got caught up with other stuff.
"Oh Angela couldn't get a hold of her parents so she had to go home and babysit her little sister and Alice's sister Rosalie wanted to go shopping so Alice went with her instead but they both said rein check with enough notice, I mean not that I'm surprised we did kind of spring it on the Becka. I know you want to make friends and all but come on we've not long been here it will take some time..." we hit the bottom of the stairs in time to hear Tai comment on the game.
"…that last shot right on the buzzer" he seemed so please as we stopped right next to them.
"Good game boys?" Becka asks as I see her slide her hand into Tai's and I have to control myself not to roll my eyes because I don't want to draw attention to it. Jake wheeled his Dad out to their truck while we all followed.
"Yeah, I couldn't believe that last shot baby you should have seen it, I reckon I could have made that shot though…" Ah yes good old Tai and his big head thinking that he's the king of any sport, he punched Ben's shoulder as we all waved goodbye to Billy and Jake as the pulled away.
"I'm sure you could Tai…" No that surprised both Becka and I and we looked at each other before turning to our father who had just made that comment. Neither Becka nor I were sure of how he would react to us dating or even having contact with them and now he's making a comment like that.
"What time do you boys head back in the morning?" Dad asks as we head back inside and Becka and I start to clean up from the pizza that we all ate.
"Um we actually probably won't head back until the afternoon…" I feel his arms wrap around me and I want to punch him in the face.
Truthfully all I can hear in my head right this second is Sandra Bullocks head in my voice as Gracie Heart in Miss Congeniality 2: Armed and Fabulous saying…"So Remember SING: That's Solar Plexus, Instep, Nose and Groin" Now I'd be more than willing to do all four to this jerk that can't take a bloody hint that I don't want him near me let alone touching me.
"Why don't you boys come and join us for breakfast? It's Gabi and Becka's turn to cook tomorrow and they always make more than enough" Great one Dad just what I wanted, to see his ugly mug in the morning when I could be doing just about anything else.
Becka chucked Tailer a tea towel and she started to run the water for us to wash the plates that were used.
"That would be great, Thanks Mr Shaw…" Tai said as he high-fived Ben and I just rolled my eyes, fucked if I'm cooking them a nice breakfast tomorrow, I don't care if Tai is with Becka but the less I have to see of Rueben the better.
"Call me Jack Tai, Mr Shaw is to formal, makes me feel old!" Dad grabbed a tea towel and held the boys dry the dishes while Becka washed them and sorted out the boxes for the recycling.
After drying most of the dishes Dad clears his throat. "Well seeing that most of them are done I might leave you kids to clean up and I think I'll punch the sack…" Dad hugs both Becka and I and he hands me his towel.
"Night Daddy…" Becka and I call as he heads upstairs. Becka and I finish wiping the benches and turn to look at the boys who are talking to each other by the dining table.
When Becka turned and walked over to Tai she grabbed the tea towel he was holding and whipped him lightly across the leg with it.
"Oi" he shouted at her as he grabbed the towel and her
"Let me go and I'll give you the towel…" there may or may not have been a squeak in there somewhere as he hugged her and then dug her in the ribs.
Within that time Ben has wiped me across the back with the towel that he was holding and I'm ready to scream bloody murder and take him down but of course that would just cause more questions but I guess something in my face gave me away because of how Becka is looking at me.
"Gabs?" I hear her call but I'm not really listening, I turn around and get Ben back with the tea towel dad gave me.
"I'm fine Becks…Got you back baby…" I can't believe that word left my mouth but like I keep telling you…keeping up appearances and all that crap. I poke my tongue out at Ben and Becka and Tai laugh heading towards couch in the lough to relax before Becka and I head to bed.
Becka and Tai cuddled together on the couch while holding hands and Ben and I sat on the lay-z-boy chair that Dad normally sits in much to my utter discomfort. Becka and I use to fight over it all the time until Dad told us that neither of us would be able to sit in it if we were going to fight because it was his chair and he didn't have to let us sit in it.
"You'd better get going before this gets out of hand Tai, we have school tomorrow and I don't want to miss anymore…I know it doesn't sound like me but in Forks, you need to be open minded…" Well I guess that's one way of putting it, more like be prepared for everyone to know your business.
Of course her and Tai had been making out on the couch and to be honest I can't be mad that she wants to try and make it work but I think she needs to sort out both her head and her heart before she delves into committing to anything with Tai or God forbid Emmett Cullen, who seems really nice but I'm just not sure what can of worms is going to be opened if they do in fact decide that they like each other.
Becka and Tai lead the way outside and they climb onto Tai's bike getting ready to leave.
"That's cool baby, we better get going anyway if we're going to be here for breakfast in the morning…" Tai said watching her intently while Ben put on his helmet and started up the bike.
I said a quick goodbye to Ben before heading back up to the deck waiting for Becka, who was having a somewhat passionate kiss before he pulled his helmet on and they took off.
As we came back inside we checked all the locks and then headed upstairs to our room.
"Have we done the right thing here Gabi, getting back with them? It's just that I can't stop thinking about the reluctance in his eyes today…" Okay not sure where she got WE from because there's no way that Rueben and I are getting back together, not even when hell freezers over or when pigs begin to fly.
Now you may be confused by the part of her statement but I know my sister well enough to understand what she means, she started off talking about Tailer but I can bet more than anything when she finished that sentence she was talking about one Emmett Cullen. Let's test it shall we?
"What you mean the reluctance in Emmett Cullen's eyes when he left the hospital today?"I asked her closing the door to our room and we got ready for bed.
"Yeah, I…I think I have a thing for him…" she said to me and I noticed the reluctance in her voice being found out, of course it is normally harder to get her to admit the truth to me.
"Ah, you think?" I'm pretty sure even Alice may have noticed today at the hospital and okay there may have been a bit too much sarcasm in that statement but it's been a few days now and it's like it's only just clicked into place for her.
I guess I have to try and make her feel a little better and the fact that she thinks I'm still into Ben is what is killing me the most so I say something to her that I'm certain about without really thinking it through properly.
"I think I'm in the same boat but with his younger brother Edward…" I turn the light out and climb into my bed snuggling down deep and sigh gently.
"Than what are we doing messing with Tai and Ben?" Oh whoa hold on, what's this we again. I'm getting so sick of hearing it that it's making me angry enough to want to tell her but I know that it will destroy her.
"I don't know B, maybe this thing with the Cullen boys will pass. I mean maybe it's just a crush. We can't do anything about it anyway, for one Emmett is taken, well at least that's what we've pieced together and Edward is out of town and two we're with the boys so what can be done about it?" so I may have been disappointed because right now I'd give anything to see Edward…I don't want to see Rueben tomorrow or ever again and I wish that Tailer was out of the picture too but it's just not that simple, nothing ever is.
"Oh, you like him don't you Gabi?" at this point we're talking in the dark and I'm almost positive that I have tears streaming down my face because of all the anger rolling around inside of me.
"NO…"Okay maybe that's totally a lie but who am I kidding, it's bad enough that I have to act like I still love Rueben and now adding Edward into that mix is just going to screw everything up, I don't care how much it helps to have him around, I'm not ready for a relationship again…not when I'm still so uncomfortable around males that I don't know well or feel like I can trust.
"Gabi you know that I won't tell, heck I just admitted to liking his brother! It's not like Ben's going to find out" Are you sure about that Rebecka because I'm not and I'm almost sure that he would lose his shit if he found out and it would cause a fight between the two of them, I'm almost positive of that too.
I hear her bed covers move and I'm sure I can feel her eyes on my face and it sucks because I feel so lost right now.
"I know that B, but it doesn't feel right to talk about this sort of thing. Can we just drop it for now please" I roll over and face the wall wiping my face with my hands as I try and calm my mind and my body and try to relax enough to sleep.
My sleep wasn't peaceful by any stretch of the imagination, it started off okay but then it quickly turned into a nightmare as Ben found out about Edward and I and then they got into a fight and he ended up beating Edward so bad that his family wouldn't let me anywhere near him and it caused problems between Emmett and Becka and then she turned against me too and let's just say that for the first time in a long time that dream felt so real that I startled awake at Four A.M and couldn't get back to sleep.
I get up quietly and find some track pants and a sweatshirt and change before heading downstairs with my iPod and grab my sneakers, I need to go for a run before I lash out at someone and with the boys coming over for breakfast I'd rather not give them that satisfaction of being the target for my anger.
I unlock the door and then close it locking it with my key that I slide into my pocket and stick my headphones in setting it to shuffle and begin to set a steady pace to loosen me up.
Now I know what you're probably thinking, your Dad doesn't want you out with something going on in the woods, Edwards not going to be around and you're starting your new job today what are you doing? The answer to that question is simple….I have no fucking idea what I'm doing but I know that it helps clear my head.
As I hear the opening verse to my favourite song I close my eyes for a second and take a deep breath.
'Carry on my wayward son
There'll be peace when you are done
Lay your weary head to rest
Don't you cry no more…'
I hum along as I run and just let everything fall away, here's hoping that when I get home I'll feel more relaxed. I'll see you in about an hour or so…
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