Chapter 4: Trauma
*Trigger Warning and also some offensive terms (but the title should make this obvious)
Arthur's POV
I was in that red room again. It was dark. I am naked and have chains on my feet and leather wrist guards on my wrists that are connected by a strong chain. The walls are filled with chains and robes. I have been on every single one of them since I could remember. I hear footsteps from outside that black door, 'Oh God please'.
"Good Morning we brother." My brother Allistor opens the door. The chains on my legs make noise as I curl into a ball and start to tear up. "We are going to have fun today~" Allistor smirks and closes the door slowly with a creak.
"Please Allistor, please don't do this." I sob out as he starts walking towards me. The leather wrist guards feel tighter with each step he takes towards me. He is going to do what he always had done with me, but the fear had never gone away.
Allistor reaches me and pulls me to face him but my hair and I wince at the sudden pain. "Listen here you laddie, I have something new in store for you. It's your fault that i'm doing this, with you being a queer and all." Allistor forcefully kisses me. I close my eyes forcefully, moaning in defiance. Allistor bites my bottom lips so hard that it starts to bleed.
"OW!" I cry out but my dick throbs from the pain.
Allistor smacks me across the face, leaving a bruise. "Shut your mouth, you know you like it when I hurt you." He hisses it into my ear as he lifts me up to be hanged on a single hook. When I just hanging there all exposed I feel something near my entrance and I look down with wet eyes to see a vibrator about to be shoved into me.
"Allistor please stop! Why are yo- Ah~" My pleading is cut short when he rams the device into me.
Tears began to flow down my face as the pain was unbearable, and he hadn't turned it on yet. I knew that when he turned it down tho, that I would go from screaming out of fear and hurt to screaming out of pleasure. And I hated it when he could hurt me but make it feel so good that he thought that I liked it. I was gay, but that didn't mean my own brother could treat me like this and play with me sexually just for his own game.
Without any hints he turns the button on and the inside of me was tingling. I bite my tongue, determined to not let pleasurable sounds escape my lips. But muffled moans and pants do escape but Allistor is not happy with this. He walks over to a table in the corner and I hear him opening a drawer. He closes it and I hear him lighting a match and the room around him lights up. I can see him holding a white candle as he is lighting the wick of it and blowing out the match. He walks towards me again as I am breathing heavily through my nose. He lifts the candle and tilts to the side and wax starts to drip onto my chest and I whimper as it touches my skin and then cools.
"I want to fucking hear you whore, I want to hear you scream." My older brother says through gritted teeth and pulls the vibrator out to slam it back into me.
"Gah~" I let out and he smirks. He does this again and again and my vision blurs from pain of the burning and the slamming. Allistor hits my prostate and I cum furiously all over myself and him.
"You damn faggot, look what you did. You are going to have to clean me up now." He yells as he undos his pants. I gulp and turn my head but he grabs my face hard. "Did you fucking here me?" He growls as throws my head away and undo's me from the hook. I fall to the floor with no strength in my legs, and the vibrator still inside me.
My brothers dick is in my face when I come from a daze I was in, poking at my cheek and I am appalled. "Suck it." He orders and to avoid his anger I do. As I suck on Allistor's manhood, he starts to rub my own manhood with the toe of his boot and I unwantedly moan on his dick.
"Fuck you are such a good little whore. Sucking on your own brother's cock making you horny laddie?" He mocks as he presses his boot harder and I stop sucking to let out a scream of pleasure. He grips my hair and pulls my mouth back onto his dick to thrust into my mouth, causing me to gag. After a few more moments he comes into my mouth and he pulls out. I spit out the cum and wipe it away.
"Good my little queer, thanks for getting me off." Allistor is pulling his pants back up. "Oh I guess you want this thing out of you huh?" He kneels down and grasps at the vibrator still inside me as my dick is spewing with pre-cum. I nod and he pulls it out and I find myself cumming again.
I'm still panting when he lifts me by my hair again. "Arthur, when you dream tonight; don't be dreaming of your freedom because it will never come. You can never escape me and you never will be wanted because no one wants a tainted queer like you." He rips the hair he was holding from my head and I fall back to the ground as I let the words sink in.
'Unwanted'.
'Tainted'.
'Queer'.
'Freedom'.
"I'll be seeing you later, brother~" Allistor says as he is walking out the door with a devilish smirk on his face.