Chapter 4. BPOV

BPOV

"Hey," i said trying to lighten the mood, while wiping my face. This is going to be one emotional conversation. Can't wait.

Ugh. So once again, I'm crying over that stupid vampire. But, this time it's in front of his sisters - Alice and Rosalie. Just great. Felix had just left to give us some privacy, but I felt I needed to shield to room too. Within seconds the room was sound proof, good! Just because everyone had already seen me cry many times before, I needed to have some security.

Alice and Rosalie finally sat down on the bed, across from me.

"Princess?" Alice asked. Great now everyone seems to call me that, well just because I am doesn't mean I like it. "Bella," Alice asked again.

"Yep," what else could I say I was on the verge of tears, I slowly looked up to see two beautiful yet very sad faces staring at me. Rose smiled slightly.

"Oh, Bella how could we let him do that to you. We're so sorry." Rose rambled. "I can't believe him, how could he hurt you. I know I haven't always been very nice to you, but can you forgive me." with that i jumped towards her and just hugged her tight. "Of course, sis." Wow, sis? i like that sound of that.

"I like that name." Alice joined in on our hugging. She too started to dry sob along with Rose.

"Please don't cry, guys." I pulled back to look them in the eyes." Don't be sad."

"How can we not? When he did that to you," Rose suddenly got a mischievous grin on her face. "Yes, I love it. Go Rose." Alice cheered. I wasn't in the mood to use my powers so I was oblivious to it all.

"Don't worry, Bella. This doesn't include you. It's just us and a certain brother." Oh. So they were doing something to Edw... Edward."Whatever." I mumbled as if I didn't care, when in reality, I did. I laid back down on my bed.

"You wanna talk, Hun?" asked Rose. Yes... No... IDK!! I had no idea so I merely nodded.

"What happened when ... when we left?" Alice was beginning to get upset. Where I shall start, I wondered.

"Well, I was left alone... I was a zombie. I rarely ate or slept, I had and still have nightmares about it. Charlie, he disowned me because I just laid in my bed sobbing all the time." My voice cracked. Oh, God. " I only had, Jacob," Rose interrupted me. "Wait the werewolf?" she seemed pissed. "Yes, I only had the pack. It was quite hard for me to withstand them, but they were the only ones there." They are good people, yes they are our enemies but the pack are very caring.

"About a month living with the pack, it was time for turn back into a vampire. So, I staged my death and came back home. I've been here ever since." So what if I left out most of the details? I couldn't talk about this anymore.

"Bells, we know there's more," Alice said as she hugged me, "Do you want to tell us." No!!!

"No, not yet. I'm sorry. I just can't, it's... it's too soon." They nodded and that's where we laid for what seemed like hours, just hugging and sobbing. Felix came back in a few times to check on me, I just replied with a yeah. He always kissed my forehead before he left, he actually cared and that is why I loved him. Alice and Rose we're like that too. They didn't pressure me into telling more than I could, I thanked them for that.

"Thanks, you guys." i said as sleep began to take over, "Love you."

I heard them whisper love you too, before the darkness took over.

And just like every other night, The nightmares would come.