So once again pretty fast. I got to admit I'm surprised by myself^^ I love all your wonderful reviews they sweeten my day =) This chapter is also quite short and somehow my spellingstyle was a bit strange today ;) hope you like it anyway:) kisses for all of you :-* :x:x

The ride in the ambulance seemed to take forever. Sam thought of nothing but Dean. Saw his brother lying in the car, blood driping from his lips. It was bad, that Sam knew.

The paramedic had asked him the usual questions. Sam answered. Date, some false name, date of birth.

But still he thought of Dean. The paramedic gave him some painkillers, not the strong ones, but strong enough to keep his headaches at bay.

Later Sam thought he might have lost consiousness once or twice, but he wasn't sure and the paramedic didn't seem to be too worried.

The paramedic didn't say a damn thing after the questions he had asked Sam.

Even when Sam asked about his brother there was no real answer just the usual drivel. 'Stay calm' or 'We'll let you know as soon as we know something'.

So Sam was really glad when they finally arrived at the hospital.

A nice young doctor examined him and told Sam what he already knew.

'You've got a concossion but other than that you're fine.' He smiled 'We'll keep you overnight for observation and then your free to go.'

Sam didn't smile back 'Have you heard anything about my brother? He was in the accident with me.'

'No. I'm sorry but I'll try my best to find something out.' The doctor smiled once again and left the room.

Sam lay back against the pillows and once again his thoughts wandered back to Dean.

His brother who was hurt and probably still didn't care about nothing but Sam. His brother who was hopefully lying in a bed and already hitting on the nurses.

Tears began to spill from Sam's eyes and he wished Dean would tease him about it. But there was no Dean no big brother to make it alright again.

Suddenly there was a knock on the door and for the fracture of a second Sam thought it was indeed Dean coming in joking about everything had looked so much worse than it was.

But it wasn't him, it was a man in his early fifties with a brown beard.

'I remember you. You're the paramedic that helped my brother, aren't you?' Sam was relieved. Maybe this guy could tell him about Dean's situation.

'Ehm..yes that's right. My name is James Ferguson. I..... I just wanted to know how you are and...ehm...if you know something about your brother.' He smiled unsure what to do next.

'I'm Sam and I don't know anything I hoped you could tell me something.' Disappointment was evident in Sam's eyes.

'No I'm sorry.' James seemed just as disappointed. It always surprised Sam how fast people felt comfortable with Dean.

'Well it was really nice to meet you James and let me know if you hear anything.' This time Sam tried a small smile.

'Yeah, I will.' James left the room and Sam was alone once again but not for long.

After about 10 minutes of thinking about Dean and selfreproaches another doctor came in and looked at Sam. He was older than the last one but not by much and had a bald head.

'Hi I'm dr. Meldon and I'm responsible in your brother's case. I wanted to inform you about his state.'

Sam didn't dare to speak because he couldn't wait for the doctor to begin.

'I'm afraid it's pretty serious. Your brother has several broken ribs of which on punctured his lung. His spleen is ruptured what cause internal bleeding. Moreover he has big flesh wounds on his left leg and his left upper arm is broken. He made it through the surgery. But his heart stopped once during the transport in the heli and we nearly lost him during surgery. Now it's all up to him, he has to fight like hell.'

So that's it for today ;) I know I'm so evil stopping here but I thought this was a great moment to build up tension;) And don't be sad I'll try to update ASAP :) By the way I just watched 'Abandon all hope' and I had to cry so badly ='( can't believe Jo is dead. She and Dean were so cute together ='( But who knows maybe she'll go the same way as Dean and revive I hope so... Love you so much guys you're great :-*