CHAPTER 4:
I turned towards the source of the voice and saw an angel sitting there I laughed nervously and looked away. Dean chimed in happily to see me so nervous, "Castiel can you tell me what exactly she is?" Castiel looked annoyed and looked towards me. His eyes widened, "What are you doing here Roxanne? I thought you were dead." I laughed nervously and saw the confused looks the Winchesters were given Castiel. Dean looked at Castiel, "So you know her." Castiel nodded, "She is Roxanne she is an Arch Angel." I winced when I heard them gasp and nearly swerve out of the road and stopped at the side of the road. Dean turned around, "What the hell do you mean an Arch Angel?" I looked away and sighed, "I left after lucifer betrayed us all. I went into hiding." Castiel was staring at me, "So why haven't you returned?" I sighed knowing he would ask this and looked down in shame, "I didn't want to deal with the fact that everyone wanted him dead! He is my big brother and as much of an ass he is...I can't and won't hurt him." Sam looked at me with pity while Dean looked pissed, "So because you didn't want to confront your big brother you were going to let everyone die!" I glared at him, "How would you feel if you had to kill sam huh?" He looked taken back and looked down. I sighed, "He might be evil but he is my brother and I wont' kill him!" I felt a tear go down my face, "That is why I went into hiding so long ago." It was really quiet in the car. Castiel was the first to speak, "So what made you change your mind why did you come here to help stop the Apocalypse?" I sighed, "I didn't come by choice if that is what you mean I was forced. I could care less what happens to this world. But, someone wanted me to help so I agreeed simple as that." Castiel looked at me, "Who was it?" I laughed, "Sorry can't tell you that Castiel." Sam finally spoke up, "So what are you going to do now that your cover is blown?" I glared at Dean and Sam, "Well thanks to you to idiots, now I have to deal with all this shit!" Dean glared back, "It is your damn family that is causing all this damn problems!" I glared at him coldly, "Don't you dare ever say anything bad about them, cuz I could care less of the fact that you two are the vessels I'll still rip you apart." Dean looked scared but smirked, "So why don't you just leave now?" I laughed, "Simple, I promised someone and I don't break my promises."
Castiel turned towards me, "Can I talk to you alone?" I sighed and quickly followed him leaving behind two very confused Winchesters. We landed in the middle of a forest, "What do you want Castiel?" He looked at me sadly, "I want you to come back with me to heaven." I sighed, "You know if I go back they will kill me." He looked down, "You know that god has given up on these humans?" I looked at him shocked, "What do you mean? Do you know where he is?" He shook his head, "No but when Dean and Sam were sent up there they were told." I sighed and nodded, "I'm so sorry for leaving you behind all those years ago Castiel I...didn't mean to hurt you." He looked away and flew off. I sighed sat down next to the tree and started to cry. I don't know how long I sat there crying but I felt someone appear near me and put their hand on my shoulder. I looked up and saw Lucifer standing there smiling at me. I stood up and hugged him, "Why does he still hold so much hatred for me brother?" He hugged me gently, "Because Roxanne he loved you and you left him." I burried my face into his shoulder, "I didn't mean to hurt him I was just so scared after what they did to you that I didn't know what to do so I ran off. I am so sorry for not helping you." He smiled, "Shhh it's okay I forgive you. After all you are my sister and I will always love you. Even if Michael rejects you." I smiled and pulled away, "Brother what are you going to do about your vessel?" He smiled, "Don't worry Sam will do the right thing." He brushed the hair out of my face gently, "Now Roxanne it is time for you to back with the Winchesters." I looked at him sadly and nodded, "Don't look so sad Roxanne, I will try and visit often." I smiled as he kissed my forehead and left.