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Chapter Four Letting Go Of The Past

You would think having sex at the beach would be enough.

Even though Beckett telling Richard Castle, she needed to be close to Reese. In fact it was her emotional blanket wanting much more from him in every way.

Usually they had a special system for keeping things under control. It may have not been conventional, but it worked for them. Oh boy, did it work.

When they walked into the loft to meet up with the nanny, she was able to give a glowing report to Beckett, Reese was just fine, sleeping mostly like most babies. "And since your home now, I will be sure to check Reese one more time before sleeping myself in the guest room." It used to be Martha's old room.

When they had gotten back into the crown vic, the driver didn't say a word to them, and here she was worried about being laughed at.

"Thanks." She tells her before the nanny moved over to the nursery. It was at this point she was about ready to jump him right in the living area. But she would wait needing a shower very badly from the sand.

Gently steering him, when they were alone in the shower, his kisses a little more forceful, the way he spoke with that extra but more...firm, commanding, almost. He spoke as if he knew what finally "Wanted" and wasn't afraid of making it so.

This slow build up was driving her crazy, more then she thought possible.

You would think with every little brush of his fingers against hers, in the hot steam of the shower.

He had decided to give in to the inevitable, they hadn't wasted much time, progressing things for when it comes to mother nature and the clock.

Wicked, vulgar, dirty things left her gasping his name inside of the shower, sinking her teeth into his shoulder to muffle her screams for the noise didn't disturb Reese, the nanny and the other neighbors of the building.

Kate drew a steady breath, a looming twist of desire settling in her body. In her mind. "Maybe tonight it just might happen, along with the fact, she was free finally of her restraints to finally live a life, like she should.

Leaning forward, he let his lips brush her ear as he spoke, voice low enough for only for her hear...