Love Meant To Last

Disclaimer: INUYASHA IS SEXY! but he does not belong to me.

A/N: Yah... I know I haven't updated in forever.. but I've been waiting for reviews and have been looking for a song to set and atmosphere. Writer's block hadn't helped much either. But I finally got a song and I finally see how Im gonna start this out. There is alot of pain here. I don't know why I'm mostly into the whole heart-broken thing.. but hey I guess it was for just plain experience. I'm working on my other fic also. So I'm giving a double whammy and puttin out two chapters for my two main stories. So here's your first chapter.. and GAH! this is long!

Chapter Four: A World Shattered

A tear managed to reach Kagome's flushed cheeks. Her eyes held nothing but pain...

Inuyasha looked Kagome in the eye and said,"But I would never chose Kikyou over you."

Kagome's heart burst from happiness and she jumped into his arms.

"I love you Kagome, and I always will. Time stopped itself just so we can be together." he whispered into her ear.

"I knew I could trust you with my heart, Inuyasha," she replied gleefully and heart-felt,"I love you too."

Inuyasha held her tightly in his arms as if she were to disapear and never be with him again.

"I know you do my Kagome, and I wouldn't have it any other way."

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If only it had been that way..

Inuyasha stood up quietly as Kagome's world started to fall apart. He slowly, almost painfully, dusted off his kimono without a word of comfort or eye contact.

Another crystal tear fell from Kagome's beautiful eyes and landed silently on her lap.

Inuyasha walked away without even turning back to look at the one and only person who had ever stayed by his side.

She sat there, head hung low..

Her misery so unbearable she couldn't help but wish she hadn't shared her feelings.
She couldn't help but wish she could turn back time and take it all back.
She coudn't help but wish she never let her feelings overcome her.
She couldn't help but wish she never fell for him.

Kagome stood up.

Tears not failing to fall from her eyes.

'This isn't how it was supposed to end!' she screamed in her head, 'He wasn't supposed to hurt me!'

More tears fell as she clasped herself in a painful hug, trying to shield herself from the pain coming from life and love.

'He was supposed to be with me, he was supposed to love me back and hold me.'

Her head hung low and she could feel her heart break apartinto two with a sickening crack.

Fairytales are never real. No matter how much you wish your prince charming would just come around and carry you off into the sunset on a brave stallion... it will never happen, it's a mere fantasy in a world people would never be able to reach.

Kagome knew that now.

She forced herself to look up and take it.

'I'm strong. I'm never gonna let some stupid hanyou ruin my life.. my love.. or me.' she convinced herself.

"He was NEVER worth it!!!" she screamed into the sky that she wished she could just fly away into right now... if only she could get lost in those clouds.

More tears fell from the eyes that once carried so much joy.

"But I still love him," she said, inaudible to anyone, "and I always will."

No matter how much she knew he would continue to hurt her..
No matter how much she knew he would run off to Kikyou..
No matter how much she knew he would never love her back..

She couldn't help but leave him with her heart.

She couldn't take it.

she can't bear what was to transpire, so she chose to run from it.

Kagome ran as fast as she could into the oblivion of the forest and never stopped to turn back.

She just wanted to run as fast as far as she could from this pain.. from this world..from this life.. from Inuyasha.

Her legs ached and her mind screamed for her to stop and rest but, she would not let herself feel more of this misery. She wouldn't let Inuyasha take something as precious from her and not cherish it.

Kagome pushed the thought far behind her mind.. far from her heart.. far from her.

She continued to run.. as a trail of shimmering tears followed her.

She would not stop.

She would not go back to him, she would not let herself see him again.

Inuyasha was gone-is gone, and forever will be to Kagome.

Forever.

A/N: Gomen for the major drama in that. But I needed to put into atleast one chapter of how much this hurt her. Give me 5 reviews for this and I'll see if these two can be reunited in the next chapter. You have to make it happen!