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Chapter 4

"Ed-Edward?" I managed to whisper. He finally saw the terror in my eyes. He closed his and slowly breathed out. I inhaled, breathing in his mouthwatering scent.

"Bella," he whispered back. "I-I don't-I don't think…"

"Edward," I said, taking his face firmly in my hands. "Edward, I love you. And I know you love me." I smiled, trying to reassure him. "You won't hurt me. You can't. Everything's going to be fine, okay?" My eyes searched for some understanding.

He kissed my lips softly, leaving them there to linger for a moment before whispering in my ear. "I won't hurt you, I promise." It sounded like he was trying to convince himself more than me.

He moved his face to look into my eyes. All I could do was smile and nod. I couldn't think about what was going to happen next, afraid my heart might actually leap out of my chest.

Our breathing became heavier, almost in unison. I tugged at the side of his boxers. He moved his hands across my pelvis to my hips. He slowly slid down my underwear until I pulled them off around my ankles with my feet. He placed his hands over mine and helped me pull off the rest of his boxers until they dropped to the floor.

My entire body began to tremble uncontrollably. He kissed me softly again, lightly tracing his tongue over my bottom lip. I breathed into his mouth as my tongue found his and lingered there. He carefully lowered his body onto mine. His hand moved down my stomach and across my hips.

Gently he traced along my inner thighs, pushing my legs open. I closed my eyes, concentrating on not passing out. His cold fingers left a burning sensation wherever they touched. I could feel the heat rising somewhere in the pit of my stomach. He lowered his head and I felt his cold mouth kiss the top of my entrance.

"Oh god, Bella. You're so wet," he whispered.

I started to moan, not being able to hold it back.

"Edward," I breathed. "Please."

"Please what?"

"Please. Stop teasing me."

I heard his low chuckle. His tongue darted out and slowly he ran it up the middle, licking and inhaling all my juices.

"Ohhh, Edward," I gasped.

He chuckled some more, obviously enjoying this torture he was putting me through.

He brought his mouth up to mine. He lips hovered above while he whispered, "Your smell. It's driving me crazy."

Before I had time to catch my breath he fastened his lips to mine. His mouth was moving fast and hard. His lips parted and his tongue twisted fiercely with mine. I couldn't help the moans that were escaping my mouth.

His hand ran up my thigh, across my stomach and he cupped my breast. His thumb was moving in a circular pattern across my nipple, making me squirm beneath his cold body. His lips left my mouth, leaving me gasping for air. He kissed down my neck, my shoulder. I froze as his mouth lightly kissed the skin that burned underneath his hand. His tongue started to trace the same lazy pattern over my hard nipple. His other hand was pressed into the small of my back, pulling me closer to him, pressing me hard into his body.

I didn't think I could take any more. I felt like I was going to explode. The fire burning between us just grew hotter.

"Edward!" I half screamed, surprised that I was still able to form words.

"Bella," he said. His voice was heavy. Thick like syrup but warm like honey.

"Ohhhh god! Edward! Please!" I whimpered.

Please, please. That word kept echoing in the back of my mind.

His hand moved lower to grip the side of my hip. I couldn't help but to thrust forward into his hips.

A low deep growl escaped from his throat. "Patience, Bella," he teased again.

I could feel his throbbing member pushing at my entrance.

"Please tell me if I'm hurting you. I'll stop whenever you want to," he whispered.

"Edward, just shut up!" I whispered back.

He placed both hands on my waist, slowing pushing farther in. I let out a small whimper, biting down hard on my bottom lip. Edward's breathing became louder and slower.

There was pain at first, but it lasted only a second. After that there was only intense pleasure. He buried his face in my fair, inhaling every bit of me. His hands intertwined with mine, moving them up over my head. I was locked in place, made his prisoner, unable to move.

His thrusts increased in speed, which only increased the pleasure I was feeling. I could hear him moaning in my ear. His breath tickled down my neck. I wanted this moment to last forever. I wanted to make love to Edward forever, never stopping.

"Oh, Bella, god you feel so good," he whispered.

"Edward, Edward," I said. I couldn't stop thinking his name. I wrapped my legs around his waist, wanting to feel him deeper inside me.

His open lips moved to my forehead exhaling his cool breath over my face. We moved as one being, slowly now, as Edward was trying his hardest to be gentle with me. For the longest time we rocked back and forth, sighing in pleasure in each other's ears.

His lips began to tremble as they ran across mine and down my neck. I wrapped my arms around his body. My fingertips dug in his back as I froze. I couldn't hold it in any longer. My mouth opened as I let out a loud moan.

"Edward," I sighed. My back arched up off the bed, pushing my chest into his. I was trembling even more, reveling in the high I was on.

He froze in place, breathing hard in my neck. The moment lasted what seemed a lifetime. He buried his face into the cushion behind me, relaxing his icy body. I lay there motionless, unable to move, or speak, or think. He rolled over on his side, taking my hand in his. I closed my eyes, trying to find my breath. We didn't say a word for a long time. I rolled over, wrapping my leg over his and burying my head into his chest.

"Bella," he whispered, finally breaking the silence.

"Hmm?"

"Are you alright?" He sweetly asked.

I smiled. "I think so," I said chuckling a little. I lifted my head up to gaze into his beautiful golden eyes. "Are you alright?"

"Yes. I-I'm…"

"Speechless?" I asked teasingly.

"Yes," was all he could answer.

We both laughed at each other. Amazed at what we had just done.

"Edward," I said, the smile from my face fading away. "Thank you. Thank you so, so much." I leaned up, kissing him firmly on the lips. "You have no idea how much that meant to me. I-" pausing, I realized I was starting to cry. I felt embarrassed at my foolishness. Tears started to puddle around my eyes and one escaped and fell down my cheek, landing on my lips.

Edward sat up, pulling me close to his chest. He took me and we both slid underneath the sheets. He pulled me in tighter, our faces just inches from each other. I could feel his cold hand ran across my cheek.

"Don't cry," he whispered. "You are everything to me, Bella. I love you and I'm so glad I made you happy. Please don't cry."

More tears began to fall. They traveled down my cheeks, across my nose and stopped at my lips, making my mouth moist and wet.

Edward looked at me with longing in his eyes. He pulled my face in closer to his. Our lips met and I could feel his tongue trace all along my mouth, licking away my tears. I kissed him harder until his lips parted. I sucked on his bottom lip and my tongue met his.

I froze for a second, waiting to see what he would do. To my surprise, he didn't pull away. Instead, I felt his tongue go deeper into my mouth. My hands knotted through his bronzed hair, trying to pull him in closer. Slowly he pulled away, leaving his burning kiss on my wet lips. My head was spinning. My thoughts felt hazy.

"I love you Isabella Swan," he whispered into the side of my ear.

"I love you, Edward Cullen."

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