Lethal Affections
AN: This chapter, like the others, is short but has a surprise. The next chapter is longer, so don't fret my readers! XD
Chapter four: Tainted Love
Yuki's Residence
8H30 pm
In the Bedroom
Miyagi is embraced in my arms and I caress his little arm gently. I nuzzle my nose in his hair and smell the fragrance of his shampoo—strawberries. When we hug, when we kiss, when we have sex, I feel guilt. This guilt has been eating at me for a while now, ever since our first kiss.
His resemblance to that Brat is too much. I've been wondering, am I in love with Miyagi or am I using Miyagi as a replacement for him?
No matter what, I'm still in love with a dead boy.
5H am
In the Bedroom
I am still awake. I've been awake since last night. During that time, I've been watching Miyagi sleep in my arms. I never held him that way before or held him this long either. A new guilt arises. I never loved him the way I should have done.
Back then, after sex, I would just let him go and abandon him to work on my love stories, all the while not knowing I was rejecting my own love story. I never really took showers with him, and I ate breakfast with him so seldom.
I hear a little yawn. I look down upon Miyagi and see his big eyes staring at me.
"Hey punk," I whispered gently. I've been using Miyagi to make up for what I have done.
Miyagi nuzzled his head on my chest, and takes a deep inhale, "Good Mornin' Eiri." He kisses my chest with his tiny lips and said, "How long have you been awake?"
"Since last night."
He stares at me with utter shock, "Why?"
I yawn. "I couldn't sleep,"
"You should have woken me up. I could've kept you company!"
"I didn't want to bother you; you need your sleep Punk."
Miyagi smiles, "Eiri, you worry too much. Haven't you heard of 'Be Happy, Don't Worry'?" he kisses my collarbone and neckline. I softly map out his back, creating goose bumps on his body.
He begins to laugh, "Eiri! That tickles…" he smiles even bigger and brighter.
I lean over him. I am overwhelmed by his cuteness.
"Eiri, this early?"
I look at the clock with my blurry vision, "It's only five o' clock."
Miyagi wraps his arm around my neck and whispers in my ear, "Okay then…." He nibbles on my earlobe and I immediately back off.
"Gah!" I blush.
Miyagi's startled, "Eiri…are you okay?"
"Yeah…" I said embarrassingly, "My ears, they're sensitive."
"Oh! You're so cute!" he hastily –and roughly- kisses me. I devour his tongue and he forces my head down to his neck so I can kiss him. He began to sigh heavily, "Ha….ahn."
He hunches his back as I lift his tank top up. Just the gentle touch of my masculine hands can make him come.
I kiss down his abdomen and began to lick and tease Miyagi.
"Ah…Eiri." His fingers are entangled in my golden hair, "Eiri, I need it…please hurry!" His muscles intense as I greedily consumed him.
"E..Eiri." his eyes are just amazing when he's about to orgasm. I stop midstream and spread Miyagi's legs far apart. He holds onto the bed railing behind his head, and I began to thrust into his tiny body.
More moans escape from his delicious mouth, "Mnn…ngh..ha..ah…"
The creaks of the bed echo in the darkened room.
I tighten my hand around him and began to stroke him, sweat pours down his head and body. Miyagi's eyes gazes into my own, he sighed, "I-I love you Eiri…"
I lean in closer to his face, touch noses with him and whisper, "Me too…Shuichi."
Miyagi stops all of the sudden and I didn't realized what I have just said. Miyagi begins to sob, "E-Eiri…" He pushes me off and immediately puts on his clothes.
"Miyagi!" I grab him by the arm, "Miyagi, let me explain!"
"No!" He put his coat on and said, "I have to go to work now…" I let go and he leaves without looking once at me.
I sit back on the bed and light a cigarette, "What have I done now?" I fall back on the bedcovers, "Am I going to lose him again?"
In the Park
10h29
Sitting on the Bench
I'm sitting on the bench near where that punk, Miyagi Hinata, and I met. I sigh and slouch on the bench. "God damn it…"
Out of nowhere a voice speaks, "Are you Eiri?"
I look up; a tall muscular man chewing tobacco is staring down at me. "So what if I am?" I reply coldly. The man grabs me by my shirt collar. He spits tobacco on my face.
"You better fuckin stop screwin my slut!"
I take a closer look at his face. Have I seen him before? I fucking swear I know him—but from where?
I said coolly, "What are you talkin' about?"
He smacks my face this time, "That loose slut, Miyagi!"
My senses twitch. I grasp his arms with my hands, "Miyagi has nothing to do with a fuck up like you."
He chuckles, "So…you do know him." He throws me back onto the bench, "Don't touch that whore again. He ain't free." He spits once more on me.
I wipe away the disgusting tobacco. "Miyagi isn't an object, he's a person." I said.
He smirks, "Miyagi isn't a person—at least no one treats him like one. Men come and go just to fuck the hell out of him." He opens a canister and puts more chewing tobacco into his mouth. "If I know he's been with you again, I'll fuck you up."
He turns his back to me, and before walking away, he reveals under his coat a shinning gun. "I'll also fuck Miyagi up as well. Honestly, I don't even know why you even bother fucking him since he's a loose, ugly whore."
I control my anger when he said those terrible things about Miyagi. I know what these types of men are like and what they're capable of doing.
However, at this moment I realized what I've done again—I have put Miyagi in danger.
Yuki's Residence
8h45
In the Bedroom
Miyagi covers his body with the blanket. He scoots closer to me on the bed and nuzzles his nose under my chin.
"So I see Donovan came and talked to you." He kisses under my chin. "I'm so, so sorry."
I light up a cigarette, "You told me, you only done miner things with men. You lied to me Miyagi."
"What?" he backs off my body. "Eiri…I—"
"Shut up!" I snap, "I see those fucking bruises on your body, those damn hickies, and how loose you've gotten!"
Miyagi's eyes tear up, "Y-You think I'm loose?"
"Yeah, that's why sex with you sucks."
"Eiri…." He gets out of bed and began to put his clothes back on, "It's true. However, it was true that I only did miner things with men until…." Miyagi sniffles, "until Donovan forced me into rooms with men. I refuse each time since I have you. I'm raped everyday by men!" his mouth is trembling.
"Miyagi…I didn't know."
He continues, "My body aches every day. I don't know how much longer I can take this abuse…."
"Please leave Donovan, Miyagi."
"It's not that simple!" he shouts, "Don't you think I have? Every time, Donovan tracks me down and beats me until I'm nearly dead! He always told me that I owe him for what I did to him."
"What have you've done to make him do this to you?"
"I don't know. I never met the man until a year ago."
"Is it possible that he mistaken you for someone else?"
He wipes his nose, "It's a possibility…"
"How can he mistake a boy for a boy with green hair?"
"My hair up until three years ago was actually pink."
My heart almost stops beating.
"I also had lost my memory. I still haven't gotten it back. I don't know if Donovan knew me before I lost that memory of my life."
I immediately get off my bed; I grasp his arm tightly and force him to look into my eyes. "What color are your real eyes?"
"What…?" he tries to get away, "Eiri, you're hurting me."
"What color are your damn eyes!?"
He's crying, "They're violet! Donovan said it's not normal so he makes me wear these eye contact lenses."
"Take them out." I demanded. I let go of his arm.
Miyagi carefully takes the contact lenses out. He blinks twice and looks up at me.
I'm stunned, I'm speechless, I'm thrilled. I can only say one and precious word, "Shuichi…"
Next in Lethal Affections
Yuki finds out the hard truth about Miyagi's identity and the life he is forced to live. Yuki now faces the question of who this Donovan person is and why he has a grudge against Miyagi. Meanwhile, Miyagi's memory is slowly coming back—memories that would have been for the best if kept hidden in his subconscious.