Chapter 4.

Rosalie's Pov

They just don't understand, none of them do. Emmett hurt me, more then anyone in my life ever could. I spent my whole life depending one dads who'd walk out and boyfriends that leave me for some skank, and then Emmett came along. He's the only man who ever came into my life and didn't leave the next month. We've been together since my sophomore year of high school, never left each others side. We made it through almost losing Avery seven months into the pregnancy, a very dramatic wedding, and surprise twins, but now…..I just don't see how you can turn around from something like this. Yes I still love Emmett, and I'm thrilled he's trying to get his shit together, but I'm not sure if I can go back to that place. You can't just forget your husband cheating on you, that's something that's always fresh in your mind.

Driving to Jasper's to pick up my boys made me sick to my stomach, after last night I didn't know what to say to him. Jasper and I know each other to well, we know what the other want's before they want it themselves, which is why we fight so much. We always want to tell each other what to do, without thinking about the other one's feelings. Of course he was waiting outside for me to sitting on the swing, he got up and walked over to the car. I stood beside the car and waited for whatever was coming.

"I'm sorry about last night Rosie." he said. "I know it's none of my damn business and a child's birthday party isn't the best place to bring it up, but I just want you to be happy again. Not this fake happy you do for the kids, but that happy glow you use to have, I miss that Rose."

"Jasper I know why everyone want's me and Emmett back together, but I'm just not sure I can do that. I need to have my space for a little while be able to think, he hurt me Jazz and I've gotta try and fix my heart."

"Do what you gotta do sis, just know, he's really trying." Jasper said walking me to the door.

"I know Jazzy, I know." I got the boys and headed back to the house with them.

"Why you leave yesterday?" Ayden asked.

"Mommy was sick." I lied. "But I'm all better now, so how bout we have a movie night tonight?" I asked.

"Can we's watch Car?" Cayden smiled up at me, "It's our favorite."

"Of course we can watch it." I said. "Go get in your chairs and mommy will make some popcorn and get you guys some drinks."

"Okay." they said in unison and ran off to the tv room. I loved those boys, my kids were my world and the reason I would never regret my time with Emmett. I have three wonderful kids because of him, and I wouldn't trade them for anything.

I spent the night watching movies and eating popcorn with the twins. Hearing them laugh and giggle my everything worth, when I got them to bed I pulled out my phone and dialed Emmett's mom's number, she didn't answer so I left a message.

"Hey Esme its Rose. I was thinking about bringing the boys over to see you and Carlisle tomorrow. Call me back and let me know what time's good. Bye." I hung up and went to bed.

Esme called me around ten the next morning and said both she and Carlisle would be home about on and would love for the boys to come over. I told her we'd be there and the boys couldn't wait to see them I fixed the boys breakfast before getting them ready to see their Nana.

Emmett's Pov

I need to talk to my mom about all this. Between Alice having Avery help her, and Jasper putting pressure on Rose, I didn't know what to do anymore. Avery and I headed over to my parents house Sunday afternoon and found Rose's car in the driveway. This was going to be interesting. Avery jumped out of the jeep and ran into the house, I smiled and followed behind her.

"We're here mamma." I said as I made my through the house.

"In the Kitchen Em." I heard my mother voice say. I walked back to the kitchen where my mom was cooking lunch, dad was sitting at the bar with Rose, the boys in they're laps, and Avery had hopped up on the counter. "How are ya baby?" Mom asked.

"Pretty good, just thought Avery and I'd come spend the day with you, but it looks like you already had plans." I said.

"Rose called last night and said the boys wanted to come over, but you and Avery are always welcome here you know." Mom smiled at me.

"Daddy, is you taking care of Avery?" Ayden asked. I picked him up and gave him a hug.

"Yes I am, me and Lucky are taking good care of her." I told him.

"Good cause we was worried bout her." he said. "Is you gonna come get us Friday?"

"Yeah I'll be there buddy." I kissed the top of his head before putting him down, he ran off into the house with Cayden. I looked over at Rose, she hadn't looked at me once since I came in. "Rose can I talk to you for a minute?" She finally glanced at me and nodded before following me into the living room.

"What is it Emmett?" she asked.

"I wanted to apologize for yesterday, I knew I shouldn't have come. That was a family thing for you and me being there screwed it up." I told her.

"It wasn't you Emmett, it was my ass of a brother and his big mouth." she smiled. "Don't worry about, and you had every right to be there, your just as much Carter's family as I am. Jasper and I talked things over yesterday, we're better now it was just one of our little twin fights."

"I just wanted to make sure I didn't mess things up between you and Jazz."

"Don't worry about it Em, me and Jasper have been through far worse then our little fight on Friday." she said before turning and going back into the kitchen. I sat down on the couch and turned the tv on, but I couldn't concentrate on watching it. Mamma came down and sat beside me moment's later.

"What's on your mind son?" she asked.

"I'm a screw up." I told her. "I lost Rose, destroyed my family, and for the life of me I can't figure out how to fix things."

"You took the first step Em." Mom said. "You stopped drinking, you knew you would have never done what you did sober, so you took away the risk of doing things while drunk. The only thing you can do now is wait for Rose to come around, and trust me she will. You two need each other to survive, you balance each other out. Once you both realize that everything will fix itself."

"Thanks mamma." I kissed her cheek and then went back into the kitchen with her.

Rosalie's Pov

I wasn't expecting Emmett to apologize for what happened Friday, I didn't expect him to balm himself for mine and Jasper's little fight. It was nice thought seeing him like that, not trying to joke around or be funny, just being Emmett.