Victoria Mizanin

Chapter – Vicky thought

Vicky laid on her bed thinking about everything that has happened to her. She is exactly four months pregnant with her first child at the age of sixteen going on seventeen and of course her parents' first grandchild. She still could not believe that she was pregnant four months later, and they had used a condom. She thought I guess they are right when they say not all condoms can protect you.

She thought about her mom hearing her crying and her grandma comforting her because dad is not home he is filming a movie. Then there is him I have to tell that I am pregnant he is going to be disappointing me like my mom is. He always wants better for me, and that include boys, he never like or trust Cameron and of course I know that but I date him anyway.

However, I have to admit my dad held his tongue but he will not be holding his tongue when he find out that I am pregnant that is sure… Maybe it will be a good thing he yells especially when I should have listen to my parents when they talk to the consequence and me about sex.

Vicky continues to thinking about what her mom told her that her teenager life is officially over and that the part that suck big time here, I am going to miss out on everything that my girlfriends do. In addition, I have no one to blame here but Cameron and myself because we chose to have sex. What I should have done was listens to myself and that little voice…When it say not to have sex, but I chose not to listen and now look I am pregnant.

I do not even know how to take care of baby, how I am going to do this. Oh, god I am so screw now… This is not going to be easy. I mean I need to figure out how I am going to juggling school and raise my baby. Because I know that, my parents are not going to allow me to dropping out of school to raise my baby that is definitely out.

I do not even know if I can count on Cameron to help with the baby after the baby is born. He seems not to care that I am pregnant. I should have listen again especially to my good friend who try to warn about him. What a fool I was especially when my friends try to warn about him but I chose not to listen to them.

Vicky sat up and then got out of bed walk toward the bedroom door place her hand the doorknob and turn the knob opening the door. She walk out of the bedroom, and didn't hear anything which, mean everyone was in bed and sound sleep with expectation of maybe her mom was still up, she walk down the hallway toward her parent bedroom and look inside to see if her mom was wake so that she could talk to her again. However, her mom was sound sleep.

Vicky walk into the bedroom over to the bed sat down on her dad side of the bed and look at her mom who was sleeping she lay down next to her mom and continues to watch her sleep she wondering if her dad watching her sleep when he is laid next to her. Kayla felt that someone was in bed with her, and she knew it was not her husband Mike so without open her eyes.

I do look interesting to you, Kayla asked

Um…

What do you want Victoria? She asked still never opened up her eyes.

How did you know it was me mom, Vicky replied

When your baby brother, sneak in here to slept he cuddle up next to me or dad. Kathy will wake dad or I up if she is not feeling well. Michael Jr. always wakes me up, so that leaves you who lay down, she replied finally open her eyes and looks at her sixteen daughter who was laid opposite her.

Um… I just want to talk mom, she said, as Kayla looks at her.

At this hour you want to talk, she said, looking over Vicky to see the o'clock that read 1:45 AM. Honey I love you but it is 1:45 AM and I need my beauty sleep.

Mom believe me you don't need your beauty sleep because you always looks beautiful and I know why daddy love you so much, because you are beautiful woman, Vicky said.

Aw, how sweet you are Vicky. What you want talking about, Kayla said

Um mom I want to apology to you for getting pregnant at my age. I should have listens to you when you told me all about sex and boys. I was such fool who did not listen to the little voice in my head telling me no it a mistake.

Honey listen to me, mistake happened okay. However, I want you remember that the time next, he ask you need to be firm with him and the answer is no…. and if he does not like no you tell then we are finish.

Mom I do not think there is will a next time with Cameron, she said

Why do you say that, Kayla asked?

Because since I found out that I was pregnant and I told him, he seems not care that I am pregnant mom. He is acting very weird like, she said…

Oh honey, she said, as she move closer to her.

I feel like he use me, just to have sex and now he want nothing to do me and that really hurt, she cried, as Kayla wrap her arms her daughter and held as she cried..

Shh, pebble I am right here with you. It is gonna to be okay because you have your family, you do not need him then, she said.

He using me mommy I feel like a cheap slut, she cried.

Hey now you are no such thing Victoria Evelyn. You are a smart, beautiful young girl who dating the wrong boy who is all nothing else. She said, as she was cursing out this boy in her mind.

Mommy, he going to be part of my life because of the baby, and I do not know if I want the baby around him, she cried…

Well, we will have to thinking of something then, if you felt this strong about this then there must be a way where you do not have to deal with him, okay. She said

Okay. She said as Kayla pulls back as wipes her daughter tears.

No, more crying, she said, now let get some sleep okay, pebble.

Okay, mommy, she said as she snuggle closer to her and Kayla place her arm over Vicky and the fall back a sleep together.