Stay With Me - Chapter 4
Rated: M
Pleasure
Chapter Summary: Johnny is finally willing to physically consummate his and Ash's relationship but it doesn't mean it's going to be easy.
Here we go y'all. Sorry it took a week longer than expected but you can't rush this stuff. ;-p Thanks again for all the support!
Also, be aware, this is M for the reasons of graphic sexual content. If you don't feel comfortable reading stuff like that, I strongly urge you to stop reading this now. I don't want to be responsible for anyone's loss of innocence or something.
So, in all seriousness, if that offends you whatsoever - stop reading here.
If you decide to stick around - I hope you enjoy. ;-)
It was an almost immediate difference.
Within seconds, Johnny had utterly transformed before her eyes it seemed.
Suddenly filled with heaps of confidence and assurance as he moved his mouth perfectly over hers and quickly took dominance of their kiss. Large hands a lot more steady and certain as they caressed her eager body in gentle strokes; annoyingly staying in more platonic areas as of right now but Ash could sense it wouldn't be that way for long…
Mouths and lips hungry as they absorbed each other; tongues flicking, exploring, brushing, and the barest hints of sharp canines scraping teasingly along her bottom lip and damn - it felt so fucking good…
Somehow during their intense make-out session, he'd coerced her to lay back and he ended up lying atop her again just like they had been moments prior. Heavy weight of his solid form pressing oh so gingerly atop her much smaller frame; gentleness in every sense of the world whilst he'd handled her so delicately - this only succeeded in getting her even more turned on if that was even a possibility at this point.
Johnny, seemingly encouraged by her wantonness, tilted his head to intensify their kiss and Ash sighed happily against his lips; flicking her tongue out to taste him whilst her fingers tightened in his thick fur. Pleased with the touch, Johnny slipped a finger under her sweatshirt, digit barely tickled her stomach. The sensation of him pushing more boundaries than she believed possible had her holding back an insistent moan that urgently desired to exit her throat.
Ash wanted so badly to begin returning the favor. Remove his jacket and sweater; the insatiable desire to stroke his bare chest or rub her leg over his hardened length again but she dared not risk it just yet.
One wrong move could mean starting from Square One all over again so it was best to allot him plenty of time to get used to having foreplay first. She would rather wait for him to get more comfortable with the idea before taking it farther than Johnny was ready for. She wanted tonight to be about him - to explore and learn to pleasure each others bodies for the first time.
Allow the shy gorilla to take his time - he was a virgin after all and his first time should be slow, wonderful and memorable (even if hers wasn't anything to brag about or scarcely recall). Shivering a bit at the tainted memory of that night, she forcefully shoved the thoughts of Lance aside to the darkest regions of her mind where it belonged. She didn't want to completely blow her libido with thoughts of her disgusting ex after all…
Ash pushed through her blemished past; deciding to focus solely on Johnny's taste, smell, and the sensation of his thick hair as she combed her fingers through the short black locks along his face and back of his heavily-muscled neck; immensely enjoying how it tickled the sensitive nerves between her fingers. Ash absolutely adored his hair. One of her favorite pastimes was just running her hands through it as he slept or pressing her face into his neck to breath him in. She never was much for cuddling when she was with Lance, for more obvious reasons, but with Johnny - it completely changed.
Warmth, gentleness and just how wonderful he felt pressed against her caused Ash to sing a different tune almost instantly after her and Johnny got together.
Johnny suddenly let out a raspy groan against her mouth and she sighed, nipping lightly at his thick lips with the barest hints of teeth. He seemed to enjoy that immensely; wide tongue pushed through her lips to flick teasingly at her own. Penetrating her in this way had Ash lightly moaning to encourage more of this action (preferably down south). Johnny took the bait it seemed; throat rumbling pleasantly against her fingertips whist he began suckling lightly on her small pink tongue before further deepening their intense kiss. She embraced his motions, delving into his fur while trying to yank him closer if that was even doable at this point.
Flinching suddenly when Johnny pulled back; silently mourning his heat when Johnny swiftly sat up and off of her body.
An urgent sense of panic infiltrated her; wondering if she'd done something wrong or pushed him too far or too fast. Mind flitting back in wonder if her body had done something without the brain's knowledge - did she brush a leg over his hardened erection again?
Truthfully, it wouldn't surprise her.
Wide blue eyes staring up at Johnny in question and hopes that he would not be second-guessing this decision - to her enormous surprise and relief, Johnny smiled nervously and her eyes widened once again when he maneuvered himself to remove the leather jacket.
"Sorry." he chuckled. Voice deep and slightly raspy and Ash's eyes couldn't help but flick to his bruised, slightly reddened lips. "It's getting a bit warm in here - I'd rather not get all sweaty."
Ash bit her lip, sorely tempted to reply with something mischievous such as "you're gonna get sweaty with or without it" but she valiantly resisted the urge.
Instead she smiled; deciding to act coy while watching him remove his leather jacket with eager eyes. Icy blue irises flickering about his broad chest and shoulders as more and more of the teal and gold lightening bolt sweater was ultimately revealed. Thirstily taking in his thickly muscled chest and biceps flex as he moved to fully extract the jacket from wide shoulders before casually tossing it to the floor.
After watching that glorious display, Ash was wondering/hoping he'd keep going.
Kept eyes steadfast on him to see if he'd peel off the teal sweater too but she wasn't all eager to complain when instead he lowered back down to kiss her again.
In all honesty, Johnny felt pretty damn good tonight.
Allowing baser instincts to take over for a change instead of being driven by shier propensities. It felt nice to just allow whatever to happen - happen. Allotting this bit of spontaneity to rule out his normal calm, shy demeanor and while he was still trying to get used to the idea that this was really happening, he was more excited than anything. He'd been toying with the idea of having sex with Ash for a long time and now that it was actually close to ultimate fruition, it was almost like a strange dream.
Tilting his head more to the left, he kissed her firmly; tongue languidly flicking over her own as he lost himself to her. Although her head and a good portion of upper back were covered in sharp spines, the rest of her was unbelievably soft - gorgeous feminine curves beckoning his hands to run along them. Timid mostly as he dared to skirt a finger or two under her shirt to touch her stomach and sides. The short fur there silky smooth; suddenly swallowing back a moan that desperately wanted to escape.
Lower extremities were painfully hard already and it was hard to concentrate on anything else but entirely losing himself to her.
The jacket being gone still hadn't helped much in terms of heat though. The licking of sweat tickling at his forehead and back was getting uncomfortable really fast. Johnny tried his best to ignore it for the most part but it was getting harder as the minutes slowly ticked by. Her small fists bundled into his sweater, the other in his hair as she yanked at his sensitive scalp in attempt to pull him closer. Ash let out a sigh as he bravely caressed her stomach with a surer stroke of his thumb as he teased the hem of her shirt.
A side of him wanted to push farther; glide his hand underneath her dark sweatshirt. Touch her body - her stomach, sides, back…heaving breasts. The hormones that were raging in his system desperately wanting to remove her shirt and the bra underneath but his shyness won out.
In all truth, Johnny still wasn't completely comfortable with the idea that they were really going to have sexual intercourse tonight (or one of the many…colorful…terms Mike had coined).
Perhaps he'd gotten too used to their relationship thus far. Holding hands, kissing, and cuddling without worrying about it going much further. It was easy. To now know what was expected of him; to push through his debilitating shy nature to encourage their blossoming sexual relationship. One hornier part of him was definitely ready (eager even) for the change - the other - not so much.
Still, he pushed forward.
Focusing on this girl who he'd fallen so hard for; his girlfriend of almost a year who'd been his ever-present rock and support in dealing with the competition, career, his father... A constant ear and shoulder to lean or cry on - them having sex was the next natural step in their relationship and he had to be willing to take it lest they remain stagnant forever…
Concentrating on that, Johnny adjusted himself over her. Chest resting comfortably over her own as he tried desperately to ignore the twin mounds that were pressed gingerly against his sternum. His lips firmer and more purposeful as he kissed that impossibly soft mouth. Black bottom lip beckoning him and he suddenly took it between his lips and suckled on it.
Ash had a stellar reaction; pushing her chest up to brush hard against his own; soft groans and moans leaking out had his crotch tighten painfully against its denim prison. Rigid erection begging for attention but he refused to heed it. Desperation leeching through to ease some of the building tension by rubbing it over the cushions for some urgently-needed friction. He reluctantly ignored it.
Johnny feared, at this rate, he'd probably be finished without even taking another single article of clothing off…
Mind of all logical thought immediately halted when he felt Ash's hand abruptly lowering on his body. Paws that were just in his hair and on his neck now trailed purposefully across his collarbones and down his sternum. The barest hints of her fingernails tracing along the curves of his chest. Small paw brushing over so lightly at first he barely noticed it as she went even lower. Teasing his upper stomach with a cool, purposeful hand; his girlfriend grasping lightly to the green cloth and pulling it up a bit to allow the cooler air from her apartment trailing along his stomach.
…and wow, did that cold air feel good…
Ash's hand was very inconspicuous at first.
Barely teasing the hem of his sweater with the tips of her fingers; blunt nails skirting lightly over the fur covering his firm belly. Johnny tensed at the touch at first but when he made no move to pull away or dissuade her, she happily continued with the exploration of his body. Mouth still over hers and so enthralled with that task that she lost herself to her own.
Memorizing every curve of the muscle covered only by his rather thin sweater. The material soft under her fingertips as she dragged her hand over his body in sure, confident strokes.
Yeah, she'd done this before even without fabric impeding her touch. Those few nights flitting through her mind of where it was much too hot for him to sleep without a shirt (oh, how she loved summer) on one of the many nights they slept together. It wasn't easy for him to deal with how she touched his bare chest before they fell asleep but he allowed it nonetheless even if his skin prickled and tensed at times. Still so uncertain and nervous about how she would so intimately touch him, it was amazing that he allowed it even if he would gently coerce her to sleep by gently brushing his large fingers over her covered hip or shoulder…
Ash hated to admit how well his plan generally worked.
While touching him now, it felt so much more sensual for she was certain to caress him more firmly; to learn every inch of his body strictly through touch. Revel in the knowledge that tonight was indeed different from all those previous instances. Tonight, they would make love for the first time and the anticipation for the upcoming intercourse was causing her legs to squeeze together to sate some of her insatiable arousal. She desperately wanted to move faster; body already physically aching for him but knew baby steps were necessary.
All Ash knew that to proceed, she needed to get his shirt off first - that should be too difficult for him - would it?.
Being sure to lure him into a false sense of security, Ash flicked her tongue out to taste his lips. He was still busy nibbling on her lower lip as she coerced him to kiss her deeper. Own mouth moving to grab his plump bottom lip between hers. Johnny groaned at the action before tilting his head and deepening their intense lip lock. Sloppy, opened mouth kisses; their tongues battling for dominance and when Johnny suddenly growled in her mouth, Ash knew now was a good time to make her move.
Lips swiftly parting with a wet pop, Ash pulled away from the kiss for only a moment; eyes gazing into his own confused stare. She flushed when she witnessed the lust in those normally calm gaze and not gonna lie, it had her squeezing her legs together tighter in rampant anticipation of what indeed was to come. Instead of latching onto it, she moved one of her hands to caress at his cheek; other one languidly pulling up his sweater to let him know exactly what she wanted…desperately needed.
Johnny's eyes suddenly seemed to clear up (even widen) and she worried she may have moved too fast but instead, she kept her eyes on his for a moment before flicking down to his shirt and back up to him. As if perhaps asking for permission or even a "please". There was vast uncertainty in his face but Ash was more determined than ever to convince him otherwise.
Lightly, she pressed at his chest.
Getting the hint, Johnny lifted off of her to give her enough leverage to partially sit up where he still lay partly over her. Once doing so, she reached over again to play with the yellow, green and white hem of his lightening bolt sweater. The fabric soft underneath her fingertips whilst she looked up at him with blue eyes half-mast and black bottom lip clenched between white teeth. Eyes and expression doing all of the asking rather than her straight up begging for permission - which she hoped it wouldn't come to.
Ash was never one to beg, but tonight, she felt tempted to make an exception.
Johnny suddenly bit his lip as well. So unsure with this decision and his obvious hesitation; lip gnawing between his teeth and Ash desperately wanted to press her mouth back over his. Eagerly wanting to taste him again but she resisted. The debilitating shyness was leaking throughout his entire persona in this very moment. Cheeks flushed bright burgundy, even the top of his cute round ears turned slightly pink.
Ash wanted to verbally reassure him; forget about removing it just to kiss him again in hopes to try again in a few more minutes but another side of her knew he needed a little push. If not, they'd never get anywhere tonight - so Ash decided to take some initiative. Bravely, she completely pulled herself out from underneath him much to his chagrin by the slight pout that developed on his face. Ash smiled at him, caressing a quick paw to swipe across his face while standing up to her feet and Johnny watched on curiously.
Johnny wasn't exactly sure what Ash had in mind as she stood to her feet.
Timid yet excited onto what exactly she had planned, brown eyes watched her closely for any hint to give it away. It was obvious she wanted him to remove his shirt but Johnny was still hesitant; worried this was perhaps moving to fast and he began to showcase doubts he adamantly tried to control this far. Ash didn't say anything for a few moments even as she moved to lightly touch his face with her hand and brushed her cold nose over his in a gesture of what had to be reassurance.
Johnny nudged her back; still a bit confused by this latest development but it was all made clear when she suddenly spoke up for what seemed like the first time tonight.
"Sit down." the command was gentle; re-brushing a tender hand over his brow than down his cheek as if to appease any fears he already displayed many a time tonight.
Johnny's brown eyes flicked rapidly over her face for any indication of deception or teasing in her tone or face but there was none. He swallowed a sudden lump and maneuvered to sit down on the couch. Curiously, he watched her and waited for any sudden moves and he didn't have to wait long.
Ash looked uncertain for a few seconds before that expression was completely vanquished; replaced with calm assurance as she approached his seated form. Johnny watched her; eyes trailing over her face for any indication onto what exactly the porcupine had planned but she was careful not to give anything away. Instead, she closed the distance calmly and assuredly. Hesitant about her plan at first, she pushed through her doubts and stood in front of him; one leg between his own, the other to his side. His height still having her look up at him if only slightly.
Without further words, she yanked at his sweater in order to pull him down; mouth pressing over his again. Gentle in its coercing to keep him calm, cool, and collected even if inside he was a rather unsightly mess of nerves and dubiety.
Desperate to calm those fears, she kissed him deeply and lovingly. Hands moving to caress his cheeks; pads of her fingers and nails scraping gently through the soft fur and coming to cup his face, sides of her index fingers brushing along the back of his ears. Slowly and methodically, her hands continued to lower, over his jaw, down his neck, across the expanse of his shoulders before they came to rest near his heart.
Both hands of hers were gently fisted in the teal cloth. Johnny's heart beating frantically from underneath her palms and she was eager to quell its erratic rhythm. Pulling away from his mouth, she began languidly kissing down the expanse of his face; following the same path her hands had taken moments earlier. Mouth slow and purposeful as she kissed his mouth, cheeks, chin, throat, collarbones and finally his sternum; his much more calm heartbeat thudding against her soothing lips.
Now much more at ease, she gingerly pulled up his shirt, halting it only after revealing a few inches of his stomach; awaiting his permission before she dared go further.
Johnny stared down at her for a long time, worrying his bottom lip between his teeth before he ultimately made up his mind. Barest hints of a smile pulling at the edges of his mouth before he gave her a terse nod of approval.
Ash smiled. Johnny swallowed back his own erratic doubts and watched as she began to lift his shirt up until most of his chest was exposed to her eyes and the cool air of her apartment. Her short arms couldn't pull it off all the way so he helped her in that regard; grabbing the hem of his shirt and lifting it unceremoniously over his head in one swift motion. Once his arms were free of the sleeves, he refused to look at her before tossing it atop his discarded jacket.
If Ash had noticed him not meeting her gaze, she didn't say a word.
Ash's breath was short and fast as she stared at his heaving bare chest. Much like his face, feet, and hands, there was gray skin surrounded by fur, his pectorals and a good amount of his abdomen was in high contrast to the dark, thick fur. Her hand was not at all timid as she pressed it onto his chest before moving in to kiss him again.
Johnny happily accepted the distraction.
Ash's legs began tiring and she was so tempted to sit atop his lap but seeing the state he was already in; she feared them rubbing nether regions together was a bit too soon and he'd rightfully freak out or even finish before they got anywhere tonight.
Pulling away from the kiss, Ash saw her salvation - two thick couch pillows.
The gorilla stared on curiously as Ash broke their kiss and bounded away from him, grabbed the pillows from the other end of the couch before returning to his side. He didn't have to speak a word; the confusion was steadfast on his face but as soon as she placed them upon his lap and obvious erection, he was answered.
Ash more than happily plopped down on the cushions and smirked when Johnny gasped at the sudden movement.
Damn, he probably was really sensitive right now.
Oops.
Careful to keep his mind occupied her, she grasped his face and pulled him down slightly to meet her lips. More than pleased when he eagerly returned her affections; earlier confidence leeching forth through his mouth and hands firm upon her hips.
Ash moaned against his mouth; lips were so incredibly warm and soft beneath her own. Hands were gentle, tenderly stroking his fur surrounding the bare skin of his chest at first before they began moving inward. Ash being very painstakingly slow about her movements when she finally moved in to touch at his bare, heated flesh. Paw moved to caress a trembling pectoral and she slyly rubbed a thumb over his hardening nipple. The very first prickles of his skin against her fingers only lasted a moment before growing used to her languid touch - even accepting it in some aspects.
Johnny would have paid more attention to the affection she bestowed on his chest had he steadfastly been trying to ignore the hard pressure of her sitting atop his lap even if a couple pillows (not to mention his jeans and her skirt) still separated them. Perhaps it was the barest hints of friction finally pressed atop his distressingly hard erection that was just so damn distracting.
Still, he was determined to make this last; pushing through his own insecurities, he grasped her waist and pulled her closer to him. Deepening the kiss and allowing a few fingers to delve underneath her skirt to play with the soft fur on her tummy. Fingertips careful as they moved about her sides and lower back with the barest hints of trepidation; the need and desire to go farther but still holding himself back.
Ash must have sensed his desires when she suddenly pulled away from the kiss, breaths fast and shallow as she stared up at him.
"If you wanted my shirt off too, you should have just asked." Ash whispered and Johnny's face grew three dark shades of red. She just chuckled, leaning forward for a moment to kiss his sternum and his skin shivered under her lip's ministrations.
"..." Johnny remained silent but it spoke volumes. The slight apprehension in how he touched the hem of her shirt and hands shaking as he did so.
Ash's gentle kisses ebbed to a stop, mouth brushing over his firm pectoral once more before she stared up at him; reaching up to smooth the furrowing of his brow ridges. She wanted to calm him. To let him know it was okay.
"If you don't want me to…ya know, it's alright, Johnny." she shrugged, a bit disappointed but desperately wanting to be patient and just allow it to occur naturally and on his terms. "I really don't want to push you into something you don't want to do."
"...I-I never said I didn't…" Johnny muttered, one hand scratching at the back of his head and how embarrassed he sounded when the words left his throat had her heart leaping in her chest.
"You never said that you did either." Ash couldn't help but tease him; fingernails languidly scraping over his bare chest.
Johnny's lips went into a pout and Ash downright giggled at the look.
Ash watched him for a long time.
A look of quiet contemplation etched into his brows and gentle brown eyes as they scanned over her face before lowering slightly down her body and she shivered at his heavy gaze. She swallowed back a sudden lump that clogged her throat when his hands moved back to her sides. His large fingers grasping the hem of her dark sweatshirt; a flash of uncertainty filled his eyes and Ash was adamant to put a stop to it. Immediately, she placed her small palms over the back of his hands; gently smoothing the soft fur lining them. Ash was gentle as she coerced him to lift up the hem further; farther and rather til it reached the bottom of her ribcage where he stopped.
Johnny stared at her for awhile, his face adorably flushed.
She was careful; fingers gingerly scraping over the back of his hand to calmly reassure him that indeed it was okay. He swallowed thickly before she felt his hands began moving again but once they made it to just right underneath her breasts - she was the one to stop him this time.
Ash saw the worried look that infiltrated his face but she just smiled and pulled the shirt above her head and maneuvered it easily around her quills.
"Not easy for a first timer. It's best I did it so my shirt doesn't get ruined...and I really like this shirt" Ash said as way of explanation, a slight chuckle leaking through but she noticed he wasn't paying much attention. Biting her lip upon the realization that he was blatantly staring at her chest; black bra still on but more exposed than she'd ever been to him before. It didn't help that her arms were close to her chest making a bit more cleavage than was probably necessary but she didn't care - and by the look of it, Johnny hardly minded either.
Finally aware of what he was doing, Johnny suddenly tensed; eyes lifting back up to hers and if it was at all possible, his face flushed an even deeper red.
"Sorry…" he muttered but she just smiled, leaning up to kiss his agape mouth, which trembled under her own.
"You have no reason to be." she whispered against his lips.
"...B-But staring is rude." he sounded like a disciplined child and her smile widened.
"I stare at your chest all the time…" Ash was tempted to mention staring down further south too but she held her tongue.
"...That's different." he tried to argue but Ash shut him up with another open-mouthed kiss.
"Don't forget, I am your girlfriend, Johnny - you're allowed to look all you want…you know, and I really like it when you do." she whispered; causing Johnny to blush so hard that the tips of his ears flushed.
Bashfully, his face lowered a bit even as his eyes remained steadfast on hers. Ash reassured him with a hand stroking his cheek. Seemingly given permission from his girlfriend, his eyes slowly gravitated to her chest again.
"You can…touch me… if you want." Ash spoke steadily; fingers tenderly stroking his hands to calm the slight tremors he began to have again. The weight of his eyes heavy, Ash found herself breathing deeper - even pushing her breasts out slightly to give him more of an eager invitation.
"I know." Johnny chuckled but there was no mirth there; he was nervous but Ash saw the determination flash in his eyes so she decided to be patient and allow him to take his time even if she was physically aching to feel those hands on her body. All of a sudden, he moved, hands gently clasping on her bare lower back. He had pulled her forward to rest fully on his bare chest.
Ash gasped at the suddenness but melted, resting her nose in the concave of his neck; her breath shallow and soft as it brushed against his fur.
"Johnny…" she breathed, her heart hammering when he began nuzzling her; bare face rubbing ever so gently across her forehead. Ash couldn't help but grasp at the fur of his shoulders; legs trembling sightly as she lost herself to his ministrations. Basking in the utter tenderness in which he nuzzled his face on her own. Ash froze when he lowered to press his nose into the curve of her jaw. Damp, hot breath running across the expanse of her chest causing her to tremble and collapse further against him.
Johnny swallowed thickly; the scent of her arousal cloying thick in his nose; taste of her sweet mouth potent on his tongue as he tried to relax his breathing. His testicles tightening painfully with how she was pressed against him; tiny bare body underneath his hands; chest pressing on his own. Desperate to keep his stimulation in check, he buried his face in her throat. Shivering slightly when she suddenly whispered his name against his skin.
Ash's chest heaved, soft breaths skirting over his neck and he feared he may completely lose control.
"Ash…" he whispered back after a long moment; her small paws were gentle and comforting as she ran them across the expanse of his shoulders before moving to wrap them over as much of her neck as she possible could.
Johnny's large hands were a lot steadier than he could have pictured as he skirted them over the expanse of her dainty body; fur on her lower back silky smooth as he stroked her. Savoring the sensation of her body so wanton and responsive. Nose delving over her neck and delicate collarbone, the heat of her rising breasts right next to his mouth. The soft dome of fur and flesh that was lifting over the bra brushing slightly over his chin. Body naturally reacting the way you might think. The temptation to bury his face between those twin mounds was so great that his hands began to tremble where they rested on the center of her back; bra strap teasing his hairy knuckles.
A sudden burst of adrenaline hit him and without really noticing his hands moving, he touched it; the velvet fabric felt rough compared to the smooth silkiness of her skin. A desire to remove it befell over him and before he knew it, he had pulled away to look at her.
Ash eagerly returned his gaze; lip still wedged between her teeth as she stared up into his eyes with absolutely no hesitation.
The wanton desire and lust etched into every inch of her icy blue eyes had him making up his mind for him. Ignoring all of the warning bells and doubts blaring in his head, he moved; hands wildly unsteady as he grasped at the back of her bra. Peering over her shoulder a bit to see what he was doing, he gently undid the three small clasps; taking much longer than he intended but Ash didn't say anything; only resting her head on his chest as he worked.
Within moments, the bra was successfully undone and Ash pushed herself off his chest to look at him. The bra still rested mostly in place even if it was loose; effectively still covering her up as she pulled back to stare at him. More to make sure there was no more hesitation on his part but the nervousness that was just there seemed to be vanquished for now. Ash awaited a further movement from him but there wasn't one, his hands deciding to rest upon the small of her back.
"Do you…want me to take it off?" Ash teased, knowing he was the only to undo it in the first place, but teasing him was just way too much fun.
The confusion that filtered across his expression had him holding back a giggle. Johnny seemingly got the joke moments later for he smiled before muttering out a soft, "Yeah…if you want to…" the blush staining his cheeks didn't go unnoticed.
Ash chuckled; that was the Johnny she knew and loved.
Without responding verbally, Ash slowly pulled down the straps. Icy blue eyes eagerly watching Johnny's every move as she did so. A fire alighting in his eyes as they lowered to the movement of her removing the straps. Seeing she had his full attention, Ash was teasingly slow as she went about pulling the cups away from her chest. With a slight flick of the wrist, Ash tossed the bra to the floor; fully exposing her breasts to him for the very first time.
Johnny's eyes widened for a fraction of a second before he became all too aware of the reality he was confronting.
As if shocked, his eyes lifted to hers but she just gave him a calm smile. Reaching forth to rub a small paw across his muscular heaving chest; giving careful attention to caress the spot above his pounding heart. That seemed to work for a moment so she moved her hands to lay atop his that were now on her sides. She felt him shivering and knew immediately he was incredibly nervous; apprehension obvious from the tremors currently paralyzing his hands.
It was obvious he wanted to touch her but was terrified to.
Ash was gentle in her coercion. Paws sliding delicately upon the backs of his hands, caressing his tense muscles as she gingerly guided them on her body. Johnny's eyes never left hers; hoping her calm demeanor was encouraging. So far, it seemed to be working. The trembling in his hands soon lessened; more confident strokes following. She dared not break this moment by speaking, so instead, she gingerly encouraged his hands to firmly caress her body; back, sides, and belly. His large hands dwarfing her form but the sensation of them on her was slowly driving her to the brink of insanity in the best way. His bare skin skirting lightly over her fur; the small nerves trembling underneath the steady hold.
Slowly, his hands began to move more of their own accord; resting along her ribcage and he flinched for a second when the sides of his fingers gently brushed along the undersides of her breasts and she couldn't help the moan that slipped out of its own accord.
Johnny froze. Seeing her breasts was one thing - touching them was another ballgame entirely.
Now that he barely brushed the underside of one of her breasts; he was astonished at their immediate give and if at all possible, the fur that covered her small twin mounds was even softer than the rest of her body. Johnny was forced to adjust slightly in his seat, Ash allowing him a big of leeway as he tried to ignore his throbbing erection pushing up painfully against the fly of his jeans.
This was not good…
His mind was already swimming in an ocean of lust and clouded with the knowledge that he may not even last two seconds of actual intercourse. If it was this difficult and arousing to barely see or caress her breasts, how the hell was he going to go all the way with her without totally embarrassing himself?
If Ash knew of his inner turmoil, she said and did nothing. Only waited patiently as he sat there staring at her naked chest and willed his hands to either go for it or back off. There really was no more in-between.
Johnny swallowed a sudden lump in his throat and forced himself to look at her face.
Ash seemed surprised at the re-appearance of his eyes but only smiled pleasantly; patiently and it hit Johnny how absurd he was being in all of this.
This was Ash; the same Ash as she'd always been, she hadn't changed in these last few moments. She was still the same understanding, loving girlfriend and probably knew/accepted that none of what was going to occur tonight would be perfect, but she didn't care. Pushing his doubtful intuitions to the side, he allowed a deep breath to fill his lungs before his hands moved of their own accord. His palms lifting off her body for a moment and he carefully noticed the slight panic in her eyes; fear he may be changing his mind but he put to rest all of those doubts when he pressed his palms to rest on both of her ridiculously soft breasts.
The twin mounds dwarfed by his huge hands but he could care less; touching and worshiping them so delicately. Thumbs brushing against the grain of the fur and Ash mewled at the shivers it caused her; them only increasing as he ran over the dark, dusty brown nipples. His ministrations causing them to instantly pebble and peak into hardened nubs.
For long moments, Johnny just touched them, learning this intimate part of her body strictly through the smooth pads of his fingers. Marveling at their softness and slight weight in his massive palms. Throat dry as he continued to caress her ever so gently. Curbing a sudden desire to lean forward and kiss those beckoning peaks; to experience the almost surreal softness against his face and mouth. Suddenly flinched when Ash caressed the back of her fingers across his cheek; causing his eyes to meet hers and the desires laid out so wantonly in her icy pools of blue.
She wanted it just as badly as he did…
Any second-guessing left him in this moment as he lowered his face to her chest.
Ash let out a soft gasp as his mouth suddenly lowered.
Soft lips moving over her collarbone; gentle kissed trailing lower and lower until he timidly kissed the top domes of her breasts. Their size difference more apparent now than ever as he slowly began trailing his mouth over her small chest. His lips working their way across each delicate breast; showering them both with tender loving care; pursing and pressing sweet kisses along the entire surface area of her trembling skin. She couldn't stop the mewl that left her mouth when he cautiously pulled a nipple between his lips; lapping and lethargically circling it with his wet tongue before suckling ever so gently before doing the same to the other one.
Her finger's dug and yanked at his fur as she pushed her chest further against his face.
Johnny chuckled at her sexual abandon; his breath scattering across her chest, causing her skin to shiver at the heat that escaped his mouth. Who would have thought having his mouth on her breasts would feel so unbelievably good? She held back another moan as he continued his exploration; spattering her heaving chest with the barest hints of his lips and tongue. Mouth ridiculously talented as it moved the small expanse of her chest; lips gentle and slightly wet as they memorized every square centimeter.
Ash focused solely on his tender touch, she found herself grinding her hips onto the pillows; desperately creating friction against her clit. She could not recall a moment of which she had been more turned on; she wanted him so terribly bad and this was happening painfully slow. Ash moaned at the appearance of his hands on her arms, gliding along until they came to rest upon her shoulders for her to stay still and give himself more control and stability as he continued to worship her breasts with gentle kisses and swipes of his tongue over her nipples.
Icy blue eyes heavily-lidded when she saw his thumb resting on her shoulder; oh so close to her mouth and an idea to drive him crazy as much as she was driving her suddenly came to mind. She bit her lip before tilting her chin toward his thumb; her small pink tongue flicking out to caress the tip of that digit. Johnny was so lost in his own task he didn't even flinch at her titillating action. Ash ran the tip of her tongue over his skin and short, smooth nail; sensing the warmth of her mouth, it scooted a bit closer and she smiled before pulling the tip into her mouth.
Johnny flinched for only a second; groaning at her sudden act but didn't deter her in the least.
Ash took complete advantage, sucking on his thick, long finger like he was doing to her nipples. Rolling her tongue around the tip of it and using the barest hints of teeth to tease him; the sensual nature of their actions and what doing it had her mind drifting to an action similar but on a different part of his body. The very inkling of what to come tonight had her groaning and rubbing herself harder against the pillows until it all became far too much for her to take much more…
…she needed him and she needed him now…
"Oh, Johnny…" she growled out, pulling away from his finger with a heady moan.
The gorilla's eyes were half-mast as they stared back at her but she ignored it; abruptly pushing forward and kissing him hard. Sloppy wet opened-mouth kisses as they lost themselves to their sudden lust. Her small paws digging and pulling at his fur as she yanked him as close as possible to her; breasts flattening against his collarbone as they made-out. She wrenched at his fur and Johnny's hands eagerly pulled her closer; firm and steady on her back as they lost themselves to lips, tongues and the barest hints of teeth.
Desires becoming far too great, Ash suddenly found herself pulling away from the kiss with a wet pop; a small string of saliva connecting their mouths and Ash's hand sensually trailed down his bare chest. Fingernails languid in their motions as she followed the treasure trail down to his bellybutton and skirted around the divot.
Johnny watched her; anxiously staring at her every motion. Before he could ask what she was doing, Ash stood to her wobbly legs and in one confident motion, unzipped her skirt at the hip and allowed it to fall and puddle stop his lap. Brown eyes widened comically as he couldn't help but stare down to where Ash only now remained in her plain dark gray cotton panties. He stared at her near nakedness for a good twenty seconds before his widened eyes gravitated back to her own lust-filled gaze.
Ash's black bottom lip wedged sexily between her white teeth as she smiled sensually at him.
All Johnny could really hear was a roaring thunder in his ears from all the blood rushing throughout his body; a cold sweat breaking out over his lower back and forehead as he came to grips with what was happening. The potent scent of her obvious arousal was now stronger and his own body's natural instincts to heed it had become almost too much for him to ignore any longer.
Noticing his lack of movement or voice, Ash moved.
More of her teasing nature coming out as her paws found their way to his face again; cradling that adorable expression between her hands. She squished his cheeks for only a second before she kissed him. Soft, gentle calming brushes of lips she showered over the expanse of his mouth. Johnny melted into her touch, his hands coming to rest on her sides and she was surprised when they moved up to caress her ribs; thumbs calmly stroking the underside of her tender breasts.
Ash moaned into his mouth, encouraging him further.
Johnny took the bait, hands barely hesitating before his hands lowered to her hips. The barest hint of a shiver as they descended down her legs; back up again to push against the grain of her short fur and she moaned eagerly into his mouth. Ash sensed him wanting to caress the new skin that was exposed to him - desperately wanting him to cup her ass.
"Hey," she breathed against his lips once she broke the kiss and he grumbled nonsensically in response, "It's no fun if I'm the only one in my underwear." she whispered; breath heated against his skin as she spoke.
Johnny swallowed thickly; closed eyes tightening at her implications.
Without any sort of warning, Ash had tossed the two pillows aside and Johnny watched in trepidation as she lowered herself to sit on his thighs; enough away from his throbbing erection but he still felt the heat from her body oh so close to it.
Ash blatantly stared down between his legs at the obvious bulge straining against his pants.
Poor guy had been dealing with a hardened erection vigorously pushing against the fly of his jeans since they started kissing who knows how long ago. All she knew now was it looked damn uncomfortable, even painful, and she was adamant he wanted to relieve some of that pressure...and she did too.
Sparing a glance at him, Johnny seemed rather demure, shy or embarrassed at the state of his body but she was quick to reassure him it was okay - normal. Paw reached forward to caress at his chest and his skin shivered underneath her touch. Slow and methodically running her fingernails into his fur before her mouth pressed a tender kiss to the center of his stomach right above his naval. She rubbed her face against the warm skin and fur, loving how he trembled from her touch; she could easily sense him holding back from pushing more boundaries.
Ash couldn't wait to tear down that wall.
A part of her looking for permission, another wanted to just see his face when she decided to move. She looked up at him; being sure to keep her hands visible and slow as she dragged her hands downward. Trailing over every curve and bulge of hardened muscle her hand met on the way down until her fingertips touched the top of his light wash jeans. She watched in silence as his eyes widened; glued to her every action and she could practically heart his heart pounding frantically in his heaving chest.
"Can I?" Ash suddenly asked, Johnny's eyes gravitating to hers. She easily saw the mixture of uncertainty and lust lacing those beautiful brown eyes. A fire that had been steadily building since this night began was now a ranging inferno and the sight of it had her urgently needing to heed its call.
Johnny stared down at her; cheeks burning at her indication and the sheer fact that she was about to see him completely naked for the first time. It was a daunting question she was asking but he knew that backing out now wasn't even an option. They could only go forward from here and he wanted her so badly that before he even fully realized his options, he nodded.
"Yeah…" he muttered out a verbal reply and Ash gave him a reassuring grin. Her own cheeks were slightly pink and it was so genuine and she was just so beautiful that he could scarcely breathe.
Ash's eyes lowered to his erection straining against his pants; the embarrassment slowly leaving and anticipation taking its place as she moved her hand. Small paw lifting and he couldn't stop the gasp when she placed her hand over his throbbing manhood.
"Ugh…" he growled out at the sudden pressure of her hand. He noticed her ears twitching at the noise he made and how she bit her lip as she began to explore him through the denim. Fingers slow and methodical as they languidly caressed his hard bulge; following the shape and girth of it with presses of her fingers. Johnny closed his eyes; teeth clenched as he tried his damnedest not to finish right there and then. Just the barest hints of her touching the most intimate part of his body was almost too much for him to take.
Mercifully, Ash pulled away just in time.
Johnny sighed but it was short lived when Ash suddenly unbuckled his belt. The leather ends falling against his pelvis as she began to unbutton and unzip his trousers. Tongue frozen to the bottom of his mouth, he wanted to tell her to wait, to slow down but it was far too late.
If Johnny noticed her own hands trembling, he didn't say a word; not exactly sure why she was so nervous now but this was a big step in their relationship. She'd never seen him naked and now she was about to reveal the most private part of him. Sure, she was more excited than anxious, but it still made her paws tremble nonetheless.
Once she'd unloosened his belt and was able to open the fly of his jeans, she felt her face flush at the defined shape of him straining against the front of his plain dark green boxers. Seeing that part of him now only covered by a paper-thin material, she was suddenly filled with unbridled eagerness. How easy it would be to just pull down this last article of clothing - to get her very first look at him - but she resisted.
Instead, she stood up, stepping aside his legs so he could remove his jeans fully.
Johnny seemed almost relieved when she didn't remove his underwear. Even gave him a moment to kick off his shoes and pull off his socks before his jeans joined them in a haphazard pile on her wooden floor.
Ash took the hint, removing her own boots and short socks to join the pile. When she turned back to look at him, he was biting his lip. Still so damn shy even as they both only had their underwear left on. If anyone was more surprised, it was her when Johnny suddenly reached for her and pulling her back over to him. She stood in front of him; curious on what his next plan was when suddenly, his mouth pressed atop hers again.
Lips soft and sweet as he kissed her. Ash mumbled sweetly into his mouth as his hands caressed her body. Along her shoulders, breasts, and lower back before coming to rest atop her hips. His thumbs moving of their own accord to finger the cotton material of her panties until they gently hooked into the material around her hips.
Ash smiled into his lips, legs trembling when she broke the kiss to lower herself to sit atop his lap. Only a hint of hesitation before she rolled her hips forward to rub herself over top of his throbbing erection straining and tenting the fabric of his loose boxers. She moaned the very instant she felt the curve of his rigid penis rubbing over her damp slit and swollen clit. Basically dry humping him and even through clothes, it felt absolutely incredible so much so she let a guttural moan. Felt every single curve and vein along his thick rock-hard erection even if they were still separated by two thin layers of fabric.
Johnny gasped, body trembling instantly the second she did so. Yet, he made no move to deter her; only meeting her eyes in barely concealed shock. No doubt he felt how wet she was; her arousal more than obvious as she leisurely rubbed herself over the entire length of underside of his cock. The barest hints of sexual relief cascading over her body as she rubbed her clit over what had to be the swollen head of his penis. Ash let out a soft moan, causing Johnny to gasp before a raspy growl left his throat.
Surprised at the noise, Ash looked at his face.
Barely concealed lust filled his eyes and his hands suddenly reappeared on her hips to halt her movements. She stared back and let out a breath she wasn't aware she was holding when his fingers began moving over her last remaining garment. She froze as his fingers suddenly slipped underneath the cloth to smooth among her lower back and began lowering to help remove it when she suddenly spoke.
"Wait…" Ash breathed out in a raspy whisper. Johnny's fingers halted yet remained partially hooked into the hem of her panties. The elastic stretching around the welcomed intrusion of his fingers.
Both of their breath short and quick as they looked deeply into each others eyes.
"What is it, Love?" he asked, the lack of embarrassment or uncertainty in his voice did not go unnoticed by her.
"…I - I want you on top of me…" Ash replied, biting her lip and chuckling lightly when she heard him swallow thickly at her words.
…to be continued.
Yes, I'm well aware that I'm a terribly cruel person but I have to cut this off til the next (and last) chapter. Hopefully it won't take me that long but believe me, it'll be worth the wait. ;-p