I Can't Fall Asleep When I Panic

Chapter 4

Welcome to Heartbreak

Disclaimer: I do not own, cept for my life parts.

Previously

She blushed, "Maybe sometime I might." She started her car and drove off as I watched her receding vehicle. I hoped she would come back to see me.

K P.O.V.

I threw on a powder blue tank-top on and black one on over it. I dug threw my suitcase to find myself a pair of comfortable pants. I settle for some that were extremely holey. I grabbed some black flip-flops and ran out the door. I unlocked my car and got in as fast as I could, throwing the gear into drive and drove off.

I parked in Inuyasha's driveway and make my way up to the door. I knew I didn't have to knock, but I just didn't feel right to me. I put my fist up to the door to knock, but it opened instead. There stood Seshoumaru, Inuyasha's older half brother. He always seemed to know when I was there, unlike my stupid boyfriend who didn't even bother to greet me.

"Why hello Kagome, its nice to see you again."

I smiled at him, "It's nice to see you to Sesh. How are you?"

"I'm fine, well come in, come in." He moved to the side.

I walked in and gave him another smile and went to find Inuyasha. "Inuyasha!!" I said jumping behind him.

"Hey babe." He didn't even turn around to look at me. He just kept watching TV.

I plopped down on the couch next to him and reached out to hold his hand. I hadn't told him what had happened yet. I had planned to, but inside I really didn't think he cared. I turned to see what was holding his interest so much. It was the cooking channel. He always watched it and didn't even bother to write down the recipe. He just liked to look at the food. I turned to look at him when everything started going foggy.

Flashback

I was crouched in a corner of my room trying to protect myself with my arms. My step-mother had told my dad another lie. He was kicking me at this point. I was seriously beginning to think he was crazy. "Stop dad!"

"Tell me why you did it!"

"Tell you what? I have no idea what you're talking about!"

"Don't lie to me!" he stopped kicking me. "I'm going to go get my belt." He stormed out of my room.

'Ok its now or never' I told myself. I kept staring at my doorway. 'I can make it, I know I can.' I stood up as fast as I could and took off running. I managed to get out of the house and was running down the driveway. He came sprinting out of the house after me. I couldn't run faster. So I stopped and turned back around. I threw him off. I ran towards the woods. I was almost to the fence. He was gaining on me. I jumped over the fence and kept running. He had a bad knee so I knew it would slow him down. I was wrong. I tripped and fell, skidding my face in to the ground. He pounced on top of me and started beating the shit out of me. "STOP IT DAD!!!!"

Flashback end

The fog receded and I came back to Inuyasha rubbing his nose along my neck and collarbone. "Hmmm…Inuyasha stop," I whispered.

"Why Kikyo?"

My eyes flew open. "What did you call me?"

He pulled back, "I called you Kagome."

"No you didn't."

"I know what I said."

"Who is Kikyo? Surely not that slut from school?" I looked hurt.

"We're just friends."

"No one is just friends with her."

"I…umm…I.."

"I CAN'T FUCKING BELIEVE THIS!! First my dad almost kills me and now you're cheating on me!"

"Oh come on Kagome, you're over reacting."

"Over reacting? I'm over reacting?"

Inuyasha nodded his head, "Yep."

"You just called my Kikyo. How am I over reacting?"

"Feh. It was your imagination."

"Yeah I'm insane and we're over," I huffed. I pushed myself off the couch and stormed out of the room and bumped into something soft, but at the same time hard. "Ouch!" I looked up. "Oh, hi Seshoumaru."

"Hn." He just watched me with a curious expression.

I dusted invisible dirt off my sleeves. I looked up at him, kami he was tall, "I…I don't think I'm going to be coming back."

He just kept his placid mask on. "I'm sorry my idiot brother hurt you. Is there anything I can do?"

I laughed. It's a little to late now, but thanks for the offer anyways. "Maybe you can castrate him for me. It would save me the trouble of coming to see his face."

"I would die happy if I could do that," He said as he walked me to my car. "Well you know you can always come and see me."

I was really shocked that he said that. Yeah sure I was the only one he smiled at or showed some emotion to, but I wasn't expecting that. I blushed, "Maybe sometime I might." I started my car and drove off as I watched his receding form in my rear view mirror. I just might go back to see him.

Yeah, yeah i know this is short. but since my town was hit with the swine flu i have to go to wal mart and fight for mask. well i might update later, if not i will definitly tomorrow