Chapter 4: Seeing you again

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The show goes on:

Dear Diary,

Sakura Kinomoto here, for the 4th time ever. Today was extremely good for me!
Like, remember how I said that I hadn't seen Syaoran in a while? Or talked to him as well? Well I don't know if I did say anything...let me flip back a second...okay, so I hadn't been talking to him in a while. We only have cooking together...How great. Today he saw me and started yelling for me.

Syaoran: S-Sakura! Sakura! *walks with Yamazaki*

Me: Oh hey, Syaoran! *walks

Yamazaki: Hey, Hey!

Syaoran: S-Sakura...We haven't talked...or hung out in a while... *blushes*

Me: You're right... *blushes*

Syaoran: The bell! Got to go, Sakura-Chan!

So that's what happened. Stupid bell. I don't know what kind of conversation would have sprouted later, but whatever.

I kept thinking about his blush-y face in my head. Wow, he was cute. I thought about when he covered his eyes with his dark chocolate hair and then blushed earlier. The thought kept replaying in my head. This sort of moment is something I would see in Tsubasa Chronicles.

So remember that stupid French kid? Well I recently found out, after hanging out a lot with Yamazaki, that his girlfriend was gonna break up with him! I laughed like crazy. The French kid got a schedule change and now he's not in my French class, so I guess I have to call him Mitchie...

I find myself hanging out more and more with Yamazaki. It's probably because I have a ton of classes with him, but I feel very intrigued when I chill with him. He's really actually an interesting person! I still like Syaoran, though...

Did I ever mention that I model under the agency that my friend Tomoyo's mom runs? Sonomi Modelz booked me for a job in a horror movie, which is really scary to me because I am scared of ghosts, goblins, and all sorts of scary creatures!

Well, I'm the double of the main actress, so I got to be a possessed girl. Great for me. I hope when I put these pictures on my Facebook that Syaoran doesn't get scared of me!

After I did the photo-shoot for the movie poster, I met up with the famous actress I doubled for, Karin Natsumi. Based on her story, I really want to become an actress.

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This is the scariest thought I've ever had.

I want to move.

I'm still loving Syaoran, and I'll miss my friends, but I want to move to Tokyo so I can have an easier career for acting.

Sense my brother has his own house, there is nothing stopping my parents and I from leaving.

"Honey, why don't we stay here? You can become better friends with that Hiiragizawa boy..."

"No, I want to move to Tokyo..." Tears welled in my eyes as I said that.

I had an idea.

In order to figure out if I was in love with Syaoran and if he was in love with me, I have decided to give him a proper-confession.

Chiharu and Tomoyo are always calling me dense, when the truth is, after countless attempts of me trying to flirt/make Syaoran like me, he's the dense one.

I'm so confused. Will my confession to Syaoran work? I hope so.

Author's Note:

That's the end of this chapter. It's short, but it's because I have the next best 3 ideas ever. They will blow your socks off!

In your next reviews, tell me, should Sakura confess to the love of her 12 year old life? She may be 12, but she knows when she is in love.

Next chapter is a special, it's Syaoran's Journal!