Chapter 4- Marked- (Renesmee)
To whoever read this letter? I wrote in one of the paper I got. Please know this is hardest and most heart breaking decision I've ever made in my whole entire life. Tears fall down my face, but I continued anyway. I ask every one of you to please don't blame yourselves for any of this. I'm very sorry for leaving and making the decision to go to the House of Night. I know you'll get mad at me, but please I made this decision because I'm afraid of what they are going to do to all of you if I don't go. All the memories we've had together will never be forgotten. Esme, Carlisle thanks for all the advice you've given me in through out every moment in my life, you're the greatest grandparents I've ever had.
Thank for teaching me how to design and build house Esme it was amazing maybe if I ever come back We'll make another house together or better yet our own business to design and build houses together. This is our only business together grandma, I love you.
Carlisle, grandpa… thanks for always taking me to the hospital to help you. I've enjoy helping you with operations, check ups, and everything. Being a doctor is fun and seeing a professional as yourself make me happy to work and help you every time you bring me there. Just because I'm gone doesn't mean you need to stop, just think of me and keep on working hard and do what you love to do. I love you grandpa. I'll see you soon.
This keeps getting harder and harder. I already saw tear blots on my paper. I better write fast before they notice I'm gone. Then I got a text from Seth it said.
"I'm distracting them Nessie, they'll b mad but who cares. Do, wat u need 2 do Nessie. Just explain it to them. Sheila will take your place as Christine I'll make sure of that. Both you and I know we'll b in trouble but we made a promise. A promise is a promise. I'll see u soon Nessie I love you—Seth " I smiled at that message and replied.
"Thx Seth! I owe u a million! Make sure Jacob won't hurt himself. I'm leave a letter 2 explain k. 143 Seth. I love you Seth! Make sure Jacob doesn't hurt himself! I gtg byee Nessie "
Ok I got to finish this before they know I'm gone. I kept on writing my letter and didn't get distracted when Nash and Derek came in my room.
"Alice and Rosalie—Thanks for all the fashion advices, and love advices, everything! Being with you both made my world upside down. Alice thanks for all my clothes you bought and made. I'm taking some of them to the House of Night to wear and remember you. Make sure mom always wears your fashion clothes; tell her she's your new fashion model while I'm gone ok? Rosalie… I'm sorry for the ways I acted last time. I know you look at me as a daughter but I'm not a child anymore I can make my own decision whether you like it, or not. But that won't make it even better… I'm so sorry Rosalie, I'm sorry! I'm taking the jewelry, make up and elastics and clips you've given me. I won't forget the tips you've given me. Make sure that when mom is your new model also Emily, Kim, Claire, and Leah that they look their best at every event or each day of every day. You know I love you both so don't cry because you haven't seen the last of me.
"A farewell letter, to your family Renesmee?" Derek said solemnly. I nodded and continued to write.
"Emmett and Jasper—my video game partners in the whole wide world! Whether be C.O.D, Tekken, WWE etc. You uncles are the best video gamers ever! Emmett keep on practicing so you can beat me next time we meet again. Ok I have to be honest here since I'm going anyways… I was using cheat codes and luck when playing with you. I got the cheat codes from one of my friends which I'm not telling you. But you won't find my cheat codes because I'm taking them all with me to the House of Night. You maybe mad but I'm using it because I've mastered all the games we played ever since our first game. Sorry Emmett I promise when we meet again no more cheat codes when we play and you have to promise that too. I'll make sure Jasper won't catch you getting any cheat codes in the internet, but then again you're a sneaky uncle. Jasper… don't let Uncle Emmett underestimate your skills. Your smarter than that I know you're struggling but send me an e-mail telling me everything any news if Emmett is practicing and improving. LOL! Make sure he doesn't get any cheat codes in the internet or tries too at first. I'll see you both soon love you guys"
Moving on to the hardest part of the entire family, Mom and dad a.k.a Bella and Edward. I wiped my eyes and blow my nose on the tissue. Then I wrote again even if my hands are tired and aching.
"Edward, dad thanks for everything! I'll never forget what you told me from when I was small till now. Thanks for all our memory trips together—my favorite two was when we both went to Hawaii and the Philippines together. Mahal kita daddy (I love you daddy) Sabihin mo kay Jacob wag niyang sasaktan ang sarili niya. (Tell Jacob not to hurt himself) Wag mo akong pagalitan pag nagkita tayo ulit. (Don't get mad at me if we see each other again ok.)Dad mami-miss kita pagumalis ako dito sa Forks, pero dapat kong gagawin ito kasi ayoko makita kayo hindi masaya gusto kayo nga masayang masaya. I'm sorry dad sana patawarin din ninyo ako. (Dad I will miss you when I leave Forks, but I have to do this because I don't want to see all of you sad or not happy. I wanted all of you to be very happy. I'm sorry dad; I hope you'll forgive me.)
Lastly Bella my mom… She'll be heart broken and won't understand but with this maybe she'll understand a bit.
"Bella, mom… If you read this I just want to know that I'm truly sorry for everything I've done wrong. I know you'll be angry at me mom and I don't blame you for it. I'll be hurting everyone if I leave now without saying goodbye. All of you will be angry with me and won't be communicating for a while and I won't blame you all if you did. But please understand that I appreciated all of you making a plan to hide and protect me from all this. I did this because I won't let any of those trackers hurt you all. Tell Jacob not to hurt himself or do anything reckless. Send me an e-mail of what's happening there—I mean everything leave nothing blank and put every single detail of what happened ok? Keep everyone's spirits up and don't forget about me, don't let anyone either! I'll be thinking of everyone everyday I promise and won't forget about you all either! This is harder for me than it is for all you! I'm so sorry mom… I really am sorry. Good bye mom, I love you so much ."
I sobbed even harder knowing that after this letter its Jacob's letter next, but I had to stop and realize I have to be strong and I have to fight. I wiped my eyes and blew my nose again Nash was comforting me while Derek was keeping watch of my door. I told him earlier while writing my letter to let the trackers in if they're there or let Seth in only. I ended my letter saying "Good bye everyone I'll see you soon. This isn't the last you've seen me I'll come back if I can. Don't forget about me ok? I love you all so much and no one can replace you all! Renesmee" I folded the first letter and put it on top of my bed next to Dr. Cuddles my bear and Sharkboy my dog which I'll be leaving.
What? Carlisle gave it to me when I was 4 as a reward helping him with his job. Everyone in my family knows I won't leave without it or put it down when I'm sick. As for my dog Jacob gave it to me when I was 7 after we watched the movie Sharkboy and Lavagirl 3-D. We went to a store and he bought me this dog so at night I won't have any nightmares. Naming him Sharkboy was Jacob's idea, I was about to name him "Balto" or "Dragon" but I let Jacob name him instead.
I was going to start my letter from Jacob when Seth sent me another text on my I-phone. It said. "Can't distract any longer Nessie! Need you to hurry or at least act normal if they come. Everyone's suspicious of u and me especially Jacob and Edward! Make sure u hide everything or something. They'll b coming in 10 mins, k. I can't come there or they'll know. C u later byee Seth." I thought wait… shit! Great everyone is good at noticing I'm gone and I feel bad that Seth is covering for me. They'll blame him for lying to them and what's worse is that they might kick him out of the pack. I got the other piece of paper and wrote Jacob letter as fast as I can.
"Jacob… You need to understand I needed to do this keep everyone safe and not get hurt. I promise you that if I go there I'll call you right away to explain, but I'm sure I'll be out for a while. I'm not going alone Nash and Derek Alicante will watch over me, they are good vampires like my family. I'm sorry Jacob…so sorry! Please forgive me for this decision. I promise you I won't forget and date anyone there Jacob. You're the only one I love Jacob no one else can replace you Jacob—no one! You hear me Jacob! No one! I promise you that. I'll find a way to come and visit I will! I have to finish school there before going home again to be with you. The only thing that stands in our way is that I can't come out of the sun anymore or I'll surely die. Jacob I'm not lying to you ask Edward if you have to he knows, because I showed him. Please… please for me don't hurt yourself cause if you do—I'll kill myself Jake! If you don't want then don't do it. Just remember I love you forever and won't forget about you Jacob I promise! Good bye Jacob… Nessie" I folded the letter and put it in the envelope and kissed it I was wearing red lipstick it like my own seal. I put it on my desk and got my stuff.
"Nash, Derek let's go. I don't want to get marked here it has to be some where were my family can't find me. We need to call those trackers or let them catch us with my family in the way." I got up there was only one picture I left on my desk actually 3. One was a self portrait of myself another was the Cullen family picture and the last one was the Quileute family picture.
"Are you sure Renesmee? There's no turning back when we do this and we can't undo of what's going to happen. Don't you want to think this over?" Nash told me, he's so sweet Edward I mean dad would want me to date him probably Derek too. Only he hasn't met them, but if he did he'll be happy if I chose them, but then again he is already happy for me and Jake. He understands all my decisions Carlisle and Esme too.
"Yeah, your parents will freak not to see you for a while. We know your decisions are final, but please this is your family we're talking about not to mention your boyfriend's and his family Renesmee. Are you sure you want to leave them?" Derek said while grabbing my stuff and started to head out.
"Nash, Derek thanks a lot. When I need you both your both always there for me to help me deal with my problems, fix them or help me accomplish them. You even sacrifice important events and your spare time for me. But this isn't what I want my family to see even if I'm going to make this day the worse for them. Thanks boys I love both for that! Let's go before they come here to convince me to eat dinner with them. We only have 4 minutes left let's make our move." Nash got the, remain luggage's and boxes I had packed and went out of the window. I touched my room once more sighed and went out of my room.
Jacob (P.O.V.)
Where is she? Where is Nessie? It's not that she will be at her house for too long. Seth said that she needed to be alone, I understand that but it's been 4 and half hours since she'd left. I'm going to her house this is not like Nessie, this isn't her normal behavior. I got up and walked to the sliding glass door and opened it.
"Jacob—where are you going? I told you Nessie need's to be alone and she had enough for today. She must be sleeping by now who knows." Seth said preventing from going to Nessie's house.
"Seth! Let me go ok! I want to make sure Nessie is there and not harm or marked. I don't know either she might have run away for all we know Seth! She's my girlfriend Seth you know that… if she's marked I don't what'll I'll do if she left! I'm asking you as a friend, to please let me go!" He let go and I ran to Nessie's house. "Please… Nessie don't run away if my guess is right!" I thought in my mind.
I got to her house finding it open I sensed another vampire two of them came in here. Their scent blocked Nessie's, but I didn't care about that for now. I checked every room in the house to find her. Nothing… she wasn't there probably upstairs she might be there.
"Nessie!" I yelled. "Nessie if you here me say something! Yell, make a noise, call my name or whatever! Just answer me!" Shit! Nessie don't do what I think you're doing! Please Nessie… please! I ran to her room finding an empty room lights were on and found two letters. No please no Renesmee Cullen I can't believe, you would do this. I punched the wall and yelled at the top of my lungs. "No-!"
Renesmee (P.O.V.)
I heard that yell not far away and I know who it is. It was... surprisingly—Jacob! We went saw the car; I helped put my stuff in the trunk and got in. They both double checked if anyone was there they closed the trunk meaning no one was there and it was clear for us to drive without any notice from my family. Derek said the trackers are happy I agreed to be marked and go to the damn school which I have nothing to say anyway. We'll be meeting them at the school forest Jacob and my parent won't go there because they know me to well I don't go there very often so we're safe to do our business there and no one will suspect our disappearance there.
When we arrive the school finding a car and one van parked, near the trail to the forest. We parked next to it and got out of the car. There were 3 trackers there as we opened the trunk getting our stuff they grabbed—not grabbed they offered to take our stuff and put it in their van after that they left right away.
"Hey! Where are you going? Oh never mind just be careful with my stuff! There very valuable and precious to me! Ok bye!" I yelled at the van speed away quickly.
"Shh!—Renesmee if you don't want anyone to find out be quiet. Otherwise your Aunt Alice like you told us will find through her visions." Nash said quietly and sternly.
"She won't the house is full of werewolves and she can't see us because they will have a discussion. By that time we'll be marked and long gone before they search for us." I said instantly. It was the truth by now everyone is at my room reading that letter. I hope they understand.
"Let's go Nash, Renesmee they're waiting for us. It's a good thing I got their cell number or we won't even be here being rebellious, reckless teenagers. Come on this way." Nash and I laughed quietly and follow him.
"Since when haven't you been rebellious Derek? Renesmee and I know you have always been rebellious Derek…come on what happened to the free spirited and crazy Derek I know?" Nash said sarcastically and can't stop laughing. He even playfully punched him just for fun.
"I mean doing this is rebellious and reckless. Good thing mom and dad understand for letting us do this act. Their going to be in Tulsa after two days we're gone Nash! They're going to report that we are missing and can't be found as an excuse. Renesmee I told them your parents cell and home numbers, they'll tell them about their plan and that they will be going to Tulsa to make sure we're all taken cared of and not harmed. I promise them to take care of you both. Clear to both of you!" He said harshly, he stopped and grabbed my hand then continued walking. Nash linked his arm on mine and kept on walking. I giggled softly and thank it was night, because I would be blushing red if they saw me right now.
We got to the spot where they ask us to be. Knowing them they showed up in the moonlight, their blue crescents were visible now, but before I didn't see it at school maybe they hid it with something. Probably I would do the same if I can come back here. They looked at us one by one and smiled.
"Welcome Renesmee Cullen, Nash and Derek Alicante. We're glad you decided to come than us finding your families to convince you all to come to the House of Night! So if you would all co-operate this should be done smoothly and quickly before anyone stops us. We're Jewel and Dean by the way. The people who took your stuff are House of Night's Sons of Erebus. Meaning they're our guards and protectors. You'll learn more when you wake up at the House of Night." Dean didn't say anything to what Jewel just said; he just nodded, because he was going to say something else.
"Wait Jewel… wait! You're sure after this you'll not come after my parents—our parents! How will we know they're safe?" I furiously said. I slowly closed my fists tightly and gritted my teeth.
"They'll come to the House of Night parents' night Renesmee. Satisfied enough? Any other questions or is it just that?" I shivered; she took it as a yes both by my expressions. Nash and Derek were beside me easing and trying effortlessly calming me down.
"Ok then… no questions from either of you? Going once… twice? Dean start to mark them I'll call the chopper down in 5 minutes ok? Good luck with them—especially Renesmee over there she might be a little too much too handle." She smiled menacingly and being Ms. Know-it-all-and- high –and-mighty over there. Before she made her call she kissed Dean in an inappropriate way which disgusted Nash, Derek and me and made us throw up in our mouth which is even more disgusting.
"Renesmee Carlie Cullen, Nash and Derek Alicante! Night has chosen you all thy House of Night destiny has awaiting all of you to accept who you are. Death is a new beginning for all of you thee; your paths will be guided by our Goddess Nyx! May she help you and guide in any decision you make from now till the end of time itself!" Then he came forward to each of us and touched our foreheads it felt very hot and all I remember is that one painful sting then a cool breeze easing the pain.
I was felt someone carrying me to the chopper my eyes were staring to drop when I saw Derek and Nash being secured in the chopper before I get strapped in. Then I saw her… I saw Nyx she smiled and came towards me no one seemed to notice. And she kissed my forehead then everything went dark, unconsciousness claim me for a long and endless sleep and will wake me up to my new home, The House of Night.