Sorry I haven't really been updating like I wish I was. But hey school is almost over, and and I will have more time to update this.
And yes I did mean to put the double ands in there
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Hermione and Fred sat in the living room. They were actually holding up a good conversation. They had been talking about anything that they could think of. And it was comfortable. It was comfortable for the bookworm and the prankster to have a conversation.
But they were both avoiding a certain topic, and they both knew it. But neither of them were really comfortable talking about it. But they also both knew that they were going to have to talk about it sooner or later. And if you guessed the topic is Ron, well then you would be right (reward yourself with that cookie that you have been craving). But Fred wasn't sure that he wanted to be the one bringing it up. It would be bad, and he didn't know if Hermione would be comfortable with it.
That's when Hermione chose to start the conversation of the topic.
"So, uh Fred, has uh Ron been around the house lately?" Hermione asked Sort a nervously. She didn't know what to expect. She knew that either way she wouldn't like the answer. She would be either A) disappointed because he showed up at the burrow, but didn't care that someone might still be mad at him or B) She would feel bad if he was still gone, because that meant that it was her fault that he wasn't showing up. It would mean he thought she was still at the Burrow, and wouldn't show up. That one would make her feel like she was tearing him away from his own family. That would also suck.
"Ummm, yea, but he decided to choose Lavender over the rest of his family, so he dropped by, and well he got into it with Mum, and he got kicked out. He currently has his things out of the house and is living with Lavender. I heard they are planning to elope and get out of the country. Plus Lavender says that it would be a crime for them to split up again, and the prat agrees with her. Says you were a waist of time. I hate to say that he said that but that's kinda what I heard when I stopped by a restaurant to pick up some lunch and they were there but didn't see me." Fred replied, feeling bad that he had to say these things to her. But knowing that it would come up sometime in some later conversation, and that it was best to get it out now.
"Oh, Great! This is all my fault. I am splitting up your family! I, I swear that I didn't mean to do that. But I cant believe your Mum just kicked him out. I feel so bad. Your family will never be the same! I feel so bad!" Hermione cried.
Fred let her rant on before stopping her.
"Hermione. Stop, it was his own fault. Besides you should have heard what he said to Mum to get her to kick him out. He told her that Lavender had always been a better choice. And that if we couldn't accept Lavender, then we couldn't accept him. And he called her the worst mom ever. Plus he called you a waste of time and space." Fred said Hermione hated to admit it, and she felt bad, but these words were actually comforting to her, knowing that Molly hadn't kicked Ron out because of her. That was when she realized what else had been said.
"WASTE OF TIME AND SPACE! WHO DOES HE THINK HE IS? I HAVE BEEN THERE WHEN HE NEEDED A FRIEND THE MOST. I STUCK BY HIM EVEN AFTER HE DATED LAVENDER FOR THE FIRST TIME. I WAS ALWAYS THERE. AND I AM A WASTE OF SPACE!" Hermione yelled out of anger. Then she noticed that Fred was smiling at her.
"Finally you let it out "Mia. I was waiting for you to explode. Don't you feel the least bit better?" Fred questioned. Hermione thought for a moment before realizing that he was right. She had just let out all of the anger she had previously been harvesting. And it felt great. She felt like a weight had just been lifted off of her shoulders. She then smiled and nodded.
After a time of silence, comfortable silence, Fred had to go to the shop, realizing it was his and his other halfs shift time. Hermione sat in the same spot after that. She felt so great. But she was tired. She decided she might go take a nap.
She quickly fell into a dreamless, peaceful, sleep.
Fred POV
Fred walked silently into the shop. His mind replaying everything Hermione had said today. Everything good and bad.
But he also replayed everything she did, the looks she gave him when he was answering a question. The small smile she had on her face when he said he wasn't crushing on Angeline, or Katie, or any of the other girls that she had mentioned. Or the slight blush she had when he asked who she was currently looking at, though he was teasin her and of course not expecting her to answer, which she didn't.
He wished she did though. She wished that she had said Oh, Fred, to be truthful, I like you. I always have. But I was dating Ron because I thought that you wouldn't ever like me. Then he would have sweeped her off her feet. He would of kissed her, He would have done all of these things if she had only answered his question like that.
If only.
Feels like I woke up one morning
And it all changed
Without warning
Fred thought back to the day he met her. Well really met her. The day that she came home to the Burrow with Ron. The day he thought she was only a bookworm. The day he thought that she would never be so pretty. Well one morning he woke up and looked at her. And it all changed.
Now its hard to think
That we were ever
Strangers
Now that he thought about it. This song that Hermione had shown him, was describing everything perfectly. He couldn't believe that the two of then had ever been strangers, he just couldn't believe it. It seemed almost impossible that they had once been strangers. But the fact that they had just really upset him.
I've been on the
Edge
I've been on the
Brink
But I don't think I've ever been this far
So yes I, woah yes I'm in love with the
Girl
Fred thought about her beautiful brown eyes. He thought of her hair which was once untameable. He thought about those qualities that made her unique. The books she read. How much she enjoyed the reading. How she could watch a prank, try not to laugh, and fail as she was yelling at them, and instead of punishing them, how she would laugh it off. So yes he was in love with the girl.
Him, Fredrick Gideon Weasley, was very much so in love with Hermione Jean Granger.
Now I'm counting every second till I see
Her.
Was it the sweet song she was
Singing
Or the way it all happened without even
Thinking.
Fred knew that he would probably never know the answer to these questions. But he did know that him falling in love with her had happened without even thinking. He also knew that the song she had been singing on one of those summer nights with the entire family around a bonfire had just caught him of guard. Mainly because she didn't know how good of a singer she was.
Fred thought about all of these things, then was suddenly mad at himself. Evertime he thought of her like this he fell even more in love. And he knew he could never have her. So he stopped thinking about it for the rest of the day. And finished his work at WWW
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Well I guess that was chapter 4! Wasn't completely proud of it, but I like Fred's POV better than Hermiones.
Fremione Is on his way
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