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„So somebody cares to explain to me what happened out there?" the chief was irate.

"Oh well. Dr. Sloan here just came up and began to scream at me when I asked her a normal question. ",it seemed Mark did everything to infuriate Meredith and he didn't even seem to notice that.

"Shut up! And it always was Dr. Grey. Thank god I've never changed my name. So yeah it's Dr. Grey to you. ", Meredith said as soon as she heard Mark calling her Dr. Sloan

"Wait. Wait. Sloan?! You..You two are married? ", the chief was shocked to hear that. He never knew Meredith Grey was married. Or even married to a world renowned plastic surgeon.

"Soon to be divorced.", Mer quickly answered.

"You know we could talk about this again. I did one mistake and you want a divorce? Don't you think it's a bit harsh?" Mark said.

" One time?! Are you kidding me? Cause I know for sure that there were more…"

"Stop! This is a hospital. Lives are saved in here. You people shouldn't be discussing your marriage in here. You should be out of this office and save some Lives. So keep your complicated relationship out of the hospital and start to fight when you step out of Seattle Grace."

"Thanks Mark. Just. Can't you go back to New York and Leave me alone? What do you even want?" Meredith sighed when they both were walking out of the chief's office.

"I told you what I want. I just want you back. We could go back to New York together and start over new. Please Mer.", but she barely heard it as she was walking away.

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He hurt. She knew by the way he was looking that he was hurting. And that hurt her. She never wanted it to come out like that. And now everything was just a big mess. She wanted her Derek back.

She was walking around the halls when she felt a hand grab her arm. "What do you want Mark?" she said while rolling her eyes. Before she knew what was happening she was being dragged to the nearest on call room.

It was dark and she couldn't see who dragged her into that room. Suddenly she was kissed hard and passionately. Just in that moment she knew that the mysterious person was her Derek. Both felt the desire burning in their guts and were moving to the bed while taking each other's clothes off.

Derek was kissing his way from her collarbone over her breasts to her hipbones and then his head was between her legs.

It was unexpected. It was unexpected and it felt so good at. She felt so special in his arms. Nothing Mark gave her in the end of their relationship. Yeah, In the beginning he was so caring. So different from what he became. And now there was Derek. Maybe they could work out. But would it end up like her and Mark's relationship?

This was wrong. He shouldn't feel guilt feeling that. But she was married. To Mark Sloan. Even he heard about that manwhore. He wanted to do those things with her. But she was married. She even accepted the break up without a word. But she did say several times that she loved him. He needed to stop what he was doing right now. But her moans were driving him insane. But.But.But.No. He needed it to stop. Even if it was him who wanted this in the first place.

"Mer"

"yeah please don't stop…", she groaned, nearing her peak.

"No. Meredith. I…I'm so sorry. But I just can't do this knowing you're married…I..I'm so sorry..", he avoider her eyes and quickly stood up and began to get dressed.

Meredith was still in her sex fog and after several moments she seemed to get what was happening. "Wow. Never thought I would see that day. What were you trying to prove? That you still can make me moan and scream your name?!", her desire suddenly changed to pure anger.

"I also never thought I would see the day where you were married to another man." , with that he was storming out.

She was struggling with herself. He was right there weren't any signs that she was married. But why did he drag her to this on call room and then just leave her like a piece of meat? Maybe it was his way of payback. And it truly hurt. Knowing that he didn't want to be with her anymore. That he couldn't even stand to look into her eyes. She realized that she was standing naked in an on call room, so she quickly gathered her clothes and dressed. She was in her scrubs and her bra when she heard the door opening.

"Just go." she said expecting Derek. She never thought it would be Mark who was now standing in the room. She was in such a shock that she didn't react when Mark moved closer or sat beside her.

He slowly brought his arm up to see if she backed away. When she didn't, he slowly grazed her arm with his fingers. She knew that this was his way of apologizing. In all those years they had something like a silent communication. She closed her eyes when his fingers continued their journey. He was still able to sent chills down her back. Even after all the betrayal. Could it be that she was in Love with two men? God. Could her life get any more complicated? She felt Mark's hot breath on her ear and then he started to peck the line of her jaw. And with that all her thoughts disappeared. A little later his mouth nearing hers. The peck quickly turned into a passionate kiss.

She just cupped his face in her hands when the door opened again. Like deer s in the headlight they looked up to see who interrupted them.

Only to reveal a shocked Derek.

We got to a point I can't stand

I've had it to the limit;

I can't be your man

I ain't more than a minute away from walking