Chapter 4 baby! :)

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Chapter 4: How did all this happen?

I woke up in the middle of the night to get something to eat. My stomach was growling. I didn't eat anything since lunch the day before. I walked out silently to the kitchen.

"What are you doing?"

"Gaaaahh.", I jumped, "Chandler! What the hell?! You scared the heck out of me!"

"Well I just got out of the bathroom... What's up with you?", he said as he leaned on the kitchen counter.

"I'm fine."

I grabbed myself a bag of chips from the counter, headed to the couch and turned on the TV. Chandler rubbed his eyes and sat next to me. He looked at me for quite a while until he decided to talk to me.

"Seriously. What's wrong?"

"Nothing.", I lied.

"I know you Joey. What's wrong?",he repeated.

I sighed. Should I tell him? Chandler is the nicest guy I know, but I didn't know if he could that it seriously. I hesitated a bit.

"...I kissed Phoebe.", I said without looking at him.

"You WHAT?!"

"I kissed Phoebe.", I repeated," Look it's not a big deal. Alright?"

"Hey Joey. It Is a big deal. It's not just any girl. It's Phoebe we're talking about here."

"I know."

After a few minutes of silence, Chandler turned off the TV and stood in front of me. Here goes Detective Bing again. I was about to suffer the "Chandler interrogation" again. I took a sip of water to clear out my dry throat.

"How do you feel about it?"

How DO I feel about it? I don't know actually. My feelings were messed up. I wasn't even sure how I felt about all of that anymore. Was I ready to talk to Phoebe again? Is this going to ruin our friendship? I had no idea.

"I think I'm in love with Phoebe.", I said looking at my best friend with worried eyes.

Chandler simply smiled at me like he knew how it was going to end. He tapped me on my shoulder and walked back to his room.

"Everything will turn out nicely. Just wait and see.", he said before closing his door, leaving me all alone in the living room.

Just wait and see? What is that supposed to mean? I ran my hand through my hair and went back to my room. I couldn't sleep. Phoebe was on my mind. Her beautiful blonde hair, her big blue eyes and her laugh occupied my brain. I smiled. She is the most beautiful women I know. I wonder what she thinks about me? ... She probably thinks I'm just some playboy. I shook my head and closed my eyes. Of course. That's what she thinks.

She'll never fall in love with a guy like me.

I stayed up for another hour and fell asleep. I thought I was never going to be good enough for her.

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-Jen xx