-Based on Breaking Dawn-

Shattered Hearts

Chapter Three: Burying the pain


Leah ran out of the Cullen's house as she fall onto the forest ground. She didn't even try to keep herself to get up. She just laid on the floor and started to cry. She told herself that she would never cry over a guy ever again after what happened with Sam. But here she was, shedding her tears for Jacob Black. The guy who stole her heart in just a few days.

"Leah?" She heard her brother's voice. She looked up at him as her face was stained with tears. She didn't even bother to wipe them away. "Oh Leah." Seth rushed over to his sister's side and pulled her into his arms.

She buried her face into his chest and started to cry more. "Am I stupid or something?"

"You were never stupid Leah to began with, you know that." He murmured against her hair.

"Then why do I keep falling for guys that always imprint." She cried.

Seth held her closer to him as she started to cry more. "You are going to be fine. You got through it with Sam, and you are going to be fine this time too. "He whispered to her.

"What makes you so sure I can do it again?" She choked out.

"Because too many people are counting on you to be okay, like me." Leah looked at her brother. She tried to stop the tears for at least him.

She knew she had scared him with love. Seth was always the happiest person you could ever met. And he had to deal with all the pain, nightmares, and everything Leah dealt with Sam. It was heart breaking for him to watch. But he stuck with her and never left her side. And he was willing to do it again, anything to see a smile appear on his sister's face.

She buried her head back into his shoulder as a few tears started to fall down her face. She had no idea that she felt this strongly for Jake until he was ripped away from her hands. Just this earlier they had shared an amazing kiss, and now he belonged to someone else and that was never going to change.

Leah sometimes hoped she could find a normal guy and fall in love again. But she knew her life would be never normal. She is werewolf, having an alliance with a bunch of vampires. That's far from normal. But yet she still wishes.

However, she always gets pulled back a werewolf that steals her heart. But yet again finds a way to shatter her heart into a million pieces.

"Are you ready to go back in?" She heard her brother's voice. She nodded. Seth helped her up and walked back into the Cullen's house. As they came in, they didn't see Jacob and Rosalie in sight.

"Where's Jake?" Seth asked over to Embry who was looking closely at Bella.

"He's upstairs with Rose taking care of Renesmee." Embry replied back.

Leah flinched at her name but kept her cool. She looked over at Bella. Even with the venom going through her blood steam, she seemed calm. "I doubt she's calm. "Edward mumbled under his breath as he read Leah's though.

"Well Mr. Eddie, you have a daughter shouldn't you be happy instead of being so depressed."

He glared at Leah before putting his attention back to Bella. "She's in pain, I can't be happy. Changing into a vampire is the most pain thing any human can go through."

"Well she sure seems fi-" Leah's words were cut short as a scream came through Bella's mouth. Bella started to shake in pain. "Uh I guess she isn't fine."

Leah couldn't help but feel a tiny bit sorry for Edward. He had to watch his wife go through pain for the pregnancy and now watch her like this until she is a full vampire. She could think about how badly his life sucks. "Why don't you guys help Jacob with Renesmee." Edward said as he didn't take his eyes off of his wife.

Leah would rather hang out with Sam and Emily then go up there and be with Jake. But she knew she had no choice. She had to be strong, at least for Seth. Her, Seth, and Embry walked upstairs to find Jacob and Rosalie arguing.

"It's my turn to hold her, mutt. She doesn't like dogs!" Rosalie hissed.

"Well she doesn't like blondes. She likes me better anyways." Jake taunted back as he kept cradling Renesmee in his arms. Leah stared at him as his eyes were filled with pure affection towards that little baby. His eyes slowly met hers as he felt Leah's eyes on him. She quickly looked away from him, not wanting him to see the pain and jealously in her eyes.

Renesmee slowly raised her tiny hand and pressed it against Rosalie's cheek. She showed her Aunt how much she cared for Jake, and how he was hers and only hers and how he was indeed her favorite. Rosalie gasped as Renesmee stopped showing her emotions. "I can't believe she likes you better!"

Jake smiled in victory as he played with Renesmee's tiny fingers. "I knew it. Maybe you should try being a wolf. Maybe she would like you better than."

Rosalie snorted, "I would rather die than be one of you."

Jacob smirked, "Good to know Blondie." Jake returned his attention back to Renesmee. It was almost sickening for Leah to watch. But she knew she had. She needed to be strong for once. She couldn't run away from her problems.

Jake's eyes widen as he smelled a familiar smell. His head turned towards the window. "Do you guy's smell that?"

Leah gasped, "The pack is here. What the hell are they doing here? I thought they backed down."

"You don't think they would start a fight now?" Seth whispered out loud.

"Well Sam is stubborn. " Embry tried to reason out. Jacob shook his head and handed Renesmee to Rosalie. "Rose, stay here with her. Don't let her out of your site." Jake turned towards his small pack. "If they chose to fight, we have no choice but to fight with them. It will be hard to fight with our brothers. But we have to do it. " Seth, Embry, and Leah all nodded to Jake's request and followed him downstairs.

They found Edward looking at window. His head turned towards them, "If they chose to fight. I'm fighting with you."

Leah's head snapped at them. "What? Are you fucking crazy Eddie? Stay here with your wife and daughter."

"No Leah. "Edward snapped. "They are here for my daughter, I am fighting if I want to."

"He will come in handy you guys. " Jake reasoned out. Edward followed them to find that Sam was the only one not in the wolf form. Seth and Embry looked at each other and phased into wolf form.

"What are you doing here." Leah snapped at Sam. She enjoyed that past few days without him. And here he came invading her nice little space.

Sam's face began soft as he stared at his once old love. "Leah come back to my pack. Your mom missed you and Seth. And I miss you too."

Leah glared at Sam as she tried to control her anger. "Fuck you Sam! If that's why you are here, then you better leave! I will never join your pack ever again."

Sam sighed, "I'm here for another reason too. We know Bella's baby is born and that she has changed. The treaty has been broke."

"No it hasn't." Jake broke into the conversation. "I gave Edward permission to change Bella. No one broke the treaty. So you can leave Sam."

Sam frowned that his own brother had let Edward bite a human. "But the baby. That deformed spawn is a danger to our people."

Jake growled through his teeth. "She isn't dangerous! She's a wonderful baby. But you wouldn't know that, since you won't give her a chance!"

"Why do you care so much about Bella's baby? " Sam yelled in confusion. "Wait...please don't say you imprinted on that creature. How could you Jake?"

Leah's head snapped up to met Sam's glare at Jake. "Fuck off Sam! You should perfectly know well that you can't help who you imprinted on. And Who cares if he imprinted on a half human, half vampire child. She isn't dangerous and he cares for her. So fuck off. And If you all care for Jake you wouldn't be here trying to kill Renesmee." Jacob turned to Leah and smiled. He couldn't believe that she had done that for him.

"Leah are you crazy? You hate vampire, I would think you would hate that baby as well. Has been being in Jake's pack made you mental?"

Leah laughed as she glared at Sam, "I have finally healed being away from you Sam. And I might hate vampires but Jacob is my friend. I'm not going to turn my back on him just because he imprinted. " Jake continued to smile at Leah. Maybe this was why he had liked her. There was a nice side of Leah that always surprised people. And Jake had truly loved that about her . But he knew he had to let Leah go. He had imprinted on someone else, and he had caused enough pain for her. He wanted to her to heal.

"You friend happened to imprint on someone that isn't even human!"

Leah glared at Sam, trying her best no to phase. "She is half human. She has a heartbeat. Are you really going to destroy a family to kill a creature that's not a danger?"

"Leah she is a danger to humans! She drinks human blood for crying out loud! We all know that's what she craved when she was in Bella's belly. We won't stand here and let her destroy our family."

"She may drink blood, but she eats human food too!" Jake protested. He wasn't going to let his own brothers to kill his imprint.

"Do you here yourselves right now? Vampires are supposed to be our enemies, but here you guys are fighting with them and imprinting on their stupid daughter." Edward growled at Sam. He would kill him right now if he wanted to, but he wasn't going to be break the treaty over this dumbass.

Leah continued her glare on Sam as she walked towards him and slapped him across the face. Everyone just stared at her in shock at what she just did. She had wanted to do that for so long, and it felt so great to do. "Just fuck off Sam! We aren't your pack. But if you want to kill Renesmee, than you are going to have to kill us. Are you really going to kill your own brothers?"

Sam sighed as he looked at his pack of wolves. "Fine, we won't fight. But that doesn't mean things will be the same between us." Sam and his wolves walked away from the Cullen's house. Embry , Seth, and Edward looked at Leah and smiled.

"What?" Leah snapped. She looked at all of them and glared. "Stop smiling that, it gives me the creeps!"

"She has a heart!"Jacob cheered as he gave her a goofy grin.

"And If you tell anyone that I will ruin that head off of yours and feed it to the vampires. "Leah said as she glared at Jake.

"Aww Lee, I know that means you love me." Jacob walked over and hugged her into his arms.

"Ew what the hell Jake? I think you are on drugs. Get off of me!"

"Nope. Just feel the love Lee. "Jacob wrapped his arms around tighter as she tried to fight her way out. Finally she stopped trying and sighed. "I really hate you." She whispered.

Jake laughed as he kissed Leah on the cheek as Edward, Embry and Seth started to laugh as well. Leah wiped the kiss off of her cheek and groaned, "I swear Jake you are a freak! Never do that again!" She shook her head as she walked back in the house trying to forget what just happened.

Jake walked into the house right behind her. He didn't know why he did, but he wanted things to be the same. And he thought if he treated her as a friend like before, things would go back to normal. But he was wrong. Nothing could be normal between them anymore. Leah looked over at him, as Jake looked at her. Leah quickly looked away and went into one of the other rooms to take a nap.

The rest of day went by slowly. Leah and Jake kept ignoring each other. Seth and Edward were getting annoyed of this, but still try to help them through the situation. Embry, who had no clue what was going on was finally in on the loop as Seth finally explained everything to him.

Embry felt extremely sorry for Leah. He knew the pain she went through with Sam. He was hoping she wasn't going through that again. He cares for Leah in a weird way. He always understood why she was always a bitch and bitter. But he never told anyone that he cared for her and felt sorry for her.

Leah sat down in the living room as the rest of her pack went to play with Renesmee. The baby was just born yesterday but she already got everyone's attention. She sometimes wished people would treat her like that. But she knew nobody really cared for her.

"Is that really what you think?" Leah's head snapped to Edward as she glared at him. She hated the fact that he could read minds.

"Can't I have some damn privacy?" She growled through her teeth as she continued to glare at Edward.

Edward sighed and sat besides Leah. "I can read your packs mind. They do care about you, you just don't see it."

Leah sighed, " They don't care, especially not the one that I care about." She whispered to herself.

"You love him don't you?" Edward asked her.

Leah looked over at him but didn't try to glare. "Whoa there. Isn't that a bit to personal to ask Edward. We aren't even friends."

Edward sighed, "I know it hurts right now. It must suck for you to lose him because of imprinting. But he does really care about you."

Leah rolled her eyes and sighed. She really didn't want to talk about this, "Whatever. If I believe you will you leave me alone?"

"No can do. Everyone is back from hunting and Esme has made a big dinner, so we were thinking about having dinner with you guys."

Leah snorted, "Right while we eat human food you vampires will have cups of blood going around to drink. I will pass."

"Actually, we won't be eating. You, Seth, Embry, and Jake will. While we try to get Renesmee to eat some baby food.'

"Great, We will be one happy Brady bunch family won't we?" Leah rolled her eyes as she continued to the couch. She was stubborn, and she wasn't going to have dinner with vampires. She would rather die than do that.

Edward frown turned into a smirk, "Well you left me no choice. Emmett!" Before Leah could even process what was about to happen. Emmett had came out and picked her up. She struggled to get out of his cold grip but he was rock hard. She finally gave up and let Emmett take her into the dining room.

She sighed as she took a seat next to Seth. Her eyes wandered up to Jacob's as she felt his eyes on her. She quickly looked away before anyone could tell what happened between them. "Aww are these two lovebirds finally together?" Emmett cracked up as he saw the look Jake and Leah had shared.

Leah growled through her teeth as she grabbed her fork and threw it at Emmett aiming for his eye, but instead it bounced off of his cheek. Edward sighed, "Actually, Jacob here imprinted on Renesmee."

All the vampires turned their head to Edward. That certainly did catch their attention. "Welcome to the family mutt!" Emmett howled with laughter. "You and Renesmee are going to make some hot puppies" Emmett roared with laughter once again as Edward's face was filled with disgust. "Oh sorry bro." Emmett quickly apologized.

Leah shook her head as she stuffed the food down her throat she wanted to get out of here. She didn't want to talk about imprinting. Hell she didn't even want to hear Jacob's name. She was still in pain after everything had happened. But yet she still stood up for him when Sam came by earlier. She couldn't help but not be bitter around Jacob. It was so easy to do to Sam, to make him feel miserable. But she couldn't do it to Jake. She knew how he was like when Jake was miserable. She should be happy that he found his happiness. But all she could feel was jealously. Edward's head turned to Leah as she stayed in her thoughts. He did feel truly sorry for her. He had thought Jake and her would have gotten together when he gave Jacob advice. But faith had plans of their own.

Edward sighed and looked at his daughter as she touched her dad's face. "Leah, she wants you." Leah snapped her head up in almost disgust. Even though she had saved Renesmee's life today. That didn't mean that she loved her like everyone else did. She hated her, and was envy of her. But she could feel everyone's eye on her. She had to take the baby and play nice. She had no choice.

She pulled Renesmee's onto her lap and pulled on a fake smile. "Aww Lee she likes you." She heard Jake's voice. She sighed. Why was he making this harder for her? All she wanted was to be in a better place. But she knew she wouldn't be able to . Jake and Renesmee will always be there around her, and she will have learn how to play nice.

She looked down at the baby and tried to smile again as she blocked the voices near her. Renesmee raised her small hand and touched Leah's cheek. "You have feelings for him don't you?" Leah stared at the baby in disbelief. She knew that the baby would be smart, but not this smart. She sighed. Was it really that obviously that she was jealous and she had some kind of feelings towards Jacob?


So what do you think? I don't want the plot to be exactly like the ending of breaking dawn so I'm trying to change things around. I hope you guys dont mind.

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