***Ok guys, here's the next chapter. Thank you for all of your great
reviews. I really wasn't sure how to write this next chapter. I mean I had
a lot of ideas, but I didn't know how to put it together. Another problem I
have is that I'll start writing something a certain way and then something
else comes into my mind and I change it everything I wrote (or almost
everything). I noticed my last chapter had some stupid grammar mistakes.
Some words in the wrong tenses; I hate it when I post up a chapter and I
find mistakes I hadn't already found before. It drives me mad. So I have to
say sorry to the people that caught my errors; I'm pretty embarrassed. I
think I'll have only 2 or 3 more chapters for this story. I can't really
prolong it because it's only about one thing.you guys know: sex. But I'll
do other stories. So anyway.I've been babbling for too long. Enjoy this
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It was ten a.m. on Sunday morning and Rory was still in bed. She wasn't asleep but was lying in bed with her eyes wide open. To a stranger it would seem very odd, in fact it was indeed odd. But Rory just could not bring herself to get out of bed. Her mother had been in earlier and Rory faked sleep. She knew her mother was heading to Luke's and Rory wasn't in the mood to be there. She also knew that if she got out of bed, she would wander into the kitchen, realize there was nothing edible and end up going to Luke's out of necessity. At that moment she cursed her mother for not ever learning how to cook. Or at least for not putting her in a cooking class so at least she could learn.
Eventually Rory did get up and went to the bathroom. After that, she strolled into the kitchen and tried desperately to find something to eat. There was bread, but no peanut butter, no jam, no cream cheese or anything to put on a sandwich. She found cereal, but there was no milk. Some people might have eaten the cereal bare, but Rory could never eat cereal without the milk. Her search for food soon came to an end. She knew that it had to come to this. She had to go to Luke's.
Rory went back into her room and changed into something more appropriate, but she wouldn't have minded wearing her pajamas to go eat. She then came out of her room, put on her shoes and left to the diner.
When she arrived at Luke's, she saw her mother sitting at a table and sat down next to her.
"Hey Rory. I thought you would never come out of bed. What did you do last night anyway?" There was the question. Could Rory say that she almost considered sleeping with her boyfriend, or would it be better for her to say that nothing happened and that she was just tired even though she got hours of sleep the day before?
"I was just really tired, mom. I woke up just a little while ago and there was nothing to eat. I mean there were things that would have been alright to eat, but nothing whole and fulfilling."
"What do you mean? There was cereal."
"But no milk. I can't eat cereal without the milk because then I can't play the cereal game." At that moment, Luke walked up to their table.
"What's the cereal game?" He asked.
"Come on Luke, you know. The game where you're eating cereal normally at first, but when there are only 25 or so pieces left, you start eating them by two's so they'll all be together and happy. And then you get down to the last one, and he's all alone and you feel bad for him but then you remember it's cereal and it has no feelings and you eat it really fast. That cereal game." Lorelai explained.
"Well I'm sorry I didn't know. I'm a normal person, remember? What do you want to eat, Rory? You're mom's already ordered." Luke asked.
"I'll have some cereal, if you please." Rory answered.
"Good answer." Lorelai responded. Luke threw them an irritated look.
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The rest of Sunday passed uneventfully. Rory went back home as soon as she left the diner. She thought about going to see Jess for a bit, but just as quickly dismissed the idea. She knew that she and Jess needed a little space for the next few days. She needed to think more. And yet, she didn't need to think. She knew what she wanted. It was just that whenever the opportunity arose, she would get uneasy. She really didn't know why that was. Sometimes she thought it was because Jess had had other lovers and that somehow she just would amount up to them. She didn't even know who they were, yet she felt like they had to be much better than her. And more beautiful. Rory knew she wasn't ugly. Sometimes she even thought that she was cute and even really pretty. Then she remembered Shane. Rory knew that Shane meant nothing to Jess but she was still gorgeous and probably seemed really sexy to Jess. Maybe Rory needed to stop worrying about that. She knew that Jess loved her. But there is always that feeling deep inside that never leaves. It can disappear, but never completely leave. Maybe Rory just thought to much, period.
Well whatever the reason it was that Rory felt awkward about sleeping with Jess, it didn't keep her from sleeping. She went to bed and Sunday soon became Monday. This day brought Rory's usual Chilton routine. Get up, go to the bathroom, take care of her personal business, eat a pop tart, go to Luke's, kiss Jess goodbye, go to school, stay at the hellhole for hours and take the bus home. Except that she never saw Jess for the next 3 days so she couldn't kiss him goodbye. He must have also felt that they needed space. But over these few days Rory came to an important decision. She knew that she wanted to make love to Jess. She needed to lose all her insecurities. She was ready to make love to Jess. She just hoped that he would want to now. Hopefully, she didn't blow her chance.
On Thursday night, while Rory was doing her homework when Lorelai walked into the room.
"Sweetheart, I was just talking to Sookie on the phone and we're going to have a sort of girls night out tomorrow. Except it's more like a girls weekend out, because we won't be home until Sunday." Lorelai said looking at her daughter pleadingly.
"That sounds like fun. You deserve a girls weekend out. I mean you hardly go out on these sort of things. Well you went out with Sookie, Jackson, and Alex earlier this month to New York. On the winter break you went to Montreal to go and sleep in the ice hotel. And-"
"Ok, if you don't want me to go, I get it."
"No I want you to go. I was just trying to be funny. So was I funny?"
"Don't quit your day job." Lorelai said as she gave her daughter a disgusted look.
"I don't have a job." Rory replied with a dose of matter-of-factliness.
"Well, then you have nothing to lose. Go out and become a comedienne. Struggle for years to get gigs and meet all the important people in the business. Starve yourself and live on the streets. You might have to sell your body. It doesn't matter. You just want to make people laugh and feel good. There is no nobler thing. I support you one hundred percent. But it probably won't be worth it because, and don't take this the wrong way but, you suck."
"You could have just said that. You didn't have to drag it out like that, mom."
"Love ya, hun. So do you mind if I go."
"Go ahead. It's fine. Have fun."
"You're getting the Jess syndrome." She said as she threw Rory a look of shock.
"Huh?"
"It's worse than I thought." Lorelai then hugged her daughter and left the room. She came back quickly to say something to Rory.
"Just so you know, it wasn't Montreal that we went to. It was St. Catherine's, Quebec."
"Thanks for correcting me, mother."
"Pas de problème, mon petite choux." And with that, Lorelai left the room for good. Rory couldn't help but smile. Her mother was great.
Rory finished up her homework and decided that she would call Jess. She hadn't spoken with him since she came to her decision. Rory wasn't ready to tell him yet, she just needed to hear his voice. She went out of her room to get the phone, and returned quickly. She dialed the memorized number and waited for him to pick up. It rang four times before it was picked up.
"Hello." It was Jess.
"Hey. It's me." Rory answered slowly.
"Hey. How are you?"
"I'm good. How are you?"
"Same. Sorry I didn't call you this week."
"No it's fine. Sorry I didn't call."
"It's okay." There was a long pause before Rory spoke.
"I missed you." Jess paused as well.
"I missed you, too." Rory smiled to herself as Jess said that. She knew that he didn't like to get emotional and that he wasn't the best at expressing his feelings. But lately he was being more open and she liked it a lot.
"So do you want to hang out tomorrow? After school, I mean?"
"Sure. We could see a movie. I haven't seen a good movie in awhile, what's playing?"
"Maybe we could see an old movie. I think they're playing Casablanca."
"That sounds good. So I'll come to your house tomorrow at 8-ish?"
"Great. So I'll see you tomorrow."
"Tomorrow it is."
"Bye."
"Bye."
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As Rory hung up, she felt bad for deceiving Jess. They were not going to a movie. Her mom was going out for the weekend and that meant she would have the house all to herself. She would be completely stupid if she let an opportunity like this pass her by. Tomorrow, she and Jess would finally consummate their love.
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That's it for this chapter. I know nothing juicy happened, but that was on purpose. I still hope you liked it. Please review. REVIEW, REVIEW, REVIEW. I need those reviews. I'll be ever-grateful. Thanks so much.
Oh yeah.I think I only mentioned the disclaimer once and I don't know how many times you have to do it so: I do not own Gilmore Girls; I am in no way associated with the show or cast or crew. So .there. Now read away..REVIEW ALSO PLEASE!!! *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
It was ten a.m. on Sunday morning and Rory was still in bed. She wasn't asleep but was lying in bed with her eyes wide open. To a stranger it would seem very odd, in fact it was indeed odd. But Rory just could not bring herself to get out of bed. Her mother had been in earlier and Rory faked sleep. She knew her mother was heading to Luke's and Rory wasn't in the mood to be there. She also knew that if she got out of bed, she would wander into the kitchen, realize there was nothing edible and end up going to Luke's out of necessity. At that moment she cursed her mother for not ever learning how to cook. Or at least for not putting her in a cooking class so at least she could learn.
Eventually Rory did get up and went to the bathroom. After that, she strolled into the kitchen and tried desperately to find something to eat. There was bread, but no peanut butter, no jam, no cream cheese or anything to put on a sandwich. She found cereal, but there was no milk. Some people might have eaten the cereal bare, but Rory could never eat cereal without the milk. Her search for food soon came to an end. She knew that it had to come to this. She had to go to Luke's.
Rory went back into her room and changed into something more appropriate, but she wouldn't have minded wearing her pajamas to go eat. She then came out of her room, put on her shoes and left to the diner.
When she arrived at Luke's, she saw her mother sitting at a table and sat down next to her.
"Hey Rory. I thought you would never come out of bed. What did you do last night anyway?" There was the question. Could Rory say that she almost considered sleeping with her boyfriend, or would it be better for her to say that nothing happened and that she was just tired even though she got hours of sleep the day before?
"I was just really tired, mom. I woke up just a little while ago and there was nothing to eat. I mean there were things that would have been alright to eat, but nothing whole and fulfilling."
"What do you mean? There was cereal."
"But no milk. I can't eat cereal without the milk because then I can't play the cereal game." At that moment, Luke walked up to their table.
"What's the cereal game?" He asked.
"Come on Luke, you know. The game where you're eating cereal normally at first, but when there are only 25 or so pieces left, you start eating them by two's so they'll all be together and happy. And then you get down to the last one, and he's all alone and you feel bad for him but then you remember it's cereal and it has no feelings and you eat it really fast. That cereal game." Lorelai explained.
"Well I'm sorry I didn't know. I'm a normal person, remember? What do you want to eat, Rory? You're mom's already ordered." Luke asked.
"I'll have some cereal, if you please." Rory answered.
"Good answer." Lorelai responded. Luke threw them an irritated look.
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The rest of Sunday passed uneventfully. Rory went back home as soon as she left the diner. She thought about going to see Jess for a bit, but just as quickly dismissed the idea. She knew that she and Jess needed a little space for the next few days. She needed to think more. And yet, she didn't need to think. She knew what she wanted. It was just that whenever the opportunity arose, she would get uneasy. She really didn't know why that was. Sometimes she thought it was because Jess had had other lovers and that somehow she just would amount up to them. She didn't even know who they were, yet she felt like they had to be much better than her. And more beautiful. Rory knew she wasn't ugly. Sometimes she even thought that she was cute and even really pretty. Then she remembered Shane. Rory knew that Shane meant nothing to Jess but she was still gorgeous and probably seemed really sexy to Jess. Maybe Rory needed to stop worrying about that. She knew that Jess loved her. But there is always that feeling deep inside that never leaves. It can disappear, but never completely leave. Maybe Rory just thought to much, period.
Well whatever the reason it was that Rory felt awkward about sleeping with Jess, it didn't keep her from sleeping. She went to bed and Sunday soon became Monday. This day brought Rory's usual Chilton routine. Get up, go to the bathroom, take care of her personal business, eat a pop tart, go to Luke's, kiss Jess goodbye, go to school, stay at the hellhole for hours and take the bus home. Except that she never saw Jess for the next 3 days so she couldn't kiss him goodbye. He must have also felt that they needed space. But over these few days Rory came to an important decision. She knew that she wanted to make love to Jess. She needed to lose all her insecurities. She was ready to make love to Jess. She just hoped that he would want to now. Hopefully, she didn't blow her chance.
On Thursday night, while Rory was doing her homework when Lorelai walked into the room.
"Sweetheart, I was just talking to Sookie on the phone and we're going to have a sort of girls night out tomorrow. Except it's more like a girls weekend out, because we won't be home until Sunday." Lorelai said looking at her daughter pleadingly.
"That sounds like fun. You deserve a girls weekend out. I mean you hardly go out on these sort of things. Well you went out with Sookie, Jackson, and Alex earlier this month to New York. On the winter break you went to Montreal to go and sleep in the ice hotel. And-"
"Ok, if you don't want me to go, I get it."
"No I want you to go. I was just trying to be funny. So was I funny?"
"Don't quit your day job." Lorelai said as she gave her daughter a disgusted look.
"I don't have a job." Rory replied with a dose of matter-of-factliness.
"Well, then you have nothing to lose. Go out and become a comedienne. Struggle for years to get gigs and meet all the important people in the business. Starve yourself and live on the streets. You might have to sell your body. It doesn't matter. You just want to make people laugh and feel good. There is no nobler thing. I support you one hundred percent. But it probably won't be worth it because, and don't take this the wrong way but, you suck."
"You could have just said that. You didn't have to drag it out like that, mom."
"Love ya, hun. So do you mind if I go."
"Go ahead. It's fine. Have fun."
"You're getting the Jess syndrome." She said as she threw Rory a look of shock.
"Huh?"
"It's worse than I thought." Lorelai then hugged her daughter and left the room. She came back quickly to say something to Rory.
"Just so you know, it wasn't Montreal that we went to. It was St. Catherine's, Quebec."
"Thanks for correcting me, mother."
"Pas de problème, mon petite choux." And with that, Lorelai left the room for good. Rory couldn't help but smile. Her mother was great.
Rory finished up her homework and decided that she would call Jess. She hadn't spoken with him since she came to her decision. Rory wasn't ready to tell him yet, she just needed to hear his voice. She went out of her room to get the phone, and returned quickly. She dialed the memorized number and waited for him to pick up. It rang four times before it was picked up.
"Hello." It was Jess.
"Hey. It's me." Rory answered slowly.
"Hey. How are you?"
"I'm good. How are you?"
"Same. Sorry I didn't call you this week."
"No it's fine. Sorry I didn't call."
"It's okay." There was a long pause before Rory spoke.
"I missed you." Jess paused as well.
"I missed you, too." Rory smiled to herself as Jess said that. She knew that he didn't like to get emotional and that he wasn't the best at expressing his feelings. But lately he was being more open and she liked it a lot.
"So do you want to hang out tomorrow? After school, I mean?"
"Sure. We could see a movie. I haven't seen a good movie in awhile, what's playing?"
"Maybe we could see an old movie. I think they're playing Casablanca."
"That sounds good. So I'll come to your house tomorrow at 8-ish?"
"Great. So I'll see you tomorrow."
"Tomorrow it is."
"Bye."
"Bye."
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As Rory hung up, she felt bad for deceiving Jess. They were not going to a movie. Her mom was going out for the weekend and that meant she would have the house all to herself. She would be completely stupid if she let an opportunity like this pass her by. Tomorrow, she and Jess would finally consummate their love.
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That's it for this chapter. I know nothing juicy happened, but that was on purpose. I still hope you liked it. Please review. REVIEW, REVIEW, REVIEW. I need those reviews. I'll be ever-grateful. Thanks so much.