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Believe In Dreams
RPOV
Bella…I reached for Alice's hand, she gripped mine tightly. I never took my eyes off Bella. Seeing her up back up there…
APOV
I didn't recognize the song, but with every strum of the guitar the anticipation grew and grew and my hold on Rose tightened. I never realized how much I missed hearing her sing until she did
I
know For now
Days will come and go
Maybe I'll grow old
But I will
die
Is it worth it to be sad
If it's harder to
be glad
To be alive
EPOV
She
had the most amazing voice, amazing yet so… hurt and sad at the
same time. No one who sounds
like that should ever feel such pain. She
was soo silhouetted that I couldn't see her face; I prayed that
there weren't tears coming down it. She finally lifted her head up
guitar …is she looking
over here? But the trouble I have caused
I wonder
Where
do I belong
Is it here
APOV
My
heart sank,Oh
Bella sweetie. Believe
in dreams Laugh about the past
You love so much
Let the passion of your heart
Make
them real
And tell
All the ones you love
Anything and
everything you feel
And secretly
Wish
we could go back
And save the child
RPOV
Her
voice cracked on the last verse, I could tell she was holding back
sobs. She's gonna lose it!
I went to moved towards Bella, I
knew I shouldn't have let Alice do this! But
my friend pulled me back, I finally took my gaze of Bella and looked
Alice…she had tears streaming down her face. She looked into my
eyes and gestured her head towards Bella as if to say "trust
me…" Reluctantly my
feet staid planted on the floor. Alice wrapped her right arm around
my waist, I put my left over her shoulder and turned back towards our
Bella. As I look
around this room
Seeing worried eyes that know
It's time we
cannot buy
Was this worth the time to write
Was this worth the
time to write
She
was singing Alice and me, only Alice and I.Until then I hadn't
noticed that she gaze only ever looked down at the guitar or up
towards us. She had our attention Believe in dreams Believe in
dreams
Believe
in dreams
I believe in dreams
I believe in dreams
I believe
in you
You love so much
Let the
passion of your heart
Make them real
And tell
All the ones
you love
Anything and everything you feel
Believe in dreams
EPOV
Towards the end of the song, you could hear it was becoming harder and hard for her to sing without being over come by her emotions, but she still sounded beautiful. I had this overwhelming urge to protect her, to comfort her; I don't know where it came from. I hadn't even noticed that I slowly began making my way towards her every time she stopped singing. As she finished the last few chords her head turned towards me and it staid there for a moment… quickly her head went back down-she dropped the guitar causing awkward noise as the strings vibrated against the wood of the instrument. The crowd, that had been silent throughout her performance, burst out in to whispers.
I heard a yelling erupt from the table where I had been sitting. Rose and Alice must have continued their yelling, focusing all their anger on my brother. But I didn't care, I need to find that girl, I had to make sure she was okay; I wanted to know who she was so very very badly. I saw her at the far end of the bar, gripping it as if she let go she'd disappear forever. I'm coming
RPOV
When Bella had finished, I want to run to her- but I couldn't move. I wanted to call out to her- but I couldn't speak. Seeing her like that made me so happy and soo sad at the same time. Alice pulled me into a full on hug, her head just reaching my chest, I could feel her tears wetting my shirt. She looked up at me and with a sad smile she whipped my face… I didn't even realize I had been crying. I was about to do the same to her when we heard the sound of a guitar hitting the ground. Our heads turned as fast as they could, and we saw Bella almost running of to the sides. I was about to go after her until…ugh Emmett!!
"Wow…damaged goods much?"
Before I even realized what I was doing, I twisted my body around and punched him in the face-HARD. At the same Alice screamed "WHAT?!"
"Ow! Fuck! What the hell Rose?!" He held his face, my right hook made a cut right above his right eye.
"What the hell is wrong with you?!" Alice was now being held back by Jasper. For such a tiny person, she has remarkable strength.
"Me?! What about you! You're the one throwing punches!"
"Do you know who that was you-you- you asshole!!"
"Obviously not" He said pointing to eye that was covered by his other hand "Since when does Rosalie The Ice Bitch Hale care about other chicks?!"
"UGH!! That's Bella you heartless bastard!"
"Alice I'm sorry about him Alice, Emmett let's get out of here"
"No" I screamed pushing my ex boyfriend back down into his chair "You don't get it do you?" The man looked petrified, I can only imagine how crazed I looked but I didn't care! No one and I mean NO ONE talked about her that way.
I took a deep breath, to try and control myself, but it wasn't for Emmett's sake. I was about to say something that I hadn't said in months. It was an unspoken rule we had. My silence caused his fear to less a bit- he was worried. He gently took hold of one of my hands but I ripped it from his grasp
"Rose are you-"
"She was Jacob's girlfriend Emmett"
"Bella was Jacob's girlfriend?...Jake?" His eyes widen as he finally understood and he dropped his head in shame
"As in Jacob Black?" Jasper asked "He was one of your friends from Forks right?"
"Ours too" sniffed Alice
"…He died in a car crash 7 months ago" I choked on my tears
Emmett with his head still hanging, sighed "And his girlfriend-Bella was in the car with him"
"Oh…oh wow" He moved to Alice and wrapped his arms around her and kissed the top of her head "Guys I am soo sorry"
"HELP!!" I ran over to the bar-I knew something had happened to Bella
BPOV
I did it…I was exhausted, both physically and emotionally. I tried to look at my friends throughout most of it; I needed to focus on them. I only ever looked down when I thought I was going to breakdown…I looked down a lot more than I wanted to. The lack of a spot light came in handy, I could see Alice and Rose but they couldn't see my face. If they had seen how hard I was fighting to keep back my tears, and the ones that managed to escape my hold, I'm sure they would have coming running before I could finish.
As my hands made their last movement down the guitar I saw him. I could see Alice and Rose, they were near an area that was more lit than the rest of Twilight, and I could make out a few faces in the crowd- but he managed to keepin the shadows. It was too much, too much like the vision that I had of me singing and him standing there watching me…too much like the my dreams that caused me to cry out at night
He's here?- How?-He can't be!.. I'm sorry! I'm soo sorry! I miss you! I miss you so much!... Please, please comeback…love you Jacob...Why is he here?- Is he mad?-Of course he's mad-He hates me-I'm alive and he's dead-He died because of me!
I looked away. I could barely breathe. Tears streamed down my face. My heart began to race so fast I thought I was going to be sick and my head started spinning. The guitar fell from my hands and I moved as quickly as I could to my shelter at the end of the bar.
EPOV
The closer I got to her the more my heart ached for her. Her knuckles were white against the dark wood that they held on to; she swayed a bit. I paused 5 feet away from her. What should I say? I don't even know this girl! She'll think I'm some creep!...but look at her…
I couldn't take seeing her like that
BPOV
I stopped breathing all together. The bar was the only thing that was keep my on my feet. I heard footsteps behind me and but they stopped. My heart raced even faster. I could hear him breathing. Jacob… The world moved around me moved at an insane speed as I heard him move towards me
EPOV
Slowly, cautiously, I went to her. I was 2 feet from her. "Heyy I'm Edward"… Heyy? You're not the Fonz! You're not here to hit on her! Frustrated with my own stupidity, I sighed rather loudly, startling her. She spun around, too fast. I heard a small, low gasp escape her as her body began collapsing to the ground. I was close enough that I was able to catch her, and gently brought us both to the floor- cradling her in my arms.
"HELP!!"
.When your father is a successful doctor, his knowledge tends to rub off on you- so immediately my inner Carlisle kicked in. I moved my ear towards her mouth, she was breathing…her scent was breathtaking. Her was heart beating fast but it was slowly beginning to normalize. She moved slightly, that simply movement pulled me back from the situation. I was holding a devastatingly attractive woman in my arms. Pushed strands of her smooth chestnut hair off her face that was wet with tears. Before, she had sounded like she was in such pain, but right then…I don't think anyone look soo exhausted and beautiful
"Bella!!" Rosalie screamed as she ran to us
I looked down at girl laying in my arms. Hello Bella…
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