Authors Note! - This actual chapter doesn't have any 'Lemons' in it but it is a chapter leading up to a very Lemony chapter from Nora's POV. But please don't not read this just because it's not a Lemon because tbh I am quite proud of this chapter, I think it's quite good :') 3
I sat alone on my Angel's bed, the soft sheets, cool under my bare back.
After the little...encounter in the kitchen, her and Vee had gone out. Nora was reluctant to leave me, I could tell. She wanted to pick up where we left off.
So did I. But in all honesty there was nothing I could do. They'd been gone for only an hour and I'd been feeling oddly self concious in Nora's house. Alone.
I knew her mum wasn't to return for another few days but I had the most irritating hunch niggling away at my mind, that she would come back sooner than expected and find me roaming around her house.
Laying back on the bed, I kicked my feet up and stared at her fan. It whizzed idly round and round, causing a breeze, keeping cool, not a care in the world. It was stupid but I wanted to be that darned fan.
Not in the sense that I wanted to be a peice of plastic that whizzed around in circles causing wind day after day...but in the sense that it was...breezy, calm, cool.
I knew I appeared to be all those things on the outside with my dark swoopy hair, my ball cap and my 'cold as ice and dark as the night' eyes but on the inside I just wasn't; I was struggling through adolescence, attempting to hide my true emotions which really were drowning me.
For some reason I didn't want to show Nora how she really made me feel. She made me feel like I was walking on air, floating through clouds, flying through the highest of skies. She made me feel protected, nothing beneath me, above me or below me that could hurt me. She made my heart swoop and do a double turn everytime she kissed me.
All these things she made me feel, yet I didn't want to show it? I didn't understand myself.
Sighing, I turned over and burried my face in her cool pillow. It's soft, squashy content comforting my face and supporting my head.
I felt like sleeping. But I knew I couldn't.
Checking the clock, I sighed. 2.13pm. I wanted my Angel. I needed her; she was like my oxygen. Everytime she left I struggled to breathe. My chest felt tight and my heart felt heavy and slow.
She was like a drug to me. When I was with her my pulse soared, my mood was brilliant, my heart raced, my temperture sky rocketed, a smile never left my face...when she went away? I practically got withdrawl symptoms.
I felt cold, shivery, sometimes even sick. My heart felt slow and lagging compared to it's usual thrumming self. I felt sad, bored, depressed, frustrated.
Groaning into the pillow, I thought of what I could possibly do.
I swivelled my eyes around the room when something caught my eye.
A small green light, blinked and winked at me; the standby button on the computer.
A grin creeping onto my face, I slowly got off the bed and walked over to Angel's desk.
Wiggling the mouse, I chuckled to myself as the desktop immediatley flashed up infront of me.
"Well," I muttered to myself, "that's what yah get for not locking your computer."
Now what to do? Games? Social networking? Porn maybe? No. None of the above interested me in anyway. Nora on the other hand, Nora was what interested me.
Yes; I could pretty much always see clearly into her mind seeing as she hadn't really mastered the art of hiding things, but I had always been curious to really know what was going on in there.
The type of things she talked about with Vee.
That's why her IM was the perfect place to start nosing about in.
I clicked the little IM desktop icon, it popped up in my face quite suddenly, nearly making me jump.
Angel's username was already saved into the little box but now...password.
This wasn't nearly as difficult as you would think. Well for me at least.
Many a time had I been in the same room as her when she had been typing her password into her IM and thinking it in her head at the same time.
Smugly, I tapped in the letters P-A-T-C-H.
A grin spread across my lips as the IM logged me in pretty much straight away. I laughed a cocky laugh to my self and scrolled up and down through her contacts searching. Searching. Searching...
Vee.
Aha! I was here! The main attraction. This was becoming more fun by the minute.
Of course; there was a tiny part of me that felt bad for snooping through Nora's private...information like this but...I know she would do it too if she got the chance.
I right clicked Vee's name and a list of options appeared infront of me; Send E-Mail, Send IM, Block Contact, Delete Contact, View Contact History.
Forcing aside a strong urge to click 'Block Contact' and then 'Delete Contact', I clicked 'View Contact History'.
A little window popped up in front of me.
All of Nora and Vee's past conversations were here. Right in front of my eyes. I smiled and began scrolling down, searching for recent dates.
After not long, my hand began to fall alseep, I'd been scrolling for a long, long time. Man; Vee and Nora had a lot to talk about. Suddenly my name flickered in front of me.
It was Vee who had seemed to start this conversation.
'So,' she'd put, 'hows life with patch? x'
'good i guess.' Nora had replied.
"Good she guesses?" I exclaimed, quite angrily, to myself.
Narrowing my eyes, I continued to read.
'good u guess? x' Vee had said.
"Yeah my thoughts exactly." I muttered, as I scrolled down to see Nora's answer.
'well i put that cause i cant begin to describe what i actually feel for that guy. its just too much. its insane. ive never felt this way before. every time i see him i feel like my heart is gonna pop out of my chest. i love him. alot.' She'd sent
My heart took a double turn. I knew Nora loved me, of course I knew; she told me almost every day but...I'd never seen it written down in words like that.
All her true feelings had finally been revealed to me, I had never realised they were so feverant.
Happily, I smiled to my self and continued to read.
'what about the sex?" Vee'd now put.
I gulped. "Oh gawd..." I muttered.
'do you want an honest answer?" Nora had replied.
Did I really want to keep reading? This was getting way too intimate. Nora had never really told me how I was in bed...I mean...during sex? Of course she...urr...told me I guess but did I really want to know how she really and honestly felt about it?
Uh heck yes.
Scrolling down some more, I saw Vee's answer; she'd put a winking face which I guessed was her waying of saying "hell yes."
'absoloutley amazing.' Nora had concluded.
Leaning back in the chair, satisfied, a wide grin spread across my face. "I still got it." I mumbled, laughingly.
Click.
My head spun around, the sound of a key in a lock echoed up the stairs.
"Shit." I spat, shutting down all of the IM windows and quickly logging off Nora's computer. I could hear her sneakers bouncing up the stairs as she called out, in her beautiful husky voice "Patch?"
"Hey." I spoke back as I spun her desk chair around to face the door, she grinned as she sauntered through the door frame. "Hello." She mumbled softly, walking towards me and placing her self on my lap.
I could feel a warm feel coil and tighten in the pit of my stomach, butterflies fired up inside of me as Nora wrapped her arms around my neck and bent her head down to press her lips to mine, I willingly responded, mashing my mouth to hers and moving rythmically around.
Nora moaned under my lips and tightened her grip around my shoulders, slowly, I slid my hands up under neath her shirt and then down the length of her back until they were resting comfortabley on the small of it; I felt goosebumps rise over her skin.
I kissed her neck as she sighed happily, "so," she began to say, "how was your day?" She asked me as I nibbled at her ear lobe.
"Torture," I started to mutter between kisses, "I hate being away from you." She chuckled lightly as she raked her hand through my un ruly, dark hair.
"Well as a little...reunion we could always..." she paused, "pick up where we left off before Vee interrupted us." I looked up at her, a cheeky smile playing about my lips, she bit her lip as our eyes connected blissfully.
"So your up for some more of that amazing sex?" I scoffed, smugly. She looked at me again, a confused expression crossing her face. Then suddenly, her jaw dropped.
"Hey! You looked through my-" I cut her off with a long, lingering kiss that I knew she wouldn't be able to resist, but maybe I was wrong; I felt her mouth tense under my lips. I ignored it as I continued to push and press my mouth to hers.
She pushed me away. "You read through my private things!" She exclaimed.
I winked at her cockily. "You shouldn't make your password so easy to guess. Patch? Really?" I sniggered. Her cheeks flamed red, "Shut up."
"C'mon, you can be mad at me later..." I paused, "but first, how about you take me up on my offer?" I leant my head to the side and looked at her, I could see her eyes filling with desire as I snaked my hands seductively around her waist, knowing I could easily draw her in.
Angel. I spoke to her mind, You know you can't resist me. I tightened my grip around her body and pulled her closer to me. So why are you trying? Stroking one hand up the inside of her leg, I pulled it around my waist so her crotch was pressed up against mine.
Her face was moving slowly towards mine again, her cheeks were flushed and I know she could feel the bulge in my pants pressing into the inside of her thigh.
"What makes you so God damned sexy?" She asked as her lips came into contact with mine. I had her.
Mine. Forever.