Chapter 4

"Katherine, you can't teach me how to be a good vampire". I said with sarcasm. I just looked at her and I hold back a big laugh. I guess that my emotions was a little too much stired up.

"You look like you are going to start laughing Elena." Katherine said and she just looked surprised at me. I didn't knew what I should tell her. In the same second I felt that I was going to puke. My smile disapeared from my face and I run to the bathroom in vampire speed. Katherine was just behind me. I fell down on my knees and throwed up blood. I just had cleaned the bathroom before from the same blood that I now throw up. I started to shake and cry. I just looked down on the blood, shaked and cried. Katherine gave me a towel. I wiped of the blood from my face. The towel felt very soft to my skin. When I was done I saw that the white towel was full of dark red blood. I throwed away it and started to scream.

"Katherine, I hate it! I can't even have blood in my stomach. I am just throwing up all the time!" I was sad and cried and I was angry and yelled at the same time.

"Seriously, I don't know why the blood can't stay in your stomach. I mean, the boy was healthy and young and the blood was of course delicious." I saw how Katherine was thinking and tried to figure out why blood couldn't stay where it supposed to. She looked up on the ceiling and played with her curly hair while thinking.

"I have thought a little bit, and the only solution I found was that you have to let me be your teacher." she said.

I got up from my knees and I was standing face to face with Katherine. I looked her in the eyes and screamed:

"You are not gonna do a monster of me!" Katherine looked at me with no emotion and said:

"I am just gonna help you how to turn of your feelings, and then you're gonna be fine." She said quietly.

"But that's not what I want!" I yelled and spit a little blood on her face that was still on me teeth. I saw Katherine smile and she wiped of the blood with her fingers from her face and then put them to her mouth and lick the blood of them. I was very diguisted, and I didn't even try to hide it.

"Oh, what's wrong Elena? A bit disguisted? You shouldn't be. You are a vampire now." she said. For a second it felt like I was going to puke again, but then this feeling disapeared. Katherine went to the living room and turned on the TV while I was cleaning the floor and the toilet. I could smell the blood. The taste was still stucked in my mouth. I heard that Katherine was looking on a TV-Show I watched before. I stoped watching after my parents death. The Show was about a girl that wanted to realize her biggest dreams, and the public watched her way to her success.

I heard that my phone was ringing in my bedroom. I flew up and runned to get the call. As I saw it was Stefan calling I answered. I knew that it was smart to not to tell about Katherine and our little teacher and student secret.

"Hi Stefan." I said and smiled. I was so happy that he called. I really needed to hear his voice.

"Elena, is everything alright?" he asked. I was wondering if my voice sounded like something maybe could be wrong.

"Yeah, everything is just fine, why do you think that something could be wrong?" I asked. Stefan seemed very worried about me. I just lied for him and it felt terrible.

"You know what, I can hear that you are lying, I'm going to be at your house in about fifteen minutes, don't go anyway." he said and ended the call. I started to panic. Katherine came upstairs to my bedroom. I hold my head with my both hands and paniced.

"Katherine out of the house! Stefan is coming!" I screamed.

"Well that's your problem, you lied, not me. She said and laughed sarcasticlly. I just got angry.

"OUT!" I screamed and pointed on the window and Katherine opened it loudly and jumped out of the window on the wet ground. She jumped out very quietly and said loud to me:

"You are going to buy me new clothes. I'm wet!" she said and was gone the second after. Now I was going to wait on Stefan.

Stefan knocked on the door and I opened it slowly. The door creaked and Stefan got in. He huged me and gave me a small kiss. But the small kiss turned into a very passionate kiss and I felt his body close to mine. I wanted to stay this way for ever. I felt for the very first time how much I really loved him. But then I started to think about Damon. Stefan stoped kissing me and went around the house.

"What did Katherine in your house?" he asked and I felt very bad.