Warning: Sprite! AS IN LEMON-LIME!! XD

(a/n) IT'S OFFICIALLY WINTER BREAK FOR ME!! WOOOOOOOOT! And, wow. I managed to keep you guys in suspense for like, less than twenty four hours. XD

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Suicide in a bottle: I'm so glad you liked it! Really? Can't wait, huh? Well, don't worry. *posts chapter* There. XD

Kei was snapped from his daydream when Sho repeatedly snapped his fingers in front of his face. "Kei?" His attention was brought from Sho's lips to his deep cerulean eyes. "Are you okay?"

"Uh-Uhm, yeah. I'm fine." Sho touched the back of his hand to Kei's forehead.

"You seem warm." A quick-thinking Kei came up with an excuse for his pink and heated cheeks, as he brought Sho's hand down.

"Oh, it's probably just my body over-heating a bit, from the strain of trying to heal." Sho seemed to believe him. He started to run his hand through his hair, and he realized Kei was still clutching it.

"Kei? Is something the matter?"

Realizing his mistake, he released the human's hand. He looked down to the seat he had just been fantasizing about he and Sho finally relieving all of the sexual tension between them on, wishing it would swallow him up. When he seemed to have gathered his thoughts, he looked up to find not only Sho staring at him, but Toshi as well. "Kei?"

Ashamed of his cowardice, Kei turned his body away from Sho, leaning against the window. "I'll tell you later."

'Later' turned out to be just that night.

As soon as Toshi left, Sho confronted me. "Kei..."

I wandered into the kitchen, pretending not to hear him. I opened the fridge, reaching for a beer. Unfortunately, he saw through my act and grabbed my hand. "Kei." I turned around, trying to push past him. I got far enough away that he was able to close the fridge, but I was caught before I could take another step. His hand tightened around my upper arm as I weakly tried to escape. Jerking me forward, I nearly landed in his arms, but just before I did, he shifted our weights so that my back collided with the refridgerator. He pressed his body against mine, pinning me there. A growl escaped his throat, and I couldn't help but shiver at the feral look in his eyes. I couldn't deny it. Having him so close was most definitely affecting me. I just prayed he wouldn't notice my arousal. "Kei. Stop trying to run away." In desperation, I glared at him, trying to shove him away without letting him see just how much he was affecting me. I considered using my vampiric strength, but things were already strained enough between us. He grabbed my shoulders, forcing me back. I can't say I ever really liked being treated roughly; however, the way he was handling me now, controlling me, when he was normally so gentle, as if afraid to break me...I found my will beginning to crumble.

"Sh-sho...let me go." Defiantly, he refused to let go. I tried again. "Please, Sho." I let pain leak into my voice as I spoke. For his sake, I couldn't let him find out about my feelings for him. I couldn't let him be hurt.

His reaction surprised me. Rather than letting go and backing away, he pulled me into a tight embrace. As my need was still achingly apparent, I fought to get away. He just pulled me in tighter, prinning my arms between us, thankfully in a way that I was able to use them to hide my intense excitement.

I tried to swallow the lump forming in my throat as Sho buried his face in the crook of my neck. "Please, Kei. I almost lost you today...please, don't push me away." I felt hot tears begin to pool against my shoulder blade. He squeezed me tighter as the tears came faster. Slowly, achingly slowly, against my better judgement, I returned his embrace, my arms around his shoulders, leaving my heart warm in his hands as I parted my lips to confess my feelings. Before I could, he looked up, gently kissing me. It was different than the one from before. That had been needy, searching for hope during such a dire time. This was tender, loving, searching, and so heartbreakingly sorrowful. I broke it, as it was too sweet for me to take. I leaned my head against the fridge, letting my tears silently fall.

Sho straightened, looking like he was ready to break. I gasped when I realized he was crying, when I saw he was heading to the door. I wanted to call out to him, but I couldn't find my voice. So I sprinted across the room, throwing my arms around his waist. He froze, then twisted his body so I was clinging to his front.

"Kei?"

I didn't know what to do, so I did the only thing I could.

Kei stretched up, standing on his toes, and showed his feelings to Sho in the only way he knew how. Sho's eyes widened, feeling Kei's lips on his for only the fourth time in the last twelve years. Kei licked his lower lip, trying to coax his lips apart. His desperation was clear, as was his fear that Sho wasn't willing to accept him any longer. Just as the smaller man began to pull back, Sho's mind kicked into gear, and he pulled the blonde back against him, their bodies flush. It was the most passionate kiss yet, even more so than Kei's imagined one.

Sho entwined his fingers in the other man's hair, pulling Kei back as he tried ot break it to speak. He moaned into the younger man's mouth, his hands slipping from around his shoulders to his waist. Sho forced Kei's all-too-willing mouth open with his tongue, eagerly tasting the other man. Their tongues danced against one another's, and Kei gave up on hiding his arousal. As Sho pushed him against the counter, Kei bucked his hips upward, catching the younger man off-guard. After a bit of passionate kissing, Kei, afraid he was starting to take things too far, broke away. He brought his hands around to Sho's chest, leaning his head against the firm muscles. Sho remained where he was, staring down at the smaller man. "K-kei. What's happening between us?"

I looked up into his sky blue eyes. I saw so many emotions there; from confusion to pain, to elation, to even a hint of child like mischief. I wish I could say that we stayed like that forever. However, the bulge in my pants was starting to get increasingly painful. I sighed, clutching him to myself. "I-I don't know." I felt confident that I understood both of our feelings; but I wasn't sure if we could get it to work, especially considering our histories. I turned away, ashamed. He tilted my head to look at him with a finger.

"Do you love me, Kei?" he asked in a low, husky voice. The deep sound seemed to reverberate through me. I shivered, starting to sweat as the tension began to build between us.

"Y-yes." He pressed his body harder against mine, making sure to grind into my arousal in the process.

"Do you really?" I was clutching his shoulders, my head thrown back, crying out in ecstacy. "A-ah! Yes!"

He grinned, kissing along my neck. "Glad to hear it." I blushed as memories of my fantasy from earlier flowed through my mind.

"Sh-sho..." The bastard was enjoying this. He was torturing both my body and mind, and he was having fun doing it! (Granted, in his position, I probably would've done the same, but...) Him doing this to me, him giddily playing along, though he was obviously painfully erect as well--I was jerked harshly out of my musings as he forcefully gripped my need in his hand. I cried out, my nails now digging into his back. He chuckled as I turned red, and he leaned down to start sucking on my ear. "Sh-sho!" I wrapped my legs around him, signaling a change in scenery was in order.

He happily complied, lifting me up and walking down the hall. I gave a high pitched whine when his hand left my arousal to support me, and I couldn't help the blush colouring my cheeks. I buried my face in his neck, trying to keep him from seeing my face getting so red. He opened the door to my room, setting me gently down on the leather cot there. He smirked down at me, stripping off his shirt. "Are you ready to show me just how much you love me, Kei?" I nodded dumbly, eyes closed as he crawled above me.

He pulled my shirt up and over my head, throwing it across the room to fall in a pile along with his. He licked his way up to my chest, pausing to gently trace the place where I had been wounded trying to protect him with a finger. "Sh-sho..." I wantonly spread my legs, reduced to begging for what I wanted. He abandoned my nipple, in favour of tormenting my neglected member.

My breath started ocming in short rasps as he worked me with his mouth. His sinful tongue was driving me insane as he licked down the bottom of it. My fingers tangled in his hair, I begged him to take me in deeper. He obliged, humming in reply. I called his name as I came, gasping through the after math. "Sh-sh-sho..."

Sitting up, he grinned down at me. "Yeees?" He drawled, his crystal eyes fixed on mine. So many questions were ringing in my mind, but I abandoned them in favor of telling him something I should have long ago. "I love you," He beamed. "...and I'm sorry."

Sho's heart stopped dead. Was Kei about to reject him again? Start spouting nonsense about him being a monster, him not being worthy of love, or he himself being too young, too naive, too human? Was he going to label it as a one-time thing? He couldn't handle it if he rejected him again. He'd rather Kei stabbed him through his heart than have him break it again. "What?" he finally managed to work out.

"I was so horrible to you back then. I'm sorry." Sho's mind was still frozen.

"Back then?" Kei looked away, hugging himself tightly.

"When I rejected you." he said, looking up to his new found lover. "I've been so terrible to you. So, I'm sorry." Sho let out his pent-up breath.

"Oh, thank god." Kei stared at him, confused. The younger man grinned, capturing his lips in a sweet kiss. When it broke, he pressed his forehead against the blonde's, still crouching above him.

"I was afraid you were going to reject me again." Kei's eyes widened, and he started gushing about how he had only done it because he thought it was what was best, and I was too young then, and being afraid to lose control, and I silenced him with my lips, kissing away his worries. His hold on me tightened, and I buried my face in his neck. "I love you too, Kei."

(a/n) 'Cuz it's winter break, I'll probably write more...and post less. :P I already have over fifty hand-written pages done...and I write really small. 8D

On a completely unrelated note, the other day I met a guy named Sho K. This made me giggle. He had Kei's hairstyle. This made me laugh. What made me laugh until I thought I would die from lack of air was the fact that he dreamt of being a porn star... XDDD Which of course sent my mind into overdrive, including random images of Sho and Kei...and pron starring... and lotsa lotsa nosebleeds. Lotsa. XD HAPPEH NEW YEAR!!!!!