So the rating has changed.
This might be considered slightly dubious consent, I'm not really sure so I thought I would put a warning anyway.
Review if you like. Feel free to tell me to go back to school :)
Regina responds almost instantly as Emma pulls her in for a crushing kiss. Perhaps if she hadn't drank so much she would have pulled away but her mind and emotions were in disarray and all she seemed to be able to care about was Emma lips on her own and her hands instantly roaming up and down Regina body.
Emma moaned into the kiss as her hands travelled down Regina sides and slipped over her ass to pull Regina body onto her own. Emma squeezed Regina's ass as she slowly guided her body to move against her own. Shifting slightly to make Regina straddle one of her legs, she lifted her thigh to add pressure to Regina's centre. Regina let out a low moan, muffled against Emma lips. Emma groaned in response as she guided Regina by the hips to move faster against her thigh. It didn't take long for Regina's low moans to increase in volume and frequency.
Emma suddenly flipped Regina onto her back and situated herself between the older woman's legs. She pulled back slightly, panting heavily as she looked down at Regina with a look of pure lust. She shook her head in disbelief "You are so beautiful." She whispered breathlessly and leaned forward again to capture Regina's lips in another passionate kiss.
Emma dragged her open mouth away from Regina's, down her jaw to her neck where she latched on to Regina's pulse point and began alternating between sucking hard and massaging it with her tongue. Her hands slipped down Regina's front and under her shirt making it rise slightly as she ran her hands up and down Regina's sides moaning at how soft the skin was before moving them to cup Regina's breast's.
Despite Emma's ministrations sending jolts of pleasure through her body, not having Emma lips on her own suddenly caused Regina to fully grasp what was happening. She pushed Emma back with a frown. "Emma.."
"What?" Emma frowned pulling back slightly to examine Regina face "What's wrong?" She said her hands still cupping Regina's breasts, squeezing softly.
"This is a bad idea." Regina said without much conviction.
"What?" Emma said humorously. "No, it's the best idea I have had all night." Emma said with absolute certainty, before leaning down to capture Regina's lips in another crushing kiss. Because despite how much alcohol she had drank she still couldn't forget how shit things were. But kissing Regina seemed to clear her mind of it all. She didn't think about Cruella, or Lily, or her parents, or Hook, or Gold, or her heart. All she thought about was how sweet Regina tasted and how she could kiss her forever and how every moan she made had her heart feeling like it wanted to fly out of her chest.
Regina responded to the kiss without the thought or willpower to stop herself because, yeah, she wanted this, more than anything. And then Emma hands traveled up her thighs, pulling her skirt up with them. And her hand was cupping Regina through her panties rubbing at the wet fabric. Emma Let out a deep involuntary moan from the back of her throat. She quickly pushed the panties aside with one hand as she stroked Regina folds once with her middle finger before pushing it in with ease. She let out another deep moan at how hot and wet Regina was around her finger before pulling it out and pushing it back on with a second one.
"Oh.. fuck." Emma breathed out hoarsely, her forehead resting against Regina's. "You're so fucking wet." she whispered as she began to curl her fingers in and out of Regina at a slow pace.
Regina whimpered in pleasure as Emma slowly pushed two fingers deep inside of her. Her breath hot on her lips as she groaned in response to Regina's inner muscles tightening around her fingers. And then Regina could smell the alcohol on Emma's breath. Serving as another warning sign of how terrible this idea was. With astounding willpower she had no idea she had, Regina pushed Emma back once more, causing the fingers inside her to still.
"Someone is bound to get hurt." She tried, internally begging for Emma to keep moving her fingers.
"Who?" Emma demanded almost impatiently.
Me. Regina thought. "Hook." She said aloud.
"Hook should know that he doesn't get to influence who I sleep with." She replied almost angrily before leaning down to kiss Regina again and easing her fingers in and out of her at a painfully slow pace, groaning again at how easily they slipped through Regina wetness.
Regina moaned as her hips bucked involuntarily before pushing Emma back once more. Emma let out a frustrated sigh as she pulled out of Regina, "Fuck Regina. It's just sex." she whined. "No one is going to get hurt.. Unless that's how you like it?" She added, raising her eyebrows in question.
Regina tried to stop the grin threatening to break her face but made no move to pull Emma back closer.
"I just want to fuck" Emma breathed softly, leaning down and pressing her for head to Regina again "You." She added " I just want to fuck you." She practically pleaded.
Regina grin broadened then, because she never thought she would see the day where Emma begged to fuck her.
"Please. Everything is so fucked up." She whispered then. "I just want this. Just this once, before my heart turns dark."
If Emma's face wasn't inches from her own Regina would have missed that last part. Her face fell instantly, because Emma sounded resigned to the fact that her heart was going dark. That there was no hope left to save her.
Regina was mildly disgusted at the fact that she wanted to tell her that there was still hope. And not to give up. But she was finding it hard to believe that herself. With every new turn of events Emma was being pushed further into darkness and Regina knows that once it gets hold, its pull would increase tenfold until you were destroying yourself and everyone around you trying to get out.
Regina knew she would never give up trying to save Emma but she couldn't help thinking that what if she was right. What if Emma was destined to turn dark and this would be her only chance to be with her?
Suddenly the risk of getting hurt seemed worth it. Because the alternative would be a life of loving someone without ever knowing what their touch felt like, without knowing what it felt like to touch them. So Regina chose to ignore the voice in her head screaming that it was a bad fucking idea. She ignored the fact that neither of them were sober enough to not regret this in the morning. And she ignored the guilt she felt over the fact that what she was about to do was maybe one of the most selfishly motivated things she had ever done.
Regina leaned up slightly and pressed her lips softly against Emma's.
"Okay.' she whispered, unable to keep her voice from hitching in the back of her throat.
She felt Emma relax into her body with a soft moan as she deepened the kiss. Now that she knew Regina wasn't going to pull away, Emma's kisses became softer and less desperate. She kissed her languidly, taking her time to fully explore all the curves of Regina's body as her hands slipped her dress further up her sides and over her hips. Emma sighed into the kiss When Regina reached around to rub her hands down Emma back before slipping into the waste band of her pants and squeezing her cheeks softly.
Regina made a muffled sound against Emma's lips and pulled back slightly.
"What's wrong now?" Emma whined pulling back to look at Regina.
"I was just going to say" Regina said, unable to hold back her grin "Can we at least take our clothes off?"
"Hmm." Emma hummed against her lips with a small smile "Well if we must." She said casually before she lifted Regina with surprising strength and pulled her panties down her legs.