SOOOO, long time no load.
SRRY. Midterms. College. Life. UGH.
I'm a huge procrastinator. Actually, as I am writing this, I should be reading for English….but I'm not. I'm trying to work on this laziness. Trust me. I think I might start working out. Might. Not quite sure yet. LOL.
Anyways, I wanted to make this chapter different. This might be the format for most chapters now. Maybe not all, but most. I really like writing like this. Feels better for me as a "writer" and also personally connect and interact with Rose. I think you'll get a better feel for how I want this story to be and everything. Short, I know but I'll be updating soon.
Thank you for reading this long A/N…if you did, then thanks, if you didn't then boo you whore!
Kisses xo
So, these past couple of days have been a mess.
Christian went missing, which made Lissa extremely worried and then there was Dimitri, who was running around the world for Christian.
The search went on all day; security tapes, investigations, missing reports, search parties and more. Eventually, we found him. And surprise, surprise, he was in the attic at St. Vladimir's. How he got there, I don't know. Don't care.
Everyone was sick worried, which was really selfish on Christian's part for not letting anyone know he was going out for a "walk" and ended up in Montana.
But, I really can't blame him, can I? I mean, he's going through some tough shit right now. His only blood relative that he actually considered family killed the queen, shot me, and basically lied about everything. Betrayal at it's best. Or I'd say insanity. But that's just me. However I can't really speak. I used to see ghosts and talk to them also so I'm not one to judge but I never killed a royal or anything on purpose.
Anyways, after Christian was safely returned home, I personally escorted that idiot into his room, had a stern talk with him and left him to face the wrath of Lissa.
I didn't have any nightmares last night. Fortunately, Dimitri got to take the night off and I slept snuggled to his side. I did wake up in the middle of the night because of this weird feeling. I can't really explain what the feeling was but it was one of those strange feelings. I basically jumped out of bed and stared at nothing, just darkness. I startled Dimitri in the process and when he saw me standing by the side of the bed, lifeless, he rushed to me and pulled me back to bed. I don't really remember what happened next but I do recall him telling me how much he loved me and then the removal of clothes, his and mine. I slept much better after that.
Lissa and Christian are taking a couple days off. Probably couples therapy or something. She's taking him somewhere. He needs to get away for a bit. Which means Dimitri and I get days off.
Which means lots of hot Russian god s-e-x.
Anyways, I've been noticing that my therapy sessions have been getting better and are actually helping me a lot with the nightmares. Soon, no matter nightmares for Rose. Hopefully, it gets better soon.