Hi there! It's been a while since I updated this fic! Here I am to show you some sweet and fluff OtoShie...ah, who am I kidding? Here's some good old dark and messed up OtoShie, just for you guys. Enjoy the pain and misery! ;)
Since she was in captivity, Shiena had counted the day. It was hard to keep track of the time in her current situation, but she still has some clues: the sunlight, the few times she managed to look at a clock, the number of times she does to sleep…
Shiena had estimated that it had been almost a month since Takechi Otoya was sequestrating her. Almost a month since Shiena had discovered the truth about her supposedly loving girlfriend, one month since she had finally seen the monster behind the mask. And she remembered what Otoya told her right at the start of her confinement. That will enjoy her presence for at least one month, until her vacation is over. And after that...she never made it clear what she intended to do with Shiena.
This thought terrified her. It was almost a month now. What was Otoya going to do with her? The answer seemed pretty obvious to Shiena.
"She's going to torment and rape me again...and then kill me."
Shiena didn't want to die. Not like that. Not after all the pain and misery she went through during this month. It wasn't fair. Why do bad things keep happening to her? Why can't she finally be happy? She thought she could finally be happy when she started to date Otoya, but it seemed that it was only an illusion. Her bullies had slowly killed her, and Otoya was the one who will give her the coup de grace.
The bedroom's door suddenly opened. Shiena had her hands tied up to the bed, above her head, wearing only her underwears. She instinctively pulled out the rope when she saw Otoya approached her. Her kidnapper was smiling sweetly, like there was nothing wrong happening, She seemed to enjoy the fear in Shiena eyes.
"Aww, why so nervous, Shiena-chan? I'm just here so we can have some fun together…"
As she said that, Otoya laid on Shiena and began to gently stroke her hair, which made her shiver in fear. Otoya giggled, amused by this reaction. She then leaned closer and kissed Shiena.
The brunette response to that by biting Otoya's lips. She then took advantage of her kidnapper's confusion to kick her off the bed. Shiena then pulled off once again on the rope that was restraining her, in vain.
Otoya went back on her feet. She gazed at Shiena with a stoic look, and wiped the blood that was coming out from her injured lips.
"Wow, that was mean. I was here to have a good time, and I feel so attacked right now. But I admit that it was a good attempt, too bad your hands are tied up, otherwise, you might have been able to escape," Otoya taunted.
Shiena began to shiver in terror. She didn't know why she did that. It was stupid, reckless, dangerous. But damn, it felt so good.
"Well, now that you got that out of your system, I hope you'll be more cooperative. Otherwise, I will be forced to hurt you...and you don't want that, don't you?" Otoya warned.
Despite the fear, Shiena didn't want to obey. She continued to struggle, to scream, to make it impossible for Otoya to climb or approach her anymore.
"I don't care! Don't touch me! I hate you, you fucking monster! Stay away from me!" Shiena shouted angrily.
At this point, she didn't care anymore. She was sure that whatever she did, either obeying or rebelling, Otoya will kill her anyway. So if she had to die, then at least she'll keep her dignity. Better die standing than on her knees.
Otoya didn't react much, she just looked mildly annoyed.
"Urgh...fine. If you want to act like that, then I'll find someone else to have fun with tonight. I'm in the mood for some sexy action."
"...what do you mean...by that?"
"Well, since you don't want to have fun with me, I'll find someone else. And kill them. Seeya!"
Shiena didn't like that answer at all. It was one thing to resist and die with her dignity, but living while knowing someone died because of her was another thing, an unpleasant one. Something she surely didn't wish for.
"W-Wait! Don't do that!" Shiena pleaded.
"Ah, too late. You should have thought about it before acting all prissy again. What a shame. An innocent person is going to die because of you…"
Otoya was about to leave the room. Shiena couldn't let her go. She didn't want someone to die because of her. So she did the last thing she could: scream.
She screamed the louder she could. She let all her fear and anger about her kidnapping come out of her mouth in a powerful scream of distress and rage. Otoya turned back and looked at Shiena with a blank expression. It looked like she wasn't expecting that and wasn't sure how to deal with it.
"Ah, so noisy... how capricious…"
Otoya took something in the drawer and approached Shiena. The latter tried to bite her again, in vain. Otoya shoved something inside her mouth, gagging her. It was a ball gag. Shiena tried to continue screaming, but all that could come out from her mouth was moans and whines.
"Much better. Now if you excuse me, I have some business to attend. See you later!"
This time, Otoya left for good the room. Shiena continued to try screaming, in vain. She then burst into tears, bitterly regretting her reckless courage that was about to cost the life of an innocent person.
After few hours, Otoya came back to the apartment, unsatisfied and frustrated.
She didn't manage to kill anyone.
Not that she couldn't, more that she just didn't want to. She wasn't in the mood for killing. Each time she saw a beautiful girl she wanted to slice up, Shiena suddenly invaded her mind. All she could think of was Shiena, how pure she was, how pleasant it was to be with her. The pleasure she had with her was so special and unique, it made the one she had by killing people feels bland and hollow. Now that she had tasted something new, she couldn't be satisfied with the old stuff. She wanted Shiena. But she didn't want to hurt her. Well, not hurt her too much. She much preferred when the brunette let her do as she pleased with her, rather than forcing her physically. She wanted to enjoy Shiena softly, gently, while still keeping total control over her. Being too violent towards her somehow made things less pleasant.
Otoya wondered why. It was so frustrating to not understand. She didn't like that at all.
Then, she finally understood.
"Shiena-chan...is like a flower. Her pure heart makes her bloom eternally. It's fine to do some cutting to nurture it, but cutting too deep might damage the flower. There's no point in cutting a flower that might never fade. If I hurt Shiena-chan, I might destroy her pure heart. I can't do that. I'm supposed to preserve beauty, not destroy it...I see. A flower needs fresh water and sun in order to remain pretty. Shiena-chan is the same. I need to become her sun. I need her to not be able to live without me anymore."
Otoya smiled to herself. The idea of Shiena being dependant of her was pleasant. The thought of being the sun in her life was empowering. She wanted Shiena to love her, to stay with her, from her own free will. But was it too late for that?
There was only one way to know. She needed at least to try. Otoya was pretty confident in her manipulation skills, she was convinced that she should be able to make Shiena fully hers.
Otoya went back in the bedroom. Shiena was still there, tied up, her face drowned with tears. She looked terribly exhausted. It wasn't surprising. She must have tried to scream and then cried for a long time, while having something that obstructed her mouth, making it harder to breath.
Otoya sat on the bed and wiped clean Shiena's face, removed the gag and gently caress her cheek. Fortunately, Shiena didn't try to bite her this time. She continued to sob quietly and shiver, and her gaze looked empty.
"Don't be afraid Shiena-chan, it's okay now," Otoya said softly. "I'm not mad anymore. Don't worry, I didn't kill anyone, I promise. I'm sorry for what I did. I love you. Trust me, I really do love you. And don't want to hurt you anymore. I want you to be happy. Starting with this…"
Otoya untied Shiena's hands. The brunette didn't react, she still looked dead inside, most to Otoya's annoyance. She didn't like to see Shiena like that, with no more sparkles in her eyes. But perhaps some freedom could revive the fire inside of her. Anyway, in her current state, Otoya doubt Shiena could escape at this point. It had been weeks since she's tied up, her muscles must all be numb now. If she tried to escape, Otoya was sure she would be able to overpower her easily.
"Are you hungry? Thirsty? Ah, your face is all teary again...Let me go grab some more tissues."
Otoya glanced at Shiena. The latter was still lying in her bed, looking empty in the inside. She didn't look like someone who was planning something. Otoya left the room and left the door opened, and went to retrieve some more tissues in the bathroom. She made sure to stay cautious, in case Shiena tried to escape. She then went back in the bedroom. Shiena was still lying in her bed, she had moved. She saw now facing the wall, showing her back to Otoya.
"Shiena-chan? I got tissues...Is everything okay?"
Cautiously, Otoya approached Shiena and drop the tissue box on the nightstand. Out of the blue, Shiena suddenly jumped on her and shoved her on the floor. Otoya was really to strike back, confident in her physical superiority, but something stopped her. The gun that was aiming at her head. Shiena was holding a gun to her head.
"Shiena-chan…?"
The brunette's eyes looked insane. She looked like a wild herbivorous animal who had been confined for too long. Even that could be dangerous.
"You...you kidnapped me...bully me...tortured me...raped me….humiliated me...it's unforgivable. I'll never forgive you!"
"Shiena-chan, please. Don't do something you might regret," Otoya said calmly.
"I...won't...regret...I'll...kill you!"
Shiena clenched her hand around her weapon. Otoya wondered where she had this gun. It must have been hidden somewhere in the room. Looked like Shiena had wait for the perfect opportunity to use it. Otoya had to admit that it was a clever move this time. She also wondered if it was the end for her. Was she going to die? She didn't want to. But she couldn't feel fear about it. Just annoyance. She would have wanted to continue enjoying her life a little bit longer. But she had the feeling she wasn't going to die today.
Tears began to fall from Shiena's eyes as she was shivering. She was hesitating to kill her. Otoya took advantage of it to snatch the gun from her hands. It took a few seconds for Shiena to realize what happened. It looked like something had broke inside of her. Probably her last remaining hope. Her eyes were now full of despair.
"Shiena-chan, that's enough now. You need to calm down."
When Otoya tried to touch her, Shiena immediately pushed her away and run in one of the corners. She curled up and shivered as she continued to sob.
"Ah...looks like she's having a panic attack."
Otoya wasn't sure what to do. She felt somehow happy and even flattered that Shiena hesitated to kill her, it looked like a good sign. But her current state wasn't. Otoya could almost see the cracks in her pure heart, risking to damage it. She didn't want that. She didn't want to lose what she liked so much in Shiena. She didn't want Shiena to lose her beauty and end up...like her.
"Maybe I should...comfort her? Yeah, that's what I should do."
Otoya put the gun away and approached Shiena. She quickly grabbed her to avoid being pushed away again, and fondly hugged her. Shiena tried to struggle, in vain. She eventually stopped, but she continued to sob and shiver in Otoya's arms. The serial killer gently patted her head and stroked her back, which seemed to actually help Shiena calming down. The brunette even hugged her back in a distressful way. She looked so desperate for comfort that she was ready to accept it from the very person who put her in that state. It please Otoya. She wanted Shiena to rely on her for comfort. She wanted Shiena to need her.
"Shhh, everything is fine now, no need to cry anymore. I'm here for you. I won't hurt you. I'll take care of you."
Shiena stopped to shiver, but she was still sobbing quietly. Otoya took it as an improvement. She helped Shiena to get back on her feet and gently drawn her to the bed. She then laid on it by Shiena's side, still holding her in her arms. Shiena continued to sob a little, while Otoya softly whispered comforting words to appease her. Shiena slowly stopped to sob as her breathing became slower. Otoya lowered her head can discover that the brunette's eyes were now closed. Judging by her breathing, Shiena had fallen asleep in her arms. Otoya smiled with satisfaction.
"Sweet dream, Shiena-chan."
Otoya got off of the bed and covered Shiena's body with a blanket, before gently kissing her forehead.
Now all she had to do was to find a way to make Shiena fully hers despite what happened between them during that month. Shiena would probably go back to her usual self when she will wake up. Despite that, Otoya was confident that she could succeed. She smiled with a perverted anticipation. She may have thought of a fun way to have what she wanted.
Shiena woke up with a start. She gasped in fear as she looked around her. She was surprised to discover that not only was she alone, but she was also not restrained at all. For a brief moment, Shiena had the hope that maybe it all just been a bad dream. But her hope was shattered when she noticed the scars on her body, as well as the marks of rope digging in her skin. She sobbed a little as she recalled the horrible month she went through, regretting her moment of weakness when she accepted Otoya's comfort. She then clenched her teeth and regain her composure, and she wiped her tears away.
"It's not the time to cry, I have to escape…"
Without making any sounds, Shiena left the room cautiously, heading for the exit door. But she then noticed something strange. There was no noise in the apartment. And more importantly, where was Otoya? There was no way she would have left her free like that, she must have a plan…
Shiena looked inside the apartment. It was true, Otoya had disappeared for real. Why? Where did she go?
Shiena went back to her room to retrieve her glasses so she could see better. But when she found the case, she discovered that it was empty. Well, not exactly. Instead of glasses, there was a piece of paper inside. Shiena took it and tried to read it despite her almost blindness.
"Dear Shiena-chan, I think we need to take our distance for a moment, for the sake of our relationship. I need some time to myself and I think that some freedom is what you need. I still love you and I hope it's the same for you. I'll wait for you when you'll be ready to go back together. I know you will one day come back to me. Ah, and if you talk to the police about me, I'll tell them about Collective Dismissal.
ps: I stole your glasses and spares, come find me if you want them back lol."
Shiena felt like crying. But she managed to keep her calm and stopped her tears. She was tired of crying and acting as a victim. She didn't want to one. She wanted to be a survivor. Being Otoya's victim would give the latter power over her, and she didn't want that. She survived Otoya. She had made a mistake by letting her lived.
Shiena tear off the paper, feeling a new resolve and determination. She wasn't over with Otoya. She was ready to track her down and make her pay for what she did to her. Shiena was all about revenge, and killing Jack the Ripper of the 21st had always been her initial goal. She will use the pain and humiliation she felt by the hand of Otoya as a fuel for her revenge against her. No matter how much time it would take her, she swore that she'll make Takechi Otoya pay.
But first, she needed to go buy a new pair of glasses.
Well, looks like a more hardcore version of Bully &Bullied. So romantic ^^
This ends the first arc of this story. Shall I continue?