Do No Harm Chapter 4: Memory Remains, an icarly fanfic

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"Do you have any idea who would do this to her?" The nurse whispered as she thought Sam had fallen asleep.

Sam's eyes were closed and her breathing was soft. However, she was awake.

Freddie had tried to talk to her. He asked her how he was and then he asked her what had happened.

She would have clawed his eyes out if it weren't for the fact that she couldn't even move without straining every muscle in her body.

Sam heard Freddie. "I don't know. Sam has enemies, but none of them would go out and rape her. Maybe beat her up, but not rape her," Freddie told the nurse.

There was a silence before Freddie said, quietly, "I think that it was her boyfriend. He's usually the one who picks her up when she has detention."

The nurse said, "That would explain why she was so hostile to him."

Another silence. It lasted so long that Sam almost had fallen asleep.

"Can you tell me where you found her?" The nurse asked.

Freddie responded, "On the side of the road in Grazeville. She was just laying there. I went to see what had happened. She was passed out and I couldn't wake her up. I was so concerned about her that I had driven by two hospitals."

It was then that Sam heard Freddie stand up. "I better get home. It's getting late." There was a pause before Freddie asked, "You guys are taking care of her, right?"

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"I'm going take such good care of you…"

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The nurse replied, "I am going to pull a double shift, so I will personally take care of her."

Freddie sighed before saying, "Good…"

The nurse then said, slyly, "You like her…"

There was a choke in Freddie's voice, "What?"

The nurse teased, "You like her. I could see it in your eyes. The way you brought her in. The way you stayed by her side. The way you look at her now."

Freddie did not respond. All Sam heard was the sound of two pairs of shoes walking out of the room.

Sam opened her eyes and snorted at the idea of Freddie liking her.

Fat chance.

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"Shut up, bitch!"

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Sam could feel him on her. She could feel the extra weight on her body. She could feel the way he ran his fingers down her arms. He had touched her like they were going out or something. He wasn't violent and rough like most rapists. But Sam really wondered if he was better than the others.

He made her say things like "I want this" and "I've been saving myself for you".

She closed her eyes and tried to get some sleep in. Tomorrow was going to be a long day.

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"Stop fighting me"

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Sam woke up to the sound of the nurse telling her to calm down. Sam didn't realize that she had been crying out in her sleep. She was having a nightmare.

She heard the sound of her heart monitor beeping quickly. It then slowed down as Sam calmed down.

"The alarm on your heart monitor went off," The nurse told Sam as she put her hand on her shoulder, affectionately, "There's someone who wants to see you. Do you want me to let them in?"

Sam shrugged, "Yeah…"

The nurse left the room and came back a few minutes later with Spencer Shay, Carly's older brother. The closest thing that Sam had to an older brother.

Spencer went over to her and frowned at the sight of Sam. He shook his head slightly before going to Sam. He sat down and went to caress her cheek.

Sam flinched at this as she tried to look away from Spencer.

Spencer said nothing as the nurse left. He said, softly, "Carly told me…Why didn't you….I mean, why…This…this isn't supposed….to…happen…no, not like…this." He rambled on for a few minutes. He couldn't even form a sentence.

Sam sighed as she looked at the ceiling.

Spencer frowned as he took Sam's hand and noticed her broken nails.

She had put up a fight.

That made Spencer smile.

"If you need to talk…" Spencer said, "I will listen…"

Sam turned to him and shook her head. She couldn't tell him. She couldn't tell him what had happened.

She couldn't tell the man she had admired since she was a child that she had been weak enough to get raped.

Sam had a crush on Spencer since she was twelve. However, he was almost ten years older than her. He was an adult. He was Carly's brother. He would never return her feelings.

He was the reason that she and Pete were constantly breaking up and making up.

Spencer stared at Sam and asked, "Is there anything I can do?"

Sam asked, "Can you stay here until I go to sleep?"

Spencer smiled at her and went to stroke her hair, "Of course."

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"I won't let you go."

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Sam began to remember.

After he had raped her, Sam remembered that he had fallen asleep next to her.

She had stayed by his side, listening to his snores.

She remembered sipping out of the bed.

She remembered the pain.

She remembered getting her clothes on.

She remembered trying to keep as quiet as possible so that he would not wake up.

She was getting on her shirt when she had heard that bed creak.

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"Where do you think you're going?"

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"Sam, Sam, honey, you're having a bad dream," The nurse had said, raising her voice.

Sam blinked her eyes opened and stared at the nurse. She frowned and said, "I'm fine." She wondered why the nurse was so concerned about her.

The nurse sighed as she sat down next to her.

"What time is it?" Sam asked.

"About one o'clock in the morning," The nurse told her.

"And Spencer? He left?" Sam asked, slightly sad at this.

The nurse told her, "Visiting hours were over a few hours ago, so I guess he left."

Sam looked at the nurse and she told her, "You know, you don't have to keep running in here every time I have a nightmare."

The nurse told her, "I know, but every time the alarm rings, I assume the worse."

Sam was about to respond when the door opened and another nurse looked in.

"Ellen, Lynne and Jackie called in sick. I need you. There was a pile up on the highway. We're the only two nurses on this floor. I can't have you running to any patient whose heart rate goes up a little bit," The older nurse scolded.

"I'll be out in a minute," The nurse said. She turned to Sam and smiled, "Try to have sweet dreams."

She stood up and left the room, closing the door behind her.

Sam sighed as she went to close her eyes.

A few moments past before she heard an alarm ring. She could hear it on the loud speaker.

"Code Blue 267. Code Blue 267."

Sam heard footsteps rushing to by her room. She sighed as she opened her eyes, fully awake now.

It was then that she heard footsteps in her room. They were coming towards her.

Sam looked up to see his face in the dark light.

His mouth contorted into a smirk.

"You haven't told anyone have you?" He asked as he went to stroke her face.

Sam flinched at this as she looked at him, "Go away!"

He laughed, "Good girl." He then got on the hospital bed.

Sam was frozen.

He then gave her a soft kiss on the lips.

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"Let's see how you feel when someone hurts you."

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