Authors Note: Okay first off I just want to say I got so many reviews on the last chapter and I really appreciated it more than you guys know. Also really those reviews and being added to some of your author alert or story alert lists you guys put me on really inspired me to write more. I really like this story so far and have had this idea for quite some time. Also I know I have asked this a dozen times already, but if any of you know where I can get LWD clips, Dasey in particular, please let me know I really want to make a trailer and some videos relating to this story. Also if any of you would like to take a shot at it too please share them with me! And tell me where you got your clips. So far someone told me about live journal, but if any of you know it's hard to get accepted. All in all the last chapter was a difficult chapter to write because I wanted to get it just right and I'm trying to start Dasey, but still keep it logical with the whole morning Sam thing so be prepared for drama (hehe).

What Is Wrong With Me?

(A Dasey Fanfiction)

By: Simply Shelby

Chapter Four

Everything Will Be Different

Derek's POV

I don't know how long we've been kissing, but I can't stop and Casey isn't pulling away either. Her lips were so moist and warm and she was a very, very good kisser. In fact I couldn't recall a time when a girl was better. Kendra was pretty good, but put next to Casey her lips didn't stand a chance, with my lips that is. I had one hand on the back of her head running through her silky brown hair and the other rubbing up and down her back. She was pulling with both her hands at my own hair and in a way it felt like my head was being massaged. I heard a door open downstairs and I immediately pulled away. I also finally was able to breathe.

I quickly removed my hands rubbing the back of my neck and looking for some kind of response on her face, but her expression was blank, "You… um better go back to your room… um George and Nora are home."

I nodded was that it? All she was going to say is go back to your room. She was practically acting like we hadn't even kissed. Did it not mean to her or felt like to her what it felt like to me? Did I move to quickly, well yes that was a dumb question, but like I said before I don't know what came over me. I put on a very confused expression and got up about to walk out the door, but then turned back around to face her.

"Case I'm sorry… I uh… don't know what came over me," I said and it was the truth I didn't, but I knew one thing I would do it again and again if I could.

I watched as she looked down. She looked very confused. She then got up ever so quietly and walked over to me leaning up towards my face. She brought up a hand placing it on my cheek and feeling it.

"Are you really sorry… about kissing me, I mean?" she said looking down.

This confused me what did she mean. The truth, no I wasn't sorry, but then I was. I mean I did feel like I was betraying my best friend, but when it happened, it felt so right.

"Wha… What do you mean Case?" I said leaning against her doorway and crossing my arms looking down at her. She was doing it again, refusing to give me eye contact I mean.

She looked up to me and then looked back down again. "Well what I mean is… do you wish you hadn't?"

How was I supposed to answer this when I didn't know the answer? No I wasn't sorry because if I had the chance I'd do it again, but then yes, I was sorry because I couldn't help feeling I was betraying Sam. I sighed looking over to her and gently lifting her chin up with my hand bringing her back to my eye contact.

"What if I told you I couldn't answer that?" I asked gazing down into her beautiful eyes.

She slightly smiled, but it fell fast. She then reached up running her hand through my hair, "Then I'd tell you I know exactly what you mean." I smiled at her, I couldn't help it.

"Derek! Casey! We're home!" I heard my dad call from downstairs. Perfect timing I thought.

I paused leaning my head out the doorway and calling downstairs, I heard Casey sigh and go sit back down on her bed. "Uh… yeah dad… umm I'm gonna go to bed and I… uh think Casey's already asleep… I don't really feel like talking, okay?" Please just leave us alone I thought. I heard him and Nora go to their room, thank god.

I turned back to Casey clapping my hands and rubbing them together, "So uh… well?" I didn't know what to say. What could I say? What do you say in a situation like this?

Casey had her back turned to me and she was starring at the floor. I walked over on the other side of the bed when my foot stepped on something. I knew immediately what it was when I looked down. I bent down and picked it up. I could feel Casey's eyes on me, but I couldn't look away. It was a picture of Casey and Sam at our hockey games Championship party. I couldn't look at it anymore the guilt was getting worse actually looking it in the face. I walked over setting it on the nightstand and sitting down beside Casey.

"Case?" I said placing my hand on her knee. As soon as I realized this I looked down at it as did Casey and began to jerk it away, but Casey stopped me and instead took the hand in her own looking at it and then up at my face.

"Derek… I'm sorry not that I kissed you, but then I am… and I'm sorry that I feel like I'm betraying S… Sam… and I'm so confused about everything because right now I shouldn't be feeling anything about anyone other that Sam, but, but" she began to cry and I placed my hand on her cheek wiping her tears and fighting back my own.

"Um Casey… I know, but you can't beat yourself up about this… if I know one thing it's that Sam cared about you so much he would want you to be happy and safe," I said trying to comfort her and this was true Sam did love her a lot so much that his last words to me were take care of Casey. I shuttered at the thought of Sam laying there on the ice and I fought back the salty tears of terror once more. She began to cry more and I wiped her tears gently away again. I wished I could easily wipe away her pain just like that along with all of her confusion, but I couldn't and that hurt me more knowing that sometimes in situations like these even I couldn't protect Casey, well from herself.

She cried into my chest and I hugged her tightly, "Derek I want it to be that simple and well… I even had a dream where Sam… never mind… I'm not sure it even meant anything."

I immediately brought her back out to look at me, "Wait Casey no, please tell me wait," I suddenly remembered when I first came into her room tonight and she was crying and practically screaming about Sam in her sleep, "Case I don't know what happened in your dream, but in the end you know just like me it's our own decision."

She wiped her tears with her hand, "That's the problem my heart says one thing, but my head says another." She started to cry again and I pulled her into a hug then laid her out gently on her bed standing up.

"Case, just take your time," I began to walk out her door and stopped again turning out the light, "I'm not going anywhere, remember that."

I then went into my room and immediately turned off the lights falling asleep on my bed in the same clothes. I was to tired to change, but I was so dam hot so instead I just pulled off my shirt and kicked off my shoes and socks. I tried fidgeting with my shark tooth necklace, but gave up falling on my bed and drifting off to sleep.

Casey's POV

I woke up into the pitch black and darkness of the night. My heart was pumping fast and my breathing was harsh. I sat up I was sweating something awful. I couldn't remember much about my nightmare I had just had except it was dark and I was all alone. I kept running from something and I couldn't find anyone to help they were all… gone. It was then I lifted my hand up to my cheek and realized I was crying. I got up walking over to my dresser I had to change. I felt so gross I searched through my drawers, but all I could find were some boy shorts underpants and a tank top. I was so hot though so I slipped them on gladly. It was then I stepped on a piece of glass…

"Ow!" I cried. I looked down my foot was bleeding and I wasn't to well when it came to dealing with blood. I sat down on my bed crying. It hurt badly and I could fell a tiny piece of glass in my foot. I looked down at it, but jerked my head up whimpering. What was I going to do i couldn't sit up all night, but I also was scared to go to sleep again. And for one thing I knew I couldn't go get my mom because then she'd see why I had glass on my floor and want to talk about… it. And even if Lizzie was here I would never let her see me like this. I crossed my hurt foot in my lap holding it, it hurt so badly and I could feel the tears streaming down my face, but I also was afraid to move my nightmare had me so shook up. So I just sat there and tried to cry silently. I felt helpless and I hated it.

Derek's POV

I woke up suddenly sitting up and yawning. I looked around it was still dark out so I looked over to the clock, ugh one in the morning. Derek why the hell are you up? Well since I'm up might as well do my business I said getting off my bed and walking into the hallway quietly. I stopped for a second a Casey's shut door and would have kept walking, I didn't want to wake her, but I could hear someone crying. At first I began to still move forward maybe she was just moaning in her sleep or something, but something in me told me no go back there and open the door. So I did very quietly I looked, but she wasn't laying down she appeared to be sitting up at the end of the bed, but I couldn't see it was so dark. I flipped on the lights immediately looking over to her.

"Casey… are you okay what happened," I gasped running over to her and looking down at her foot it was bleeding, a lot.

She pulled away, "I'm fine I just stepped on some glass," she said crying and pulling away. I stopped her by putting on hand on her shoulder it was then I noticed she was shaking. Something told me this was more than a little foot cut to get Casey shaking.

"No your not," I said firmly. She wasn't going to send me off to bed no way was I leaving her like this without answers.

"I told you it's just a little foot cut okay," she said crossing her arms and trying to hold back her tears.

"I'm not talking about your foot you know that Case, and there's no use in trying to lie your not good at it." I said sympathetically, but at the same time sternly.

She started to whimper, "But Derek…" I placed my finger over her lips and started to tend to her foot.

"First were fixing your foot and then your telling me why you're shaking and crying at one in the morning." I said while locating the small piece of glass. I began to pull it out, but Casey gasped grabbing my hand.

I looked up at her, "Yes?"

She blushed and weakly smiled, "Is that uh… going to hurt?"

I couldn't help, but laugh at bit, "For a second would you rather I leave it in there?" I raised my eyebrows at her.

She smiled, "Well… it can't be that…" I cut her off.

I then smiled at her, "Case that wasn't a choice this glass is coming out of your foot even if I have to hold you down." I then blushed by the way that sounded.

She smiled, "Fine, but I get to pull on your hair if it hurts," she said putting her hand on my shoulder. She then must have realized I was shirtless by the feel of my bare skin because she begin to pull away.

I couldn't help, but tease on this while pulling out the piece of glass, "I know my sexiness is too much to handle at such a late our." I finished pulling it out and held it up. She laughed then looked down at it.

"Wait you already did it?" She looked confused and I laughed.

I then got up, "Well since you're okay now I'll be going to bed please try not to damage yourself any further for at leas the rest of the night." I smiled at her standing by the door.

She quickly got up grabbing my arm. She looked scared, "Wait don't go I don't want to be alone." She said very quickly looking down. I looked down to and it was then I noticed she was in very, very short shirts and a tank top. I stared for a moment. No I am not a pervert, she just uh… caught me off guard that's all… right?

"Case did you have another dream?" I asked lifting her face up closer to mine. She tried to look down, but I wouldn't let her, "Case?"

She looked up and then spoke very quickly, "I had a nightmare, but I don't want to talk about it okay and I just can't be alone… yes I'm scared… I'm sorry."

I smiled shaking my head, "Casey, Casey, Casey, don't be sorry," I laughed. She slightly smiled up at me.

"Well grab your pillow," she suddenly looked up at me confused.

"W… Wha… What?" I couldn't help, but smile at this.

I grabbed her pillow and handed it to her walking out into the hallway. I then turned around looking at her, "Oh come on Case, you don't really expect me to sleep in your room, for one your bed is too small and I can't sleep on the floor because if you haven't noticed there's glass everywhere. So I guess your bunking with me Case." I smiled at her, but she just stood there like she was going through shock. I laughed going over and grabbing her hand, practically pulling her along.

She wouldn't move, "Case please don't make me carry you at one in the morning," although that idea didn't sound to bad I must admit. She looked at me blankly.

"Um…" I playfully sighed scooping her up in my arms and carrying her into my room.

"Hey wait a minute… what are you doing… Derek put me down… Derek… are you listening to me… I said put me," I threw her on the bed as gently as I could.

She crossed her arms looking up at me, "Hey what was that for?" I laughed closing my door and turning off the lights.

"In my defense you said put me down. Now scoot over," I said pushing her over and laying down next to her.

"Wait what?" she said moving over.

"Hey you didn't expect me to sleep on the floor. Are you forgetting that in my room you can't even see the floor." I laughed.

"Whatever," she said turning over and pulling the sheets. I pulled them back turning the opposite way. She yanked them back again and I followed. It became a constant pattern until we both started laughing.

"Figured you'd be a sheet hogger," I mumbled.

Even though I wasn't looking at her I could almost feel her smiling, "Sorry it's not like I've had time to learn how and share the sheets with guys yet."

We then both blushed and it got very silent. I realized it was my job to break it so I laughed while saying, "Hey it's okay I haven't exactly shared my sheets before either."

I heard her burst out laughing, "Wow Derek didn't know you swung that way."

"Hey… wait… that is not what I meant and you know it," I smiled turning over. It was then a t the same time Casey turned over and our faces were touching. I quickly turned back, "Well uh… good night Case."

"Night Derek, sleep tight," I smiled at her words. I was sleeping tight. I could get used to this. I then fell asleep not to long after Casey; I know this because… yah I checked okay!

Authors Note: Well what did you guys think? Okay now I hope this chapter didn't offend anyone. They really didn't do anything well besides Derek's (let's call them creative) thoughts, but hey that's Derek and you know you love him. Well hope you guys liked it and please review and tell me what you think.