ONCE AGAIN I DO NOT OWN ANY OF THESE CHARACTERS BUT LEILA-ROSE HATHAWAY. XX SKYE

THEY ALL BELONG TO THE BEAUTIFUL RICHELLE MEAD!

ROSE POV

We sit down on the bed and I swallow my pride and tell her everything that happened between Dimitri and I. I told her about the ups and downs, the Tasha hindrance, Victors Lust Charm, The Cabin… everything. I couldn't stop once I had started, I was crying, I was yelling, I was whispering, gasping. I couldn't stop myself; so many emotions got drilled into me when I relayed this story. So many emotions that it was hard to keep track; Love, Lust, Pain, Sorrow, Anger and so much more. It just came pouring out like a release.

At the end I was tired and empty. It never felt real to me before, just some sick joke. But now that I'm telling it to my friend it seems more real then I'd like to let it on to be. I lay back on my bed and stare up at the ceiling. "This is so unfair Liss, why me. Why do you get your perfect little relationship and I'm stuck with a fucked up pedophilic one?" I feel my eyes start to water again when I'm suddenly overwhelmed by a sickening feeling in my stomach.

I run to the bathroom and narrowly get my vomit in the toilet. Lissa enters a short time later holding my hair away from my neck and rubbing circles in my back. "It's probably stress babe, why don't we take you to the infirmary?" She asks whilst she gets my tooth brush ready for me to clean my teeth afterwards.

After cleaning my teeth twice her and I head down to the sick bay in the academy where Dr Olendzski is more then happy to run some tests on why nervous system and stomach to make sure it's just a stress problem and nothing else too bad. She was talking to me whilst she was taking the tests. "Dhampirs aren't susceptible to sickness because of the genes we get from the Moroi. It's strange to get any Dhampir here that doesn't have a bruise or a broken bone. But this could be a shadow kissed effect. I wouldn't know for sure." She continued on with her polite talking whilst taking the scans and blood tests.

"Alright, that's all done but I would think it much safer if you were kept here over night until we get the results back. And you, Miss Dragomir, should not have been in Miss Hathaways dorm in the first place." She gave Lissa the wicked eye before turning and leaving the room to pack up her things. "You're going to be ok Rose? Are you sure you don't want me to just heal you?" She asked me pleadingly. I rolled my eyes, "Liss, we agreed to only use the Spirit in training with Adrian and if there is a life or death moment. Does this look like a life or death moment? No, it's the flu now go and get some sleep before I round kick your ass out of here." I say with the Hathaway cheek.

She laughs and kisses my forehead and leaves, hopefully to go back to her dorm. I rest my head back and let myself drift off to sleep when suddenly I feel the effects of a Spirit dream coming my way so I wasn't completely surprised when Adrians face was suddenly in mine. "Where is your head at!?" He exclaims, walking back and forth in front of me. I shrug "I dunno, lost it a while back." I say and cross my arms. He looks at me with 'are you serious look.' I roll my eyes and sit in the near by chair on a garden bed full of roses and lilies.

"This is not the time for jokes Hathaway." He said sounding quite mad, a first for Ivashkov. "I locked myself in my room because I can Adrian! I felt upset and sick and devastated! I FELT LIKE SO MANY THINGS AND I JUST NEEDED SOME TIME TO MYSELF!" I explode, why cant people understand that!

"Well where are you now?" he asks completely oblivious to the fact that I was now in hospital with severe stomach pains and illness. I look from left to right and look down. "I-I'm in the sick bay area of the school." I say quietly. I look up and I can see his face turning from a normal shade to a red and suddenly to a purple in a matter of seconds. Oh god… "WHAT ARE YOU DOING IN THE HOSPITAL? DID YOU COMMIT SOME OFFENCE!?" I screamed. I shook my head at his concern and stood up. "I'm fine, I'm just a bit sick that's all." I said throwing away the fact that we don't actually GET sick.

He nodded at that breathing in and out slowly. "I'm ok with that then little dhampir, it's probably because your stressed. You'll get through it, you're a woman." He said as he pulled me in for a hug. Suddenly he disappeared, someone was shaking me awake. "Hnngh?" I slurred as I woke up to see Dr Olendzskis face. "What is it Doc?" I ask as I sit up slowly on to feel the jabbing pain again. I ran to the toilets to throw up. "GOD! Why is this happening to me!?" I exclaimed whilst I stood up from the toilet and flushed. I turned to see Doc passing me a cup of water so I could rinse out my mouth. "So, have you got the results back yet?" I ask, a little concerned about my health.

She nodded looking a bit surprised and walked me over to the bed. She sat me down and finally told me what's wrong. "This is going to be a bit of a shock for you Rose, but whilst we were looking through your X-Rays and ultrasounds, we saw something a little out of the ordinary… I didn't quite expect this from you Rose, I thought you knew better." She shook her head. "Knew what better?" I asked alarmed, do I have cancer? Am I dying? What's going on?

I sat there waiting for her to tell me, and when she did my whole world shattered. This cant be right, that's just impossible. I sat there in complete shock.

I couldn't move or think, why is this happening to me? Why does everything bad have to happened to me? "Can I leave for one moment to call somebody?" I asked whilst I stood up from the bed. Doc nodded and maneuvered out from the doorway so I could leave. I called the first person I thought of. Luckily she picked up.

"Liss, I need your help." I whispered breathlessly. I felt the tension on her end of the phone call. "What's wrong Rose?" She asked, fear spiking through the bond. "The doctor thinks I-I'm Pregnant… That only leaves one thing Lissa and you know what that is." She gasped on the other end.

"No, it cant be his." She said, I could hear her getting upset. "Liss, it has to be his, I haven't slept with anyone else! What am I going to do!?" I exclaimed frightened that I'll have to tell everyone. "Don't you worry Rose, I'll be right over

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