Someone thinking to themself

Inner voice

Chapter 4!

Pain...So much pain, everything hazy, distorted and stained with blood *I'm going to die here, she's actually going to kill me*

Sasuke woke to the realization that the sweet little Sakura he had left on the bench those many years ago had changed, He had been drifting in and out of Sakura's torturous administrations for what seemed to be an eternity, everytime she had something new in which to inflict pain upon him.

He led there utterly defeated, smothered in his own blood and looking like someone had put him through a wood chipper, chunks of flesh hung from his body, bones protruded from various angles and he had lost the vision in his right eye from where he had back sassed her and she had gouged her thumb into it's socket.

He hung his head and let the tears that he had fought back slid down his cheeks, each one stinging as they ran over cuts and bruises, he remembered Sakura ranting about the village, Naruto and how he had ruined her life, none of it made sense to him right now.

*Am i really such a monster in her eyes that i deserve this?*

Lost in his own world of self sorrow he failed to notice that his back was no longer leaning against cold stone, but instead propped up by a slender warm figure.

Sakura looked down on the sobbing Uchiha and smiled, she had succeeded in breaking him, for hours he had resisted her torment, passing out when the pain got too much, if only he had cried back then, that's what she had wanted, his tears...She had found that her original plan of disemboweling Sasuke hadn't lived up to be as exciting as she had once thought, if he had been paying close attention he would've seen that her expression had changed from cold and murderous to one of pity and self-doubt.

Not being able to take the smell of blood for much longer sakura placed her hands on either side of Sasuke's shoulders and soon green healing chakra begun to make it's way into Sasuke, healing all previous damage done by her hands.

Sasuke was too caught up in himself to notice this of course, still he sat there crying silently until Sakura couldn't take it anymore.

"Tell me Sasuke...Why do you cry?" She questioned Sasuke lifted his head, preparing to look into the lifeless eyes of his once former team mate, when he found nothing in front of him he merely let his head slump back down towards his chest

*Now I'm hearing her when she isn't even here*

Again the tears began falling, convinced that he was going crazy or had died and had gone to hell Sasuke held nothing back, soon the room was filled with his anguish.

"Answer me...Why do you cry?" This time his head was tilted up for him, Sakura had finished healing his wounds and had moved round so that she could confront the Uchiha directly.

"Why does it matter that I'm crying?...Why do you wish to know? Are you going to somehow torture me with my own tears as well?" Sasuke sniffed Lifting her hands to his face, Sakura healed the one remaining wound still present, the damage done to his eye, Sasuke stilled his sobbing and tensed his body, waiting for the next onslaught to begin but instead of pain, he felt a warm, soothing feeling, when it disappeared he slowly open his eyes, once again onyx met jade, only this time, instead of finding himself looking into eyes that held nothing but hatred, he found eyes that held questions, remorse, sorrow

"You...You healed me?...why?" Sasuke asked, he felt no pain, no burning, looking down he found not a single scratch on him He never got an answer, Sakura had risen from her position and had moved over to the table again and began fingering something, Sasuke couldn't quite make out what it was but it was...pink?!

"I made these just for you..." Saukra began, turning round she held in her hands a small pair of silk panties Sasuke raised his brow, clearly not understanding the words that had left Sakura's mouth

"...They look like normal panties yes?" Sakura asked holding them infront of her for Sasuke to see clearly

"They're not, you see they hold something sinister within, something i was going to use to destroy you completely" Sasuke merely sat there, his face a mixture of confusion and concern, he winced a little when Sakura started walking over to him again, he wasn't sure what she meant but he wasn't going to underestimate her, he had experienced what she could do.

Sakura bent down infront of him, panties still in hand had repeated her previous question

"They look normal yes?" Sasuke nodded, not wanting to anger her anymore.

Sakura smiled weakly and turned the panties inside out, they were crotchless but on the fringes on the bottom were hundreds of tiny needles, all different shapes and sizes

"I don't understand..." Sasuke stated, *why would she have 'modified' them like this?*

"You remember when we were genin and had just been assigned to Team seven?...Well back then you said you had two goals, to destroy someone and restore your clan...I figured that since you had already killed Itachi there was no point trying to use anything related to him to hurt you, so...I made these, The needles at the bottom have been placed so that as two people, you know...begin to have sex...they would..." Sakura stopped her explanation when she caught sight of the pure confusion on Sasuke's face...He wasn't getting it.

"Fine...I'll show you" She walked out of the room leaving Sasuke alone to stare at the panties in bewilderment, she soon came back with a cucumber in her hand she raised her hand to stop any questions he might have.

"We have a fridge...You know rouge ninja need to eat too you know!" With that she picked up the panties and slipped them through the gap at the bottom, she then began slowly rubbing the panties up and down the length of the cucumber, each action sliced away a small layer from the cucumber Sasuke watched in horror as he finally realized what she had meant.

*she was going to...*

Sasuke threw up before he could finish he thinking, the image of his manhood slowly being grated away was more than his stomach could take.

Sakura winced at the sight of her former love throwing up down himself, she expected he'd be mortified but vomiting? that she hadn't expected, she placed the cucumber/panties mess down and fetched a towel from the table, wiping away as much vomit as she could she waited for Sasuke to regain his composure.

After 10 minutes Sasuke was still gagging, for someone who never spoke much or showed any interest in anything he sure had one hell of an imagination to still be going at it as if she was actually performing it on him Sakura sighed and sat down...this was going to take a while.

*In the mean time...What am i going to do with him now?*

(You could kill him quickly...I'm sure he'd prefer that at this moment in time)

*Not helping inner*

(Well I'm sorry...You had this all planned out, you were going to torture him till he begged for death then leave him here to rot away like the scum he is and now, well now i don't know what you're up too)

*Neither do I...I thought I could do it...but when he started crying all the anger seemed to leave my body...I agree he needs to pay for all the heartache and pain he put me through, but I'm not sure i can kill him now*

(Well it seems you've got time to think it through, I don't think he's going to be done gagging anytime soon)

Grudgingly Sakura agreed with her inner, she dragged herself up from her seated position and made her way over to the chair that sat beside her 'toy table' making herself comfortable she began to think of how she was going to deal with the Uchiha now. Was she going to kill him? Let him live? She wished for once that life didn't have to be so damn complicated

Sorry again for the short chapter...but the last one will be longer...promise...hope you liked!!!