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Chapter 4
Lexa POV
Lexa sat outside of her human den watching as regular hikers ran down the trails; she was taking a break from organizing some paper work for the sanctuary making sure that money was still steady and that all the animals in the forest were accounted for. She could hear some of the conversation that faded out to her using her wolf's ability as an advantage. Most of the conversation were about whining husband or wives that may be cheating on them or other groups were discussing things about college. Lexa wasn't fond of the humans but they were interesting to watch and their so-called problems seemed like a joke to her,
She was only 24 winters and she was responsible for the enter sanctuary and her pack of 400 wolves. Keeping them balanced was stressful her biggest problem with the sanctuary had been the hunters that still tried to take out her wolves; the recent pair arrested had succeeded in killing 18 of her wolves.
Lexa placed a hand to her heart feeling the pain of those loses. She cared for her pack she protected them with all her might, she hated to lose anyone, among the 18 souls to be killed by those hunters had 4 cubs among them. Those were the worries deaths of all it was bad enough that her female wolves couldn't get pregnant easily it took years to successfully be impregnated. Now there was only 2 cubs in the whole pack, Lexa now doubled the protection for the sweet young ones. One was boy of 2 summers and the other a female who barely reached her first spring. They were greatly loved by all the wolves and were treated like their own.
Lexa still wondered as to why her female wolves couldn't reproduce like normal, the last 20 years had been this way. As though mother Gaia was not letting them breed, Lexa never thought ill of their Mother Earth but it worried her to no end. Lexa feared that her pack will slowly die off and she had no way of fixing it; Nyko and his helpers worked day and night trying to find a cure. The Trigedakru clan and other clans combined once had more than 4,000 wolves that ran on these very lands; now all the wolf cans merged together make up the 400 wolves she had now...
Lexa watched as a mother was holding onto the hand of a young boy helping him on the roughest paths. The little one was excited when he succeeded in jumping over a "large" rock. The mother applaud for his efforts making the boy grin ear to ear with excitement making his jump in place, Lexa whined softly,
"Gaia, I beg of you to bless us with more cubs," she whispered to herself she let out a sigh and looked away from the mother and her babe. She felt her phone vibrate in her pocket and was ready to grab it when a familiar voice interrupted her,
"You know maybe Clarke could give you some of your own cubs?" Anya was walking up the path looking a little tired from pulling an all-nighter patrol of the sanctuary. Lexa scuffed at the idea she didn't know anything about Clarke other than her passion for art,
"Don't be ridiculous, she's a human if I mated with her we would have a half breed and I don't even know her enough to want to breed with her," Lexa sighed, the idea of a half wolf would be shameful it has happened before in the wolf clans. But the half breeds were treated horribly, it was often that their mental capacity was more animal then human. What made matters worse was that the wolf genes won against a human's and the poor cub wouldn't be able to change their form always stuck in a weak wolf body.
Anya sat beside her and bumped her shoulder with Lexa's, leaning a little more heavily against her, Lexa could tell she was fighting her sleep,
"So? You like her though that's for sure maybe get to know her? I know you want cubs even if they are half breeds it's better than no cubs at all," Anya let out a yawn and she moved back and laid down the porch her hands behind her head. Lexa moved about tell she was comfortable and leaned her legs on top of Anya's thighs,
"That's true but no Heda has had a half breed, you really think my wolves will value them?" Lexa challenged, "they would be unfit to lead and I doubt my soul will choice one of them with the Heda's mark," Anya sighed sounding a little annoyed but she did her best to cover it up,
"Fine all mighty Heda, then just play with her have her as girlfriend and not a mate. Go on dates, fool around, fuck her and have fun," Anya opened one eye and smiled at Lexa, Lexa would not look at her, her cheeks felt warm but Anya could see a hint of a smile,
"You can be so immature sometimes, even though you're so old," Lexa laughed when she heard her former Seda growl softly,
"I may be older Lexa, but I can make any female scream with ecstasy," Lexa felt her cheeks heat up again letting out a small snarl she kicked at Anya before moving away from her, all the while Anya was bursting with laughter,
"My Goddess Anya! Please stop talking that way, you sound like an omega in heat," Lexa hissed at her, her phone went off in her pocket vibrating more indicating a call coming in, Lexa fished it out and answered without looking,
"Aw come on Lexa that was funny and you know it!" Anya continued to laugh at Lexa, even though she ignored her turning her back on her. Lexa was listening to something that sounded like struggling and her heart hurt slightly when she recognized the voice,
"Wait! Wait! I was totally screwing with you guys please for God sack do-"
Lexa could hear Clarke screaming and making an odd sound, she noticed Anya shot up beside her listening in on the phone. Lexa put phone on speaker and muted her end,
"She's in trouble we have to help her!" Lexa shot off the porch and started to run towards the back of her human den with Anya close at her side, her sleepiness forgotten at the mention of Clarke being in danger,
"Shouldn't mess with your best friends Clarke,"
Lexa let out a growl in anger, her own friends were tormenting her! Lexa will have avenged Clarke tenfold starting with whomever spoke. Lexa just made it to her car ready to unlock it and drive off into Polis until she heard a new voice that made her turn bright red,
"Maybe we'll send your new found sweet heart a picture of you all sweaty and sex haired after this,"
Lexa cheeks where on fire with embarrassment and Anya ran into Lexa making them both stumble and fall into a heap on the floor,
"Lexa what the hell? Com-"
"Quite!" Lexa ordered making Anya stop her argument seeming to take notice of Lexa's red cheeks,
"Ooh such a good idea for once O, Lexa will get a preview of how sexy you look in bed all dripping with sweat,"
Lexa covered her face with her hand feeling utterly embarrassed for not realizing that Clarke was only laughing with her friends. Lexa groaned with Clarke's response, almost wanting to throw the phone into the deepest lake she could find,
"Fuck! Stop! I swear I'm going to pee!"
Anya finally caught up to what was going on and she bent over laughing her head off like a hyena. She even snorted from laughing at both Lexa and Clarke situation,
"Oh my Goddess Lexa! Here I thought you didn't really want her as your own but you just nearly flew across the road to get to her!" Anya continued to laugh and Lexa growled taking more of her Heda mode and went up besides Anya and took a bite at ear to remind who she was dealing with. Anya quickly shut up and stopped laughing so hard but still chuckled lightly. Lexa turned away from her and unmuted her phone taking a deep breath she whistled loud and on the other side of the phone it was dead quiet,
"Not trying to ruin you're guys fun but um Clarke you called?" Lexa was snappier then she liked, she took a deep breath and let it out. Her wolf clawed at her skin to be released she couldn't just change out here in the open,
"Hello Clarke is everything ok?" She soothed her voice, feeling bad for snapping at Clarke but the line was still dead quiet.
"I think she may be embarrassed Heda," Anya still sounded like she wanted to laugh but she knew better not to at the moment. Lexa could hear a ruffling sound and then it was the same voice from earlier about sending a picture,
"Lexa, right? Sorry Clarke currently is mortified that you might have heard everything just now. She'll call you back in about an hour,"
"Wait I-" the phone call was ended before Lexa could even finish her sentence. Lexa felt like this arrogant girl needed to be put in her place, she had dare to end a call with an alpha?! Her wolf squirmed inside her claws growing and her fur poked through her skin, she felt so iterated right now. She'd never been treated so disrespectfully, her wolf felt like she had been denied of what belonged to her only putting herself in a more unpleasant mode at remembering she had no claim on the female.
"Lexa, stop control yourself, your showing," Anya moved up to her placing a gentle hand on her shoulder, Lexa teeth sharpened and she struggled to keep calm but she bit at her tongue to break her from her own anger. Slowly her claws retracted and the little fur that poked through her skin returned inside her. Talking a deep breath, she licked at her fangs and calmed the irritation and they shrank to normal.
"Clarke's playing a dangers game with you, disrespecting you like that," Anya half growled, Lexa felt her grip tighten on her shoulder, she reached up and patted the hand to reassure her,
"It wasn't Clarke, it was some other female apparently a best friend of hers," Lexa sighed, she pocketed the phone moving towards the back of the woods, "I need to run, feel free to rest in the house Anya I know your tired," Lexa broke into a brisk jug heading deeper into the woods and farther from the human eyes. Her wolf still clawed at her insides she hadn't been in her wolf form for two days now and it was diving her crazy. She wanted to melt into her true form, to feel the dirt between her paws and claw at the ground to fly through the trees in blur. The human form was far to restricted like moving in a costume that was stiff and rubbery.
Lexa pushed her legs more running harder until she could no longer hear the noise of mankind. Checking her surroundings, she making sure she was alone and began to strip out of her clothes and hid them underneath a tree. Taking a deep breath, she let her wolf take over, she moaned a little as her bones grew out and cracked in a satisfying way. Her body rebuilding back to her wolf self, bones minimizing and stretching out to finally standing on all fours. Lexa stretched out her legs getting ready for a good long run. She arched her back and flicked her tail, once she felt her mussels relax she trotted in place to make sure all her bones were in the correct spot. She was ready to take off but then she looked back at her clothes were the phone was buried in her pocket,
"Should I take it with me? The girl said Clarke would call back in an hour... but how do I take it with me?" Lexa moved back to her clothes debating her choice, "She might call sooner? And if she does and I miss the call she'll think I ignored and then won't call me again," Lexa pawed at her pants until the phone slipped out, she ignored her voice of logic that told her she was being dramatic, "it's better to keep it with me anyway," she persuaded herself, she nipped at her shirt and laid it out and nudge her phone on top and began to grab the ends of the shirt to make makeshift pouch. "Really should have thought this beforehand," holding the pouch in her muzzle she stretched her limbs once more then took off at full speed.
Lexa loved to ran on all fours, she enjoyed how each push off the ground would send her flying through the forest. Her claws dug into the dirt bring up that sweet smell of fresh soil and rain. She hoped over rocks and tree trunks with easy never slowing down pushing harder even when her legs started to burn. As much as she enjoyed going to the clearing, this was her favorite thing to do to run with all her might and not have to be slow so others kept up with her.
Lexa could hear a few howls from her fellow wolves that heard her running greeting as she passed through. Lexa did her best to howl back while still holding onto her pouch. Her wolves knew when she was running alone that it was best to leave her be and let her enjoy her free time. She appreciated that her wolves respected her personal space. She continued to run on pushing more and more to run faster, her legs screamed at her to stop and her throat began to tighten from not allowing herself to pant.
She was half across the land getting close to the main water start of a waterfall that her kind frequently used for every day purposes. She decided it be best to take a break from her run before she passed out from exhaustion. She slowed to a jog once her muscles relaxed from the burn she walked the rest of the way to the water stream. She put down her pouch and lapped up some water she enjoyed the cold sweet water soothing her aching throat. Lexa looked back at the pouch and used a paw to uncover the phone to check it, there was still no calls yet. Lexa didn't even realize it had already been an hour a half since the called ended, she felt her stomach clenched
I really hope Clarke doesn't think I don't want her to call...oh Gaia! What is wrong with me?! Why do I care about this girl?!
Lexa shook her head and without thinking she backed up, ran out, and jumped into the water. Submerging herself in the water allowing the sounds around her to drown out,
I'm losing it here, how can I like a human this much? It's not right it's wrong a Heda can't be with a human mate they must be with another wolf to continue the blood line! My race will die out if I choose Clarke for a mate.
Lexa kicked her paws out bringing herself to the surface of the water, she took a deep breath and swam around the water. Trying to ignore the tingle she felt whenever she thought of Clarke,
Or maybe I'm just out of my mind. I've slept with other wolves before just for fun so why can't I treat Clarke the same way? Just play with her have my fun and get it out of my system... she really is beautiful for a human...
Lexa swam around the edges of the water stream occasionally going under the water to submerge herself. Allowing the sounds of the world to drown out, her legs sang with relief with the cold water soothing her burning hamstrings. She surfaced up from the steam, her ears picked a small vibrating sound and she quickly swam over to her phone changing her form as she reached out to her phone. Clarke's name appeared on screen, Lexa quickly pulled herself out of water sitting on the edge, drying her hands off she answered her phone,
"Hello?" There was some giggling in the background and a loud smack before a familiar voice replied,
"Hey um hi Lexa, I just wanted to apologize for earlier," Clarke was breathless there was some rustling again,
"Come on Clarke! That was a good one! Don't you dare say you didn't laugh,"
"Oh god say it again Octavia! Please please say it again,"
"Is everything alright?" Lexa questioned, she moved her legs in the water enjoying the warm breeze that kissed at her wet skin,
"Instead of jumping Octavia bones, you should be jumping that hot stuff that has you soaking your panties!"
Lexa cheeks flushed, and she felt her nipples harden and her wolf began to purr at thought she could make Clarke wet just from being close to her,
Oh Clarke if I had you in bed with me you would be dripping wet
Lexa licked at her lips at the thought she wondered what she tasted like...
"Raven I swear you say anything more I'll shove you down the stairs!" Clarke yelled out and Lexa moved the phone away from her ear, whom ever Raven was it didn't sound like things would work out for her,
"Aw you don't mean that Clarke baby you love m- Ow! Fuck! did you just throw a book at me?!" A door was shut loudly and a lock slipped in place.
"If you heard any of that please pretend you didn't or better yet forget it," Clarke finally spoke into the phone sounding extremely embarrassed. Lexa chuckled she dipped her free hand into the water and brought it up taking a sip of the refreshing water,
"Clarke you are the most interesting person I have ever meet," Lexa smiled happy to hear Clarke giggle, there was more movement in the background,
"I hope that's a good thing cause my friends are like that all the time. They bring out the worries in me but they are the best family I could ever ask for," Clarke sighed, the small tension to her words clued her into not questioning her on the subject.
"They seem fun, a little disrespectful but fun," Lexa kicked at the water, she was feeling a little cold so she slipped back into the water keeping her upper half out of the water,
"They are, just can be assholes sometimes not afraid to say what they like. But disrespectful they're not, when where they rude?" Clarke sounded confused right away defensive,
"Earlier when you umm accidentally called me? One of them hung up before I could finish speaking," Lexa spoke softly so as not to provoke Clarke any further,
"Oh that... Raven meant no harm by it, she was just giving me a chance to recover from being embarrassed out of my mind," she defined her friend but had relaxed when Lexa hadn't tried to be any more insulting, Lexa chuckled softly,
If she was a wolf, she would definitely would be an alpha. A wolf that defends her wolves to the fullest
"Oh ok, they seem like good friends," Lexa swirled the water around her making ruffles on the water and flicked at the edge making a small splash,
"They are, so um what are you up to?" Clarke's voice changed tone almost a nervous edge, Lexa pondered what to say should she be honest or lie?
"Currently, I'm taking a swim in this water stream that's in the sanctuary," Lexa smacked at the water hard to create a loud splash to prove her point. She could hear Clarke gulp,
"In the sanctuary? Isn't that a little dangerous? With all the wolves and all?" She sounded more nervous now, Lexa smirked feeling devilish she decided to taunt her,
"Oh I suppose, but no worries. I'm pretty strong, I know how to protect myself, besides the predator know whose boss around here,"
I'll just play with her that's all have a little causal sex and some fun, another way for me get some much-needed stress relief
Clarke gave her a nervous chuckle, "well then I guess it's them who better watch out for you huh?" She cleared her throat a few times before speaking again, "I was wondering Lexa, if maybe you and Anya would like to come to Polis and hang out? Like window shopping?"
"Window shopping?" Lexa repeated feeling confused,
Why does she want to shop for windows? Did she break her windshield or something?
"Yes window shopping, don't you know what that is?" Clarke giggled and Lexa almost felt offended but choose to push the feeling away,
"Of course I know what that is, you want to shop for glass to replace a window or something," Lexa felt her cheeks heat with embarrassment when Clarke busted out laughing,
"Oh my god, Lexa, you are adorable," Clarke gasped out and Lexa had to rest growling at her for making her feel embarrassed, "no baby girl, it means you look at different stuff in a number of stores without really aiming to buy anything," Lexa cheeks flushed more with the pet name, she smiled though feeling her heart beat fast, she kicked at the water slowly,
"You're the one that's adorable Clarke, I love to hear your laugh. Anyways does Saturday work for you?" Lexa cupped some water and let it slip through her fingers watching is hit her bare legs slipping back in the water,
"Sure sounds good," Clarke laughed nervously, there was a loud knock on the other side of the phone including a muffled voice calling for Clarke,
"Clarke! Finish up your call already! It's Thursday theater night we're supposed to be having a Texas Chain Saw Massacre marathon!" The voice sounded annoyed, Clarke voice was distant probably pulling the phone away from her,
"Alright I'll be right there, just give me a minute! Go ahead and tell Raven she can order the food, use my card!"
"You sure about that? Raven has a pit for a stomach,"
"Just make sure she doesn't go over her set limit!" Clarke's voice was less muffled as she brought the phone back to her mouth, Lexa waited passionately for her to be done with her friends. She checked her surrounding listening out to see if any of her wolves were nearby it didn't matter to her if they saw her naked since most their pack didn't see being nude as a wrong or inappropriate. Many wolves that changed forms was only for a few minutes since some many enjoyed their true nature rather than their fake selves,
"Got it and hurry up! Your new play toy can wait!" there was a muffled running of feet as the girl ran off,
"Octavia!" Clarke yelled at her friend and Lexa shot the phone away from her ear, Lexa's cheeks blushed at her friend's boldness,
"If anything Clarke is going to be the squeaky toy in that pair," a different voice added giggling away,
"No no no! She going to be the ho-" a door opened quickly and Clarke raised her voice at them,
"If you dare say another word, I'll push you off this building myself!" Clarke yelled at her friends and Lexa could hear them laughing wildly like a pair of coyotes. A door was shut again and Clarke sighed into the phone, "I think I'm going to die of embarrassment first before our little meet up Saturday," Clarke laughed into the phone, Lexa smiled she enjoyed Clarke very much she carried an air of authority about her that if Lexa was honest with herself it turned her on,
"I would hope not, I would really enjoy seeing you again," Lexa pulled out of the water and began to shack the water off of her. She loved the water but transforming into her wolf while still soaked was nearly impossible, it was like diving into a pool being fully clothed and expected to swim fast, "I had a thought Clarke, since your friends are coming with you Saturday if I were to being a third person perhaps you like to make it a triple date?" Lexa managed to shack off most of the water, she grabbed her shirt off the flour and began tying it up into a pouch to later slip her phone into,
"Sure that would be fun, Ravens bisexual and Octavia is straight though," Lexa nodded already having an idea of who to bring for Octavia,
I get the feeling Lincoln would be interested, if her friends are anything like Clarke they surely must be attractive
"Alright I have someone in mind that could… let's say catch her attention. Mind sending a picture of your friends?" Lexa finished tying up her little pouch and held the phone up to her ear again,
"Yea I'll send one and I'll send another of just me since you sent a picture of just you," Lexa smirked feeling a little a flutter go off in her chest,
I really shouldn't be falling for some hot human girl
"Thank you Clarke, I'll text you later then? Seeing as your friends need you?" Lexa slowly stretched out her mussels getting ready to change, her tail slipped out and she flexed it making sure all the mussels were in the right place,
"Yea that be nice, umm talk to you later then bye Lexa," Clarke whispered into the phone a door was opened, there was a muffled argument going on between Raven and Octavia about ordering more shrimp or beef,
"Good-bye Clarke" Lexa purposelessly husked out her name in hope it would send a shiver down the girls spin, she hung up the call and grinning to herself like an idiot, "I'm not supposed to like a human this much..." she whispered out loud, pushing her phone into the pouch, Lexa placed it in the ground and she sighed relaxing her mussels more and formed into her true self. She felt a great release as her bones cracked and formed into her natural features. Once she stood on all fours she shook out her fur and grabbed her pouch in her muzzle,
Reaching out with her mind she searched for Lincoln, he was supposed to be working on gathering herbs for Nyko. Lexa found him not to far off from where she was and she took off in a brisk run towards his location. As she got closer to Lincoln location she let out a muffled bark to alert him. He seemed to have heard her cause he answered back with his own bark, though the sound of bark sounded ridiculous in his human form,
Why is he so stubborn about his wolf? It's only natural to be as Gaia made us, why does he always prefer to be in his human form?
Lexa slowed down as she got closer, she could smell calendula being crushed, once she caught sight of Lincoln she could see him sitting on the ground with a mixing bowl on his lap several other jars were laid out in front of him each containing a different herb,
"Lincoln what are you working on?" Lexa got closer and sat down a few feet besides him, she glanced inside the bowl taking a sniff,
"A mix for the swelling of the throat and to help with pain," Lincoln grabbed a spoon full ginger and added it to the mix, Lexa scrunched up her nose at the bitter smell and moved away from the bowl. She felt her phone go off in her pouch and before she could control herself her tail began wagging. Lincoln caught the motion and smiled, "the great Heda wags her tail, it must be something good," Lexa let out a warning growl to remind him where he stands, but that doesn't stop him from chuckling softly. She drops the pouch besides her and pushes it towards him with her paw,
"I got you date this Saturday with me and Anya," Lexa waited as Lincoln put down his mixing bowl and reached over for the pouch beginning to untie the knots. Lexa could feel his hesitation, he was a true omega; a wolf that stuck to the old traditions he kept himself pure for his alpha or beta to be. He didn't fool around with the other omegas whenever his heat came he ventured off into the city of humans and stayed far away from all wolves never wanting to have sex with anyone.
"Is that so? Are you commanding me to go?" Lincoln fished the phone out and unlocked it, Lexa leaned over to see the picture herself. Two girls possessed in front of the picture with the labels underneath the left being Raven and Octavia on the right. Raven winked in the photo while Octavia below a kiss,
Clarke's friends really are strange, is this normal now a days?
"They are pretty... especially her," Lincoln tapped at Octavia's picture, his voice told her he was aw struck and was diffently interested even if he tried to hide it,
"Good, cause that's the one you're being set up with," Lexa's tail wagged a little feeling rather excited for this date, "Clarke is the one who set this all up, if you go up there should be a picture of her too," Lexa was almost tempted to change her form but she didn't want to waste time talking with Lincoln. She enjoyed Lincoln company he was one of the few wolves that she was able to openly talk to; being able to have a civil conversation with him helped her think properly when it came to doing her work. He would give his notion of what he thought and Lexa would consider his view point on things since his mind process was more human than wolf. She loved her wolves but most conversations she had with them was based on food, shelter, and mating more often than not her wolves acted more to their wolf's action rather than their human's,
"I remember her, I have seen her in Polis a few times. She is pretty, she looks like someone you would enjoy Heda," Lincoln placed the phone back into Lexa's pouch and pushed it back to her, "so Saturday then? In the morning?" Lincoln picked up his bowl again and continued to crush the potion, Lexa shook her head and grabbed her pouch with her muzzle again and began to stand up ready to leave him to his work,
"Yes on Saturday but not until the evening about 5 o'clock, we will meet in the city where they are from in Polis," Lexa moved to go but then Lincoln said something that had her second guessing her thoughts about Clarke,
"In Polis? The small town? I've been there many times Heda and I never seen Clarke's friends I have only seen her," Lincoln confusion was clear, he grabbed a few dried up grasshoppers and crushed them in his bowl, "Clarke though she's a strange one, she only smells of two things every time I see her tree bark and charcoal nothing more though no perfume, cigarettes, or coffee beans like so many of the other humans," Lincoln hummed, he grabbed an empty jar next to him and poured the medicine inside, Lexa was at lost for words did her like for the girl cloud her mind?
Of course Clarke would lie to me about living only an hour away, she could very well be from Arkadia and be a wolf...my excitement for the female is making me a fool
Lexa bared her teeth in frustration, she was a alpha and Heda to her pack her emotions could not lead her. She clawed at the dirt and looked back to Lincoln,
"Yes I've noticed that about her, for now it's just for fun if something else occurs on Saturday to be alarming all of us will be watchful of them," Lexa turned away from him and took off in a small run, "if there is any sign these females are actually wolves, we will need them more than just to play with," Lexa moved further away and her mind was spinning, a part of her wanted Clarke to just be a human so that she could play with her, go on dates, get to know her, and of course to bed her. But she also wanted her to be a wolf because if she a wolf then surely, she knows something about why her wolves were taken back to her city. She wouldn't admit it to anyone but she knew her alpha was crying out for her to take the female as her own, to seal a bond with her, to always want to be at her side, to mate for life with her...But Clarke being a wolf would mean she broke laws by coming onto my lands with out my permission; every stray wolf knows to ask an alpha's permission to come on her territory,
I'm such a fool, how could I allow a girl like Clarke mix up my actions? My wolves matter far more than her, if she is from Arakdia then maybe I can convince her to search for my wolves. She will be able to track down those wolves who have taken my own but if it turns out Clarke is responsible in some way then... then...then what?
Lexa lost track of where she was running she hadn't realized she was turning back towards her human den. She shook her head trying to clear her dark thoughts away,
Will I have to hold Clarke hostage? Or worries will I have to…. kill her?
Lexa whined without meaning to it hurt her heart to even think such a thing. Lexa felt like throwing herself against a tree, not evening knowing what was happening to her. Anya must have heard her approaching because she stood out on the back porch, she had the back door wide open. Lexa didn't hesitate and ran inside the house, she was wanted to rip something apparat she was furious without releasing why. Lexa growled at herself and she threw her phone away from her, grabbing a large pillow she started tearing it apart.
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Anya POV
Anya had closed the door pulling the curtains closed and drawing the shades down on all the windows. She waited passionately for her Heda to calm down, she could see she was obviously angry at something as Lexa grabbed the pillows of the couch and tore them apart. Cotton was flying everywhere, some even cling to Lexa's coat she looked like a poodle but she knew better then tease her right now. Lexa continued to take her anger out on her couch and Anya moved over to the thing that Lexa threw away from her, she realized it was Lexa's shirt tied up in a weird way and it felt slightly heavy. She sniffed at it once and noticed Lincoln scent on it, confused she began untying the knots and could see Lexa's phone inside. Setting the shirt to the side she unlocked the phone and right away saw a cute picture of Clarke sitting on a couch curled up with a pillow on her lap seeming to be watching tv or something as a small glow was cast over her, Clarke didn't seem to notice her picture was taken distracted by whatever was in front her.
Well it can't be her, why would that make her mad?
Anya moved to the next photo seeing two very cute girls, Anya licked at her lips as she caught interest on the brunette named Raven.
She looks she could be really fun in bed, Clarkes a sweet heart but she's definitely a virgin when it comes to having sex with a girl. Nothing wrong with virgins but an experienced girl is just so much more fun...
Anya couldn't hear the tearing apart of the couch any more so she looked up seeing Lexa had changed into her human self. She lay naked on the floor covered in cotton and linen, her arm rested across her eyes while the other hand still picked at the cotton underneath her. Anya put the phone down on the counter making her way beside Lexa taking a seat next to her,
"So want to tell me why you came crashing in here and ruined the couch I like to sleep on?" Anya grabbed at handful of the cotton and dropped it on top of Lexa's stomach, Lexa stayed as she way shaking her head, "just felt like tearing down the forest in broad day light? Risk being seen by any human that was close by?" Anya continued to pile the cotton and linen on Lexa's toned stomach slightly amused to see how much her belly could hold. Lexa sighed and moved her arm away from her eyes, she whipped off her mouth picking off cotton that stuck at her teeth,
"Did anyone see me?" Lexa questioned finally cleaning off her teeth of the cheap cotton, she stayed laying on the floor not caring at all the Anya was piling the cotton and linen on her body,
"No because it's actually getting dark out and the all humans already left to go to their own comfy couches," Anya faked a whine trying to help her Heda feel better but it only made her growl at her,
"Then why did you say that? Making me think I just gave us away?" Lexa swatted away the pile Anya built on her and stood up, she ran her fingers threw her hair to get out the cotton out that stuck in her wavy hair. Anya sat on the floor for a bit before lunging forward and grabbing Lexa's ankles. Lexa failed to notice her move and Anya yanked on her making her fall back hitting the back of her head. Anya quickly jumped on top of Lexa and pulled out her knife from her boot holding it against Lexa's throat,
"Your acting like a cub instead of the alpha of 400 hundred wolves," Anya straddled Lexa's hips pushing the knife down further, Lexa bared her teeth and roared at her. Lexa quickly bucked her hips throwing Anya off balance the knife cut her skin gently but she ignored the pain. Lexa shot her hands out one around Anya's throat the other on the wrist that held the knife, spinning around she now straddled Anya's hips. Lexa pushed Anya into the floor her hand still holding her throat she could see Anya going red from losing oxygen; she loosened her hold giving Anya the chance to breath but not to be able to get up.
"She got in my head! It's not my fault! She fucking made her way inside my mind and I can't even think right!" Lexa yelled at Anya, she wasn't angry at Anya no not all, she angry at herself. She dropped her hold on Anya and stayed sitting on top of her, Anya stayed down baring her throat to Lexa to show she submitted to her willingly,
"Who got in your head Lexa?" Anya knew the answer but she needed to hear Lexa say it. Anya could see her frustration, she started at Anya like she was the problem and her eyes were red, fangs pocking out, the blood that ran from the cut Lexa did to herself was dripping slowly down her front. Yet Lexa whined her eyes watered and she refused to let the tears fall, Lexa clawed at the floor under them,
"Clarke...Clarke inside my head..." she whined again, Anya sat up carefully until Lexa sat in her lap she leaned forward and licked at Lexa's throat sealing the small cut with her saliva and to prevent any infection from settling,
"Did she say something to upset you?" Anya wondered, she grabbed a piece of linen next to them and cleaned off the blood that dripped down Lexa's chest. Lexa shook her head and slipped off Anya lap, leaning against the back of what remained of the couch which wasn't much, half of it was nothing more the metal and springs while the other half was slight intact,
"No, but I wish she did," Lexa let out a shaky breath to calm herself leaning her head in hands, "Anya... I fell in love with her..." Anya felt her chest tighten at the pain in her Heda's voice, she moved forward and leaned an arm around her shoulders pulling her close to comfort her,
"Isn't that a good thing?" Anya pressed, Lexa leaned her head on her shoulder, she shook her head again a small sob broke from her lips,
"No because if she responsible for my wolves being taken... I'm going to have to kill her..." Lexa chocked on the words and Anya felt Lexa's pain full blown; her alpha hormones pushed a deep sadness in Anya that weighed heavily on her mind. Anya may personal not feel upset but because her Heda was upset she had a hard time trying to consult her. She wanted to tell Lexa she was being dramatic that she had to find out for sure that Clarke was a wolf first before jumping to conclusions. But Anya didn't have the heart to tell her that because she knew it would be a lie. Lexa grew quiet as she fell asleep leaning on Anya for support,
Anya felt guilt eat away at her, like Lexa had wanted she had done research in the name Griffin. What she found wasn't too major but would definitely make Lexa jump to conclusions again.
When Lexa had left for her run, Anya used her laptop and found that a woman named Abigail Griffin was a highly well-trained doctor. She was known for being able to save many lives, came highly recommend, and she only lived a few miles away in the city named Arakdia. There had been a small article of her work and how she majored in heart transplant and even had a daughter that studied under her, practicing in the same field and more. So obviously this doctor could be a wolf too but it made no sense as to why the doctor would expose herself so much to humans, a wolf pack kept to themselves keeping out of sight so no attention was brought to them. A wolf pack stuck to living by their natural needs keeping to the forests and only used their human selves when it was needed. But what of the wolf pack in the city? How did they hunt for their food or ran around in their true forms? What kind of life could those wolves live surrounded by walls?
The only thing Anya knew for sure was that there was a wolf pack in those walls and they were taking Lexa's wolves and never gave them back even if they killed them they would never see those wolves again. There was also the problem that Clarke was the daughter to the famous doctor and she had medical experiences. Which also meant she could very well be able to create that empty smell that confused her Heda to no end…
Anya didn't want to admit it but what if Clarke was a trap? A pretty little blonde sent to unmated alpha who rules over 400 wolves? Seems likely...being able to use her charms to make Lexa blind to what she must do while Clarke's wolves could steal more wolves behind her back to do Gaia knows what to them? Oh Gaia please don't let this girl be a trick,
Anya laid Lexa down on her lap, she ran her fingers through her hair. Anya had trained Lexa in everything to fighting the largest of foes with nothing more than her teeth; to training her in her human form to be able to make anyone bend to her whim. To keep her emotions to a minimal when it came to new comers to keep them at a distance but close enough to keep an eye on them. To keep her heart closed until she knew she could love and trust someone safely but Anya couldn't teach her she may need to even kill someone she loved...
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Forgive me for this small heart ache! But I need some buildup darlings but don't be sad, I'm sure you'll like the next chapter, :-)
So, I noticed a few are still voting on a ship so I'd to clear up that the voting is closed and CLEXA won! Yay lol but be at peace for I am thinking up another story that will have the shipping of Clexanya, now I don't have everything sorted out but I do want to make a story about the trio and more than likely I won't start it tell this one is finished so as not to delay on updates and be overwhelmed.
Also please understand that Anya and Raven are just a minor couple they will be mentioned as will as Octavia and Lincoln in the next chapter but after that it will mostly be just Clexa, I'll be sure to edit anything if need be.
Just a minor setback instead of waiting for 2 weeks for an update it may be 3 weeks, just because I won't have access to the internet for 2 weeks but I will post once I'm online. Just so you are reassured that this story is NOTbeing dropped, I have already written four chapters ahead! Yay ;)
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