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Edward Perspective :D
I swung Bella gently over my shoulder, I was shocked at how light she was. Too. light, like a small soft twig.
I knew we all had hurt Bella especially me, this was all my doing, I would never forgive myself for leaving her.
"You will be Bella again" I said kissing her cheek.
She didn't move or fight, it was obvious Bella had given up and had no energy.
"Jasper" I whispered.
Bella went limp in my arms
Unknowingly she curled herself towards me.
"fucking Jasper" she muttered.
I chuckled.
I cradled her walking up stairs.
"what have I done to you?" I sighed.
I gently placed her fragile body under the covers of my bed.
She groaned.
I wanted to stay with her till she woke up, but I knew that was a bad idea. There were things the family needed to discuss.
I kissed her forehead
"Goodnight my Bella"
I knew it wasn't right me calling her "my Bella", but she was deep down, the old Bella was still there somewhere.
I made my way slowly down stairs, gathering my thoughts.
"Edward"- Carlisle thought.
I walked over to him.
He sighed heavily.
"We really hurt Bella" I said sadly
"I know son" he puts a comforting hand on my shoulder.
Esme walks over to hug me tightly.
Poor Edward I hate seeing him this way, Bella is broken, we never should have left her - Esme
"What are we going to do" Jasper asked.
"What has Bella felt while she has been here" I asked.
He hesitated
"Pain, Sadness, fear, distrust, hate, distress, discomfort more fear, sadness and pain"
"Oh dear" Esme cried
We all heard Bella stirring up stairs.
"what is she feeling now" I asked.
"I can't be sure. The need to get away I guess" he frowned concerned.
"Family meeting, Living room, now" Carlisle ordered.
We all quickly made our way to the living room to sit down.
"We all know Bella needs our help" he started.
"she's so skinny" Alice comment.
We all nodded.
"I want to know what drugs she has taken... So Rose and Emmett" He turned towards them
"yes" they frowned.
"Can you find the time to go to Bella house, see if there, there"
"Yes, we will"
"Alice can you see anything we need to know" Carlisle asked.
"umm one sec", her face went blank.
"well..." scrunching up her face
She gasped
"what Alice" Jasper asked wrapping his arms around her
"I..I Can't see a thing" she stuttered
"What?" I said confused"
Carlisle sighed.
"That's because Bella's dying, she not eating, she's taken a lot of drugs"
We sat in silence of a good 7 mins.
"I might see if her medical files say anything that might help" Carlisle thinks out loud"
I was the only one that didn't nod.
Jasper noticed my hopelessness.
"Edward we have Bella back, that's a start" he assured me.
I smiled.
He was right that was a start. We needed a plan.
"What are we doing tomorrow" I asked.
"Alice can't see Bella's future, so I don't sorry, but will play it by ear."
We heard Bella thrashing around in her sheets mumbling.
Emmett looked up.
"Is that normal" Emmett asked
before we could answer ,there was a high pitch, blood curdling scream.
"BELLA!" I yelled.
We all ran at inhuman speed to Bella
She was lying in a uncomfortable angle, sweat covered her forehead.
"Please, Don't!" She screamed.
We all stood shocked. I ran over to Bella.
"Bella, Wake up!" I shook her gently.
Her breathing turned to short gasps for air.
" I'M SORRY Charlie!, It's all my fault" Her voice cracked.
"BELLA! WAKE UP. JUST WAKE UP" I yelled. Did she think that her father's death was her fault?.
Her eyes were closed tight.
"Jasper" I hissed.
Jasper walked forward and touched Bella's arm sending wave of energy to wake her up.
She screamed again and opened hers eyes.
It was silent.
"Oh Bella, are you ok" I sobbed pathetically
"Umm what are you doing?" she asked.
"What?, Bella you were screaming" I said confused.
"No I wasn't" She turned to the side not facing me.
We did know what to say.
Alice stepped forward.
"Bella, we can hear you no" she raised her eyebrow
she didn't say anything.
"I wasn't screaming" she said through her teeth.
I walked over to Bella and hugged her
"Don't" her voice cracked again, removing my hands quickly.
"Will go son"- Carlisle.
I nodded at Bella answering Carlisle.
"good luck" Emmett
"she doesn't want to show her weakness, poor Bella- Rose
"Bella is so distressed and scared, maybe I shouldn't of given her that hit of energy.- Jasper.
"Edward will get her back, where not giving up on her, she's my daughter. - Esme
I sighed.
We still needed to help her with Charlie's funeral.
Well yesterday, we did come at a bad time, but we came just in time to save her.
Bella's heart rate slowed to a normal pace as she fell asleep.
I wanted to hold her, to push away her dreams, even if Bella wasn't admitting she was having nightmares, I knew she was having them, everyone did.
I moved to get into the massive bed with her.
"don't Edward, I saw what you're going to do, it won't end pretty"
I frowned.
I decided to leave the room, Bella was way too tempting.
This story is exciting to write, should I continue ? Restart?
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