I Miss You
Summary: _
Which things get heated
Author's Note: just a head's up the music that plays in the background will be Adele's song
~Korra~
"'Sami. What are you doing?" I asked. as her hands reached for the draw string of my sweat pants I took a small step back trying to put some space between us. She made it very clear she didn't want to talk.
"Don't… move." She said between kisses and giving me a serious but lustful stare. She pulled me forward never taking more than a second or two for her lips to be apart from mine. I can't help but think we should be talking… that maybe this isn't really what she wants… that I'm not really what she wants even if she is what I want.
"Asami…" kiss. "are…" kiss. "you…" kiss. "sure…about this." I bit my lip when her hand snaked it's way into my pants trying to hold in a growl.
"No Talking." Asami's voice husked in my ear as she grabbed the hem of my shirt raising it and guiding my arms above my head so that she could pull it over my head. When it was off she dropped it to the ground and it landed with a soft plop upon the impact. My pants and underwear followed right after. She gave me a once over and smiled.
That was it. The look that said she didn't care what I did at this point as long as it involved her. I needed no more encouragement before I began assaulting Asami's mouth all the while unbuttoning her blouse as quickly as I could. When I found it was taking too long I took the shirt and tore it open letting the last few buttons fall off. I grabbed both sides of the opened blouse and pealed it off of her then her bra. As the next song on her playlist began, my hands slid down her torso and rested themselves on the back of Asami's thighs.
~I want every single piece of you
I want your heaven and your ocean's too~
As I lifted her up, holding her close with my face buried in the crook of Asami's neck, I felt her legs wrap themselves tightly around my waist. With one hand on the small of her back and the other holding onto her thigh I moved over to the bed. As I laid her down and pulled back and I smiled. "What?" she whispered.
~Treat me soft but touch me cool
I wanna teach you things you never knew, baby
Bring the floor up to my knees
Let me fall into your gravity
And kiss me back to life to see
Your body standing over me~
I shook my head. "I…I've never done something like this." I admitted as I blushed. "I don't want to hurt you." She smiled in response to my confession.
My heart was pounding so fast and loud, I'm certain she can hear it… and if she didn't, she noticed when she ran her hands over my breast."
She winked at me. "I don't mind if you hurt me a little." She said with a seductive tone as she pulled me down on top of her and into a deep kiss. There was no resistance when my tongue found its way into Asami's mouth.
~Baby don't let the lights go down
Baby don't let the lights go down
Baby don't let the lights go down
Lights go down, lights go down
Lights go down, lights go down
Down, down, down, down~
I slowly made my way down her neck, as my lips pressed against her Common carotid artery, I felt her pulse quickened and she shivered before letting out a moan. I wasn't sure if she liked having her nipples pinched and twisted but the way her body trembled tells me whatever I was doing she was enjoying.
My lips traveled down licking and nipping at her breast just long enough to have her gasp and have her nails dig into my back, dragging outward, before I moved on. She wined for a moment in disappointment before my lips traveled down to her hips. I unbuttoned and unzipped her pants and slid it as well as her underwear down around her ankles then pulled them off tossing them somewhere by the foot of the bed.
~I miss you when the lights go out
It illuminates all of my doubts
Pull me in, hold me tight
Don't let go, baby give me light
I miss you when the lights go out
It illuminates all of my doubts
Pull me in, hold me tight
Don't let go, baby give me light~
I ran my tongue down her stomach, over her hips and down to the inside of her thigh. I planted a kiss on her sweet spot and bit down softly. She flinched and for a second I thought that she was ready to push me away.
When she didn't I proceeded to gently run my fingertips over her slit. She gasped in shock. I looked up and my eyes met hers. They begged me to do it again. I grinned and complied this time her body shivered and her hips rose.
"D-don't… tease me… Korra please…" she bit her lip. Her hips wiggled against my touch and I took that as a good reaction and rubbed her clit.
~I love the way your body moves
Towards me from across the room
Brushing past my every groove
No one has me like you do
In your heart I bring my soul
But be delicate with my ego
I wanna step into your great unknown
With you and me setting the tone~
She gasped and grabbed the sheets. "K-Korra." I couldn't help but smile when my name slipped unintentionally from her lips. It was at that moment that I would do anything to hear it again… and for some reason that thought scared the Spirits out of me.
I watched her chest rise and fall at a quickening pace before finally sliding my fingers down and penetrating her. She arched her back throwing her head back as well, her mouth opened to let out the moan she had tried so hard to hold in.
"K-Ko-Korra!" she said panting while her hips bucked against my fingers. With my free hand I pinned her hips to the bed. My own core burned wishing for her hands on my own body… but for now I focused on her needs.
~Baby don't let the lights go down
Baby don't let the lights go down
Baby don't let the lights go down
Lights go down, lights go down
Lights go down, lights go down
Down, down, down, down
I miss you when the lights go out
It illuminates all of my doubts
Pull me in, hold me tight
Don't let go, baby give me light
I miss you when the lights go out
It illuminates all of my doubts
Pull me in, hold me tight
Don't let go, baby give me light~
I licked her clit thrusting my fingers in and out of her at a pace that steadily increased. As her breathing became more rapid I slid a second finger in her. "F-Fuck… K-Korra!" she yelled. I rose placing my lips on her neck again pumping my fingers in and out of her faster.
"Harder… Korra please… Please… Please do it harder~" I smiled and added force to my speed.
~We play so dirty in the dark
'Cause we are living worlds apart
It only makes it harder baby
It only makes it harder baby (harder baby)
Harder baby (harder baby), harder baby~
I felt her muscles tighten around my fingers and assumed that she was ready to come. I fought the urge to add a third finger and bit down on her neck leaving a little more than a hickey. I moved my lips over hers and rubbed her clit with my thumb as my two fingers curled and rubbed against her walls.
She let out a few muffled moans blocked by my mouth. I pulled back and she let out a loud scream. She gasped before burring her face in my shoulder her nails once again clawing at my back. My fingers never once slowed as she rode out her orgasm. Her body shuddered repeatedly before her body relaxed.
~I miss you when the lights go out
It illuminates all of my doubts
Pull me in, hold me tight
Don't let go, baby give me light
I miss you when the lights go out
It illuminates all of my doubts
Pull me in, hold me tight
Don't let go, baby give me light~
~I miss you, I miss you
I miss you, I miss you
I miss you, I miss you
I miss you, I miss you~
I kissed her once more before pulling out my fingers and rolling over on my back next to her. I look over at Asami. She rolled over to face me and giggled a bit.
"what?" I said smiling.
She shook her head. "nothing." She was laughing now.
I sat up. "come on 'Sami. Tell me."
"you were a lot better than I thought you were going to be." She gave me a flirtatious smile.
"it's not like I'm a virgin… I just never done it with a girl before." I couldn't help but blush.
"didn't seem like that was the case to me." She shot me a wink before throwing an arm around my waist.
"why thank you." I said with a chuckle.
I watched as she closed her eyes her smile never fading. I lied down and did the same. She placed her head on my chest and began humming a tune. I remember burring my face in her hair and being engulfed with that cherry blossom scent and let sleep take me.
~the next morning~
I felt around the bed for Asami. I'm sure I fell asleep with her in my arms but…. My eye flung open and I saw that Asami wasn't there and I jumped up. I knew that she wasn't really over Kuvira yet… maybe I should have protested sleeping together.
What if she regrets it… what if she didn't think it was great, I mean she did date Mako from what I heard. What if she says it was nothing more than a mistake…?
Spirits what if she never talks to me again!
I quickly searched for my clothing before making my way out of the room. I didn't realize just how large Asami's place was until I went looking for her. I found her back at in the living room sitting at the grand piano.
I was ready to call out to her praying that my nerves wouldn't get the best of me but before I had the chance I heard her humming a tune. It was the same one I heard last night.
I walked up behind her. "hey… what is that song that you keep humming." She jumped at the sound of my voice and quickly turned to me. I took a seat on the couch waiting for her to say something but she just stared at me. "are… are you regretting it…" I ask lowering my eyes afraid to look into hers and know that she did…. Afraid to know that I still wasn't the one she wanted.
I heard shuffling and when I did find the courage to look at her, she was standing in front of me. She smiled before taking a seat next to me. She surprised me when she took my hand in hers before resting her head in my lap. I felt my body stiffen. Her scent is even stronger today. As I let it engulf my I couldn't help but replay the events of the prior night.
"Korra?" she said.
"hmm?"
"Do you really think I'd sleep with someone if I knew I'd only regret it later?" she looked up at me and her eyes locked with mine. For the most part I can tell that she's being honest but… there is sadness there as well.
She looked away. "are you ok?" I asked. She shrugged.
"I've been through worse." She said. I can tell she didn't want to say any more than that so I thought I'd change the subject.
"that song… can you sing it for me?" I asked.
She looked at me, sat up and smiled. She never once let go of my hand. "I'm… uh not that good of a singer…"
"please I promise I won't laugh if that's what you're worried about." I said.
"the whole song?" she asked starting to smile.
"if it's not too much trouble."
"well if you don't mind then…" her voice trailed off.
She took me by the hand and pulled me over to the piano. As she placed her hands over the keys she was smiling. A smile that made me hold my breath, my pulse quickens and my palms sweat. I want to be the only one to see her in this light. She began playing.
~I remember all of the things that I thought I wanted to be ~When the pain cuts you deep ~No river is too wide or too deep for me to swim to you
So desperate to find a way out of my world and finally breath
Right before my eyes I saw, my heart it came to life
This ain't easy it's not meant to be
Every story has it's scars
When the night keeps you from sleeping
Just look and you will see
That I will be your remedy
When the world seems so cruel
And your heart makes you feel like a fool
I promise you will see
That I will be, I will be your remedy~
Come whatever I'll be the shelter that won't let the rain come through
Your love, it is my truth
And I will always love you
Love you~
As she sang I couldn't help but think that I wanted this girl to be mine… from her raven colored hair and her green eyes, from her red lips and pale skin, from her heart stopping smile and her adorable laugh. I wanted her for myself.
~When the pain cuts you deep
When the night keeps you from sleeping
Just look and you will see
That I will be your remedy
When the world seems so cruel
And your heart makes you feel like a fool
I promise you will see
That I will be, I will be your remedy~
The way she sings… I don't know why but I get this sense of hurt, loneliness and loss…. What exactly did she mean when she said 'I've been through worse' and how can I make sure it never happens again… especially when the Avatar's life is always in danger…
'Asami…'
~When the pain cuts you deep
When the night keeps you from sleeping
Just look and you will see
I will be, I will be
When the world seems so cruel
And your heart makes you feel like a fool
I promise you will see
That I will be, I will be, I will be...
Your Remedy~
"Korra… well how was it?" she asked nervously. I didn't have time to process what she just said. I hadn't exhaled since she began. The only thing I could manage to say was…
"Asami will you go out with me?" Oh Spirits what in Raava's name did I just say.
Author's Note. This chapter was originally supposed to be the previous one in addition it was supposed to have secrets revealed… but character connection and a building relationship is important. Don't worry Asami will have her way with Korra later a lot happens later on and their relationship is tested along the way. ;) ^.^v
