-Tuesday night(6:30)-
The Dance Plan
Um……
"DAMMIT!" I Yelled. Closing my book
"Language!"
"Sorry mom.' I called down stairs. This was harder then I thought how was I supposed to get sango and miroku to go to the dance with each other as well as get inuyasha to kiss me and ask me to the dance, it was hopeless. I tell you hopeless.
"Kagome!" my mother called again. I wasn't even talking out loud.
"Yes!" I called back.
"Some guy is here to see you."
"A guy?" I mumbled. Getting up I ran down the stairs.
"He's waiting outside for you…it's that nice boy that called not to long ago." She smiled at me.
"What is he doing here?" I said opening the front door. There he was sitting on the steps arms crossed in his normal position. Closing the door behind me I walked over and sat down next to him.
"Give me a good reason why you want to help them and I may reconsider." He said without looking my way at all. I sat still for a minute.
"Because…I want my friend to have a chance at love, even if I don't." I said, there, that was a good reason…I hoped
'They'll be lots of chances at love." He said looking down at me.
"yes, but not like this, I know there meant for eachother,and I don't want them to regret it later on in life, and why are you acting all mature this isn't like you at all.?" I said back.
"….what do you mean that you don't have a chance at love…" He managed to say to me.
"I…." I couldn't think of a good answer for I like you a lot, but I know that you don't feel the same way so my chance of love is not going so well. How was I supposed to say that?
"Sango wants me to go with Hojo to the dance." I blurted out. Bad mouth why do you say such things.
"Hojo? You're shitting me." He said narrowing his eyes.
"No im not...Ive been thinking about it…what do you think." I asked.
"Whatever." He mumbled. I frowned so he didn't care.
"Please tell me what you think?" I pleaded looking up at him. He looked back down at me. His eyes softening. But maybe that was the street lights reflecting against them.
"I think that's a big mistake." He said, I swallowed hard.
"Why…who do you think would be better."
"Stop asking me these questions kagome." He said.
"Sorry…' I looked down at my sneakers. We were having a moment, a time were we were actually having a conversation that didn't involve violence or language.
"I'll see you tomorrow." He started to get up. The moment was fading away I had to grab on to it quick.
'Wait!" I grabbed his sleeve. He looked down at me. I felt what are you doing…your not thinking about doing that, are you….oh god you are…its such a risk, everything could be ruined by doing this one action. But when will I ever have this chance again? Ok kagome GO FOR IT!
I moved up quick, my lips touched his. I wasn't too forceful I was just. Trying to see how he would react. His breathe was warm and his lips were soft but he wasn't kissing me back. 2 seconds past and, everything almost came crashing down. But then I felt a slight pressure back, he was kissing me! Holy Shit.I opened my eyes. His eyes were closed, I closed mine again. It felt like a wave rushing to my heart, the kiss was slow and soft. I felt like I was in heaven but just as it began it ended, we both pulled away slowly. Then reality set in as I stared at him through dazed eyes. What was going to happen next now that we kissed…? Ugh I shouldn't have done that.
"Im sorry!" I bowed my head quickly. What did I do what did I bloody do!
"Kagome…" he said my name. I looked up at him my cheeks flaming.
"Don't act stupid." He said.
"What? Im not acting stupid, im just apologizing for what I did." I said back slightly offended. Calling me stupid, what a thing to say at a time like this.
"Why would you apologized for something like that I kissed you back didn't I?" He crossed his arms. He was also blushing but not as much as I was.
"You did didn't you…why did you?" I asked. my hope rising.
"Not like I wanted to you were practically forcing yourself on me.' He said looking at the sky.
Crack crack crack went my heart. my chest was tight, and so was my throat. Did he mean that….I didn't think I was forcing myself on him I gave him a chance to pull away?
"I…got to…go do something." I managed to say, though a wobbly voice. I ran up the steps and stopped.
"Inuyasha." I looked over at him. This time I felt hot tears coming down my face. He looked up at me shocked.
"I hope you choke." I said throwing a rock at him. He dodged it just in time. I was already in the house before he could make a response.
-Bedroom-
I cried in my pillow, I knew I would ruin it, I knew it! I picked up my steps of things to get him to fall for me. It worked until the points were he rejected me. I stuffed the paper into my book bag in felt heavy in my hands when I held it.
*ring ring* the phone shrilled out in my room. I picked it up.
"What…" I mumbled to tired to act nice.
"Miroku told me everything that jack ass how dare he say those things to you!" Sango yelled in my ear.
"What. How did miroku…"
"Oh…he was secretly following Inuyasha…" She explained. I rolled my eyes figures.
"The bets off Kagome."
"What do you mean" I got up out of my bed.
"This was just for laughs kagome but, it's gotten much more serious then you and I expected." she said, her voice sounded course.
"Sango are you alright you sound kind of…."I tried to think of a word
"Im just happy and guilty at the same asked me out kagome.I went with him today and he never! Not even once groped me, do you know what that means?"Sango said.
"that you guys luvvv each other and are in a serious relationship/' I said forgetting about my own despair for a moment.
"And it's all thanks to you." She cheered.
"Me…I just set up the atmosphere you did all the work sango, im so proud of you..." I said back.
"Kagome, you helped me with my love, now it's my turn to help you out." Her tone was serious.
"Sango…." I said, concerned about what she was thinking.
"Just you wait Kagome, you'll be happy by the end of tomorrow I swear!" She said, hanging up.
"What have I created." I moaned falling back in bed.
-Thursday lunch time-
I haven't been so depressed like this since sailor moon was finished. I didn't know how hard it was to smile in front of everyone when you were hurting inside, and see inuyasha in the corner of your eye, everywhere you go. He knows your there but doesn't do a thing to make notice of it. He did deserve the rock to the head...He dodged it though….damn his good reflexes. And to make matters worse I had to go by his locker, since my classes where right near it. I stayed on the opposite side of the wall as I went past it.
"You're acting really mature." I mumbled to myself. Why cant you just face him, tell him that was horrible of him to say those things and that he could have been nicer about it I would not have reacted the way I did. Yes that's what I will do. I turned around and walked back to his locker. I can't keep avoiding this. There he was leaning against his locker, fumpling with his bag. Taking a deep breathe I walked up to him and stood tall. He nearly dropped his bag when he saw me.
"Kagome..."He started I didn't care what he was about to say I needed to tell him a piece of my mind.
"That was horrible of you to say those things and you could have been nicer about it I would not have reacted the way I did!" I said exactly what I was thinking 2 minutes ago.
"You threw a rock at me!" he said back.
'Because you said I jumped you which I did not!" I sneered.
"Then what do you call what you did huh?" he said. We were too angry to even feel embarrassed about what our conversation was about.
"A kiss! " I yelled.
"Idiot, I know what a kiss is but why did you kiss me." He snapped
'Why did you kiss me back? Huh there has to be a good explanation for that but you can't think of anything can you, you just blame me for everything!" I said. My eyes tearing up from the anger and hurt I was feeling.
'Because everything is your fault!" He yelled back.
"How is everything my fault, what happened in your mind that made you think that?" I screamed. We were making a scene I noticed people crowding around us. And in the crowd I knew sango and miroku were one of them.
"When you first started to annoy me that's when, oh lets go out, oh lets set our friends up and I must rape you." He said.
"You suck at impersonations! One: you just went out with me because you felt sorry for me, thinking that I couldn't get a date with anyone else. Two: our friends are now together, if I never did that they would both still be denial about there feelings."
"Not me."
"Shut up miroku!" Sango said.
"And finally three: I did not rape you! What I did was try to tell you how I feel, because im not so good at words when it comes to shit like that. And you saying that I was forcing myself on you. When you didn't even make an attempt to stop me which I gave you time to do, was the worst feeling in my life! And now you hate me! Again!" I was now sobbing, in front of all the students and Inuyasha.I looked at him through tunnel vision. He stopped yelling and was just looking at me. Even though his face was blurred, I could see surprise in his eyes. And a pause, he didn't know how to react to that. Could I really blame him?
'Alrighty then." Miroku came out into view.
"Show over people leave or sango will kill you." He announced. They started to walk away.
"Ka…" Inuyasha started. I knew he was about to say something important. I wouldn't listen I couldn't listen I was too afraid to hear his response.
"Im just going to go crawl in a hole and die of starvation." I turned and walked away.
"Sango you can have my cd collection." I said as I walked by her.
-After school-
I didn't bother going to the rest of my classes, gym and math where the only ones left I couldn't face him in gym and math was just a pain. Instead I went to the park and swinged for 2 hours. Till I felt lightheaded. I stopped swinging and closed my eyes I saw beautiful colors, green, yellow, purple, red all flashing before me.
"nana,nana,nana,nana,boom,,nana,nana,nana boom batman" my cell went off to the remix of batman.
"Home of the dead, how may I help you." I said into the speaker.
"Inuyashas looking for you." Miroku said.
"…how did you get my number…and how do you know he's looking for me?' I asked.
"Sango gave me your was at your house asking for you…I followed him.
"Stalker.' I said.
"Im just trying to help out a friend my dear Kagome and Sango hates to see you like this."
"Where are you anyway, may I ask?" He continued.
"Hibachi Park." I said back starting to swing again.
"Oh, well ill let you go kagome,I hope everything works out."
"Yes...oh and miroku?" I asked
"Yes." I sighed and shook my head.
"If you hurt Sango in any way, I will be sure to pull your balls out, make you eat them then throw up and make you eat that got it." I said a matter of factly.
"Got it." I hung up, on him.
The light rain got heavier, my muddy sneakers splashed against the wet pavement. The park was disserted now, I was the only one here that was cold and wet. How marvelous this came out to be. I swear my luck can't get any better then this. Lighting streaked across the sky. I flinched obviously it can.
"Why aren't you wearing a jacket?" A voice came from behind me. I jumped out of my skin. For the 10th time this week.
"Jesus!" I turned around, to face the stranger.
"What are you doing here? How did you know I was here? Did miroku tell you?" I questioned.
"You talk too much, did I mention that?" He said walking over to me.
'I think I recall you saying that." I mumbled looking down at the ground.
"Here." I felt something heavy go over me. I looked up he took his jacket off and put in on my shoulders.
"You'll get wet now." I said to him. He shrugged. I give up I pulled his jacket closer around me. it smelled like the forest, it smelled like Inuyasha.
"Why are you here?" I asked again.
"I felt like it." He said back.
"You can't just feel like coming out into a park in the pouring rain, just to call me and idiot." I said
"I didn't call you an idiot; I said you talked too much." He explained.
"You'll say it sooner of later." I frowned. He looked at me through his wet bangs.
"What?" I asked, while waiting for a reply I zipped up the jacket.
"Hold on a second im trying to figure out how to say it." He snapped. I blinked quite confused. He took another step closer until he was just a foot away from me.
"Im not going to jump you if that's what you're thinking." I said to him. This time he laughed. I almost took a step back.
"Seeing you laughing is like seeing the sky turn green." I mumbled.
"What so I can't laugh?" He asked.
"You can, and you should do it more often…I like it when you smile." I said to him. Bravery is the key.
"You Know, ive never met anyone write like you kagome." He finally said.
"Is that a bad thing?" I questioned.
'Why do you always say that things are bad." He frowned.
"Because you say them." I looked up at his brown eyes.
"And you believed me." He raised an eyebrow.
"You're quite convincing Inuyasha." He huffed when I said that to him.
"Close your eyes." He suddenly said.
"Huh?" I blinked.
"Just do it okay?" He said louder. I closed my eyes, what was he going to do. 5 second past and nothing, I opened my eyes; he was 5 inches to my face.
"I said close them!" he snapped I quickly shut them again. He wasn't planning on kissing me was he? Now that's just thinking out of the box. Then I felt his lips on mine. I was so surprise I gasped and jumped back. He looked hurt, and embarrassed. Shit.
"Sorry you just surprised me that's all, I thought that you would don't know run away or something, I mean not that I want you to run away its just that I didn't think you would try and do that since you said that I was raping you not to long ago. And that you don't feel the same way so I didn't know why you were doing that since you didn't show the same feeling as I did for you…" I was babbling again and I couldn't stop myself. He closed the distance between us, holding on to my face he had an annoyed expression on.
"Like I said, you talk too much." then he finally kissed me. This kiss was a hundred times better then, our last one because this time I wasn't the one doing the raping.
He broke the kiss "and you have to stop thinking that I hate you.' He said then kissed me again. This has to be a dream Inuyasha actually kissing me and saying these things it is so unlike him yet it is him. When we broke off for the second time. I put my arms around him and leaned against his chest.
"Are you sure you're Inuyasha?" I asked.
"What kind of stupid ass question is that?" It was harsh words but he said it softly
"Never mind." I smiled.
-Friday-
I woke up feeling like I was on cloud nine! My stomach had butterflies and my chest felt inflated. The point was, I had boyfriend! Me kagome Higurashi has a boyfriend!
"I HAVE A BOYFRIEND!" I yelled for joy. My mom came barging into my room.
"A boyfriend? You better give me grandchildren girl." She sang. I fell.
Inuyasha was waiting for me by my locker. I smiled, he was mine all mine!
"Morning." I said happily, he moved out of the way so I could get to my locker.
'Those dance things…are you still planning on going with hojo?" He asked I looked up at him
"Who?" I blinked, oh crap that's right I was supposedly going with hojo….at least that's what he thought.
"No, I forgot all about this dance.' I laughed. It seemed so long ago that sango and I were planning to get inuyasha to ask me to it.
"Do you want to go?" He asked. I looked up at him; He had a tint of pink on his cheeks.
"Are you asking me to the dance?' I questioned that. He turned beet red
"No! Im just wondering that's all." He said yeah he was asking me to the dance.
"It would be nice….." I mumbled. Shutting my locker. The bell rang I looked at the time.
"Math..." I mumbled.
"Kagome." I looked up at him. His eyes were looking down the hall.
"Ill take you to it if you want too." He finally said.
"You don't have too." I said back
"I want to" he said stubbornly. I nodded.
"See you lunch time." I said. Smiling up at him.
"What's that?" he pointed to the left.
'Whats what?" I looked over. He quickly kissed me on the lips. I looked back at him eyes wide.
'Lunch time." He mumbled walking away.
"Lunch time." I called after him. Little did I know that someone was watching us the whole time and wasn't quite pleased with what she saw.
Woot Almost done this story,i had sucha rush doing it.I was on sugar once i finish all will be one.
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