A/N: Well guys I have a confession to make. I'm pretty sad…

I got about 30 visitors on chapter 3 and NO reviews so far. I know I can't make people review and it's not what I'm asking is just that I need to know if people liked all the drama and all and without you guys telling me it's hard to keep writing, so I think I'll cut the drama out of it. Of course there's still a little bit in this chapter 'cause I need to finish what was left behind but I'll try to stop. I just thought that a little drama is necessary to balance everything, you know? I mean people just stop taking things for granted when they lose it that's why I put some drama to make the couples appreciate what they got.

I'm sorry for saying too much it's just that I've been trying to post everyday for you guys, and is kinda hard when you work than there's college and everything but I'm doing my best because I like to write, I really do.

I'm just justifying myself and explaining some things, I'm not trying to make anyone feel bad, ok?. Thank you very much people who took their times to leave a review, it REALLY means a lot. As usual I'm posting for you guys.

Pe.

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Back on Track

Alex's POV

I wake up a little groggy still on the effects of the pill I took last night. I didn't want to take it but I felt so guilty that I knew I was going to wake up in a hell of a moody, as I have no intention of ruining my weekend with Justin I took one so I could sleep and not kill him with my famous morning bad mood.

I realize I still have the same clothes I had last night so I go change into some jeans and a shirt. I take my bag that is already packed and head downstairs.

My stomach groans in hunger. I better catch something to eat before we leave. I decide to go to the kitchen. I'm smiling 'cause I just remembered last night when Justin was in my room. He said he loved me that must mean he's not upset anymore. I giggle a little. He's always so sweet.

I enter the kitchen and hear he saying. "Yeah mom… we're not going… I mean… Alex is not going, I'm going alone!" .

"WHAT?" I yell. Maybe it was just my mind playing some tricks.

The look of panic in his face confuses me. He seems scared about something but I'm pretty sure that it's just by the fact that I caught him.

Here I was thinking everything was fine and he was planning to leave without me.

"Alex? Good morning sweetie!"

"Morning mom…" my eyes never stopping staring his. I'm sure my face is red with anger right now.

"Alex…" Justin says.

"Don't waste your time; I'm just disappointed that I had to pack for nothing." I feel I'm about to cry but I hold on. I can't do that with mom here.

"Justin that's really insensitive of you. Your sister just had a fight with her best friend. She could use her older brother. You shouldn't do that, it's not something a good person would do. Take her with you, it won't kill you!"

"No mom… Thanks but I think I'll pass. My older brother can have all the fun he wants, I'm better alone anyway." I know I can't hold my tears anymore so I just leave the kitchen and run to my room.

"ALEX NO…. WAIT!" He cries after me but I slam my door and lock it. I'm afraid I'll punch him.

"ALEX…. PLEASE… TALK TO ME…"

"GO AWAY"

"You know I won't!"

I turn around and see him right at my back. I can't believe he teleported here. It makes even more angry. I'm so furious right now the next thing I know I'm crying and apologizing for what I've done.

"I wuont say I didt dweseved dis but I weally am sowwy!" he says. His nose is bleeding. I can't believe I actually did it. I punched him. Right in the NOSE.

"Oh gosh I'm sorry…" I hurry up to him giving him some tissues to clean the blood.

"It's okay…dwont wowwy!"

"Here… let me fix it." I remember a spell dad told us to cure injuries once and I try my best to do it right. I take my wand and cast it.

"Wow… thanks… I can't see you've been training." He smiles. "That one hurted… sometimes I forget you have a really good punch!"

Now that the danger is gone I go back to my heart broken state.

"I meant when I wanted you to leave Justin. Now please… leave me alone."

"I cant I'm sorry."

"If I break your nose again I won't fix it. It'll be worse for you!"

"Alex please... hear me out!"

"WHY? Why would I do that, huh? When were you planning on telling me you were going to leave without me?"

"You don't understand…"

"Oh really? You must be really smart to get there all by yourself."

"Come on… listen to me…"

"I won't Justin… Look I know you're upset about what happened last night but it's not like I asked that to happen. I spent the WHOLE night crying for you, trying to think of a way to apologize or anything but this…" I sigh, tears coming down my face. "You crossed the line… I feel like you just cheated on me!"

"WHAT? NO NEVER… I would never cheat on you!"

"Oh yeah? Just like you said you were never going to leave me?"

"Come on don't be like that… you don't understand…" he put his face on his hands and sit on my bed.

"Are you going to make me understand?"

"I…" I can hear he's crying now. "I can't I'm sorry…"

I scream in frustration. "Are you even going to give me a reason why you were planning to leave me today?"

He's crying really hard now. I can see he's pulling his hair with such a force that his knuckles are white. He only does that when something is REALLY wrong.

I stand on my knees in front of him. My anger leaves as soon as I see him like this. I hug him and try to take his hands away from his hair, which I can't do.

"Babe please talk to me…"

"I'm no good for you Alex. I can see that. I'm only making things worse; maybe it IS good for me to leave once and for all." He says between gulps and tears.

"Don't say that… Why do you think you're no good for me?"

"Come on… you said yourself that you cried all night. I saw the pill Alex…" he can't keep talking.

"What pill?" I ask in confusion.

That's when he raises his eyes and meets mine. I can see so much sorrow and sadness. He looks like someone who lost everything in the world. I wonder how he can feel like that about some such small fight.

"The sleeping pill. You only took it when something is very wrong Alex, I know it and the 'wrong thing' is staring at you right now."

I smile as I realize what made him beat himself up like that. I kiss him but he pulls away.

"GOSH you're so sweet sometimes." I say in my I'm-so-head-over-hills-in-love tone.

"WHAT? Haven't you been listening to me?"

"Yes I have. I only took that pill last night because I didn't want to wake up moody since I knew we were going to wake up early. You know I can't sleep in cars but with the pill effect I know I would and wouldn't ruin our weekend together. GOD I wanna kiss you all over right now." I jump at him and start to kiss all of his frozen face. I laugh as I can see he got worried over nothing.

When he hold my arms and pushes me away still with the sad look on his face I sigh annoyed. Oh god, what now?

"Still… it changes nothing Alex… you know… I had a dream last night!"

"Good… was it about me?" I smile and take his hand kissing it.

"Actually it was…" he faces the floor.

"What was it about?" I cup my face with his hand and run my finger through his arm.

"You were dead…" his tone makes me shiver.

"Oh babe… don't worry… I'm here!"

"They killed you Alex. The wizard council killed you…" I can't see his eyes 'cause he's staring at nothing but his voice makes me afraid. "Everyone we know turned their back at us. Mom killed herself in disgusted. Dad went mad when mom died and Max had to take care of him…"

He says it with such truthiness in his voice that it makes me cry with him. I can't help it.

"But they made it worse with you Alex… They kidnapped us… Different places of course…" he stops to try to catch some air since he's crying.

"I could escape but you weren't so lucky…"

"They killed you… like they used to kill witches back then… They tied you up and burned you to death…" My hand is covering my mouth, I'm speechless

"That's not the worst of it… people threw rocks at you Alex. Everyone kept calling you horrible names… and your belly… they burned you EVEN with the belly.

He looks up now… his face is screwed up with all the crying and his voice is unrecognizable.

"Wanna know how I know this? They captured me again and made me watch. 'I way to finish with incest once and for all…' they said. 'We won't let this sin bring more freaks to the world… Watch and you'll see how freaks should be treated…' they yelled to the people watching."

He gulps and stops crying.

"They burned you Alex… They made it public so everyone could see. You had your belly so big… you were pregnant 6 months along… TWINS… and they killed you… right in front of me…"

I'm frozen, I want to take care of him but I can't. I just can't. I would look away of the darkness in his eyes if I could but I was completely frozen.

"Do you know what's the worst part of being a wizard? Did dad ever tell you?"

He continues when I don't say a word.

"You CAN'T dream. You're never sure if the dream is a premonition or not… So tell me Alex… how can I be with you when this can happen?" he asks me.

When I feel I can move again I just jump at him and hug him tighter than I ever did before. He hugs me back and we cry together for a while.

"I promise I won't let anyone near me if I know you still love me and wants to stay with me!" I say to him.

"I can't lose you… I just can't… not again… this... dream... was way too real!"

"You won't babe… oh babe… you won't… I'm yours forever!"

"Promise?" Some tears falls of his face again. "Hold me, ok? Just hold me for the rest of the day so I can know you're here with me."

I hug him and com his hair. He cries for a little while but after a few minutes we just lay down in my bed with his face on my chest without saying a word.

A few hours later of cuddling and holding each other I decide to make things better.

"Babe… you awake?" I ask

"Yes… Is something wrong? Am I too heavy?"

"No no baby… It's not that… It's just… Can I ask you something?"

"Anything princess!"

"Can we still go away for the weekend? I mean, I just want to hold you down without being afraid mom or dad or Max will burst into the room. I'd really love some alone tome together with you!"

"You really want to go?"

"Don't you?"

"Yes I do… I'm just a little 'shaked up' with everything."

"Justin Vincenzo Pepe Russo, I promise I won't leave you and that I WILL spend the rest of my life with you so get your butt up now and take me to the most perfect weekend you planned for us!"

He laughs at my comment and kisses me.

"You can bet this will be the best one!" he kisses me and I smile.

"Let's go then!"

"I'll go get my stuff. Let mom know we're going and meet me at the car in 15?"

"Sure babe!"

"PLEASE don't be late Alex. You're already packed!"

I struggle with the feeling of teasing him but decide not to.

"OK Mr. ALWAYS ON TIME" we kiss again and I go tell mom. Hopefully this will be the best weekend of my life.

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A/N: Well I have to say something. I HATED this chapter. I can't tell how but Justin and Alex took control of me and I had no power of them. I honesty had something completely different on my mind but they just took over me and things got carried away so I'd like to apologize. Also I didn't want to end this chapter here but a friend of mine told me to end this one here and make the other one of their weekend so I took the suggestion and that's what I'm doing.

Next chapter THE weekend LOL

Will Alex touch the fantasy subject with Justin again? Will he ask? Will Jerry ruin their night again?

Not even I am sure yet! LOL

Kidding… But review wait and see =D… I'll try to post it tomorrow! And still with no Beta so i'm sorry for the mistakes again.

Thanks guys. REVIEW PLEASE.

Pe.