Okay so heres another chapter. I really am sorry about what tommy does but I had to use the worst thing I thought he could do and this was it. Please R&R. it might not be that good it was kinda difficult to write. I own nothing zip nada zilch of instant star.

Stupid Mistakes

The drive to kwest seemed to be taking way longer than it should, and all he could think about was how good Jude had looked. He knew that it wasn't right for him to think of her in that way but damn, he tried so hard not too but it was hopeless. Every time he looked at her, that was it she was all he could think of. He knew she wouldn't appreciate how much he thought about her but he just couldn't help himself. She was just so damn good to everyone. Especially with Sadie. That girl had just messed her life up so bad. I don't even know why, since Jude wont tell me about it. I think I must be the only other person than Jude to really knew that Sadie had turned into a bit of a drunk, Jude hid it so well. Sadie was just so completely opposite than Jude. She was self-centered, didn't care about other people's feelings. Poor Qwest had been trying to date her for awhile and all she does is ignore him.

Darn where the heck are they, he said it wasn't that far away. There they okay lets just get Sadie, then I can try and figure out what to do with Jude.

finding them though he didnt exactly find what he thought he would find.

"hey man, thank god you're here," Kwest said with obvious relief in his voice "im not to sure where she got the booze, or how she got wasted quite so fast but she did. She keeps trying to sing 'Pick Up The Pieces', trying being the right word."

"Damn, okay um how drunk is drunk exactly?"

"You'll see." Kwest answers, almost laughing at how Sadie was acting

"Heeeyy, when did you get here" hic, turning back to Qwest " why arent we leaving yet, we're supposed to be at the party and i wanna Par-Tee" Sadie managed to say, while walking very unsteadily towards Tommy.

"hey Tommy wanna be my date for tonight? We'll have soo much fun" and with that she fell over into Tommy and passed out.

great, just great. I cant take her to the party like this, Jude would kill me if I did. Well at least she hasn't thrown up yet. that's one good thing I guess.

Gently, Tommy picked up Sadie and put her in his passanger seat, then went back to Kwest.

"how long has she been like this?"

"oh, about 20 minutes."

"damn, ill have to take her home, shes in no condition to go to a party. Have you figured out whats wrong with your car?"

"yea the engine blew, so im getting it towed. Would you mind dropping me off at the party, there's no reason we both have to take her home."

"sure but you'll have to hold her on your lap til we get there. I only have to seats remember?"

"yea okay"

Waiting for the tow truck didn't take to long, since it came about 8 minutes later. After that all that was left to do was to drop Qwest off and get a very drunk Sadie home. Seriously I don't think I've ever seen her this wasted. I mean I knew that things had gotten pretty bad for her, what with Jude trying to fix it all but I didn't think that it was THIS bad.Gosh and Jude's been having to deal with this and her own music career and school. I'm surprised she hasn't had a mental break down.

"whoa, man you passed G-Major" Qwest says a little anxiously. Sadie had been getting a little, ahem, friendly during the drive and he looked in a hurry to get out SOON.

"Sorry man, must not of been paying attention" Tommy says absently while turning around and driving into G-Majors lot "Well I guess I'll see you either at the party or tomorrow

depending on how long it takes to get Sadie to sleep."

"Uh, yea okay. See ya, have fun" Qwest says with a bit of sarcasm as he leaves to go to the party.

The drive itself was interesting. I had to stop the car at 3 times because, and I quote, she thought she was going to 'hurl chunks'. luckily they were just false alarms. Then came the part when we were about 1 mile away from her home and she decided she wanted to finish the rest of ride on my lap, and literally just jumped on me. I should have prevented her from doing it I know but I hadn't really been paying attention at the time. To be completely honest I was thinking of Jude, and how much I really wanted to be dating her. Cause then I would have a legitimate reason to wanting to stare at her all the time. I don't think she actually knew her own effect on me when she showed up at the studio in a tiny little mini skirt or a tank top. When I first met her I wouldn't have even been able to imagine her wearing one but then Sadie has started to influence her. I mean really why couldn't we date? There were a lot of couples who had way more years between them. Any way Jude will be 17 in a few months. And EJ wouldn't be mad cause to her any publicity is good publicity, and me and Jude dating would get a TON of publicity. So maybe I should try cause it could work. I mean I wouldn't go to far with her she was still to young but we could do some stuff. and then Speed wouldn't have his hands on her at all.

That kid just, ughrhggr, it would be so easy to hit him some times. Like when he started making out with her and his hand just happened to find its way under her shirt. Like god I was still in the room.

Sadly that was where my thoughts ended as a very drunk Sadie landed in my lap, almost causing me to drive straight into the ditch.

Finally we reached her house and I had to carry her to the door since she had some trouble actually staying on her feet.

"Tommy, why are we here? I wanna go out and party!!!!!" Sadie said angrily, (well as angrily as someone who couldn't walk could say)

"you're here cause you had a little to much to drink"

"I did? Well at least I have you then. Right Tommy?"

"yep. I guess you do" tommy said quietly while carrying her up to her room, and laying her down onto her bed.

"do you have any P-Jays? or anything ?Sadie cause I don't think you wanna go to sleep in that dress."

"whhaaa, umm yep in the sloset to your right" she said giggling slightly, when she got a crazy idea in her head that she should spend the night with Tommy. Since she was so drunk she didn't really think about what she was doing, just took off all her slothes while Tommy was looking in her closet then attacking him with kisses when he turned around.

Tommy reacting automatically kissed her back. He didn't really seem to realize that he was doing this with Judes sister, just reacted. Kissing her back, he lets her undress him, helping her when she was just to wobbly to do it. Slowly he backed them up to her bed and they lightly fell onto it.he lightly grasped her breast's slightly squeezing. Reaching down to her thigh he lighting traced his way to her center, pressing in a few of his fingers. Removing them he kissed her lightly before entering her. When he entered her though all he was think about was Jude, and without realizing, started pretending it was Jude he was doing everything to.

After they had both had both climaxed he laid there thinking about what he'd down. He had slept with Jude's SISTER. He couldn't believe it. After he had decided to try and ask Jude out. How could he be so stupid, so brainless. He loved Jude not Sadie, and yet he'd done this!

Out of nowhere his phone started ringing. Startled he picked it up, and seeing it was Jude, looked anxiously at Sadie who was laying there with a HUDE smile on her face obviously not as drunk as he has thought, answered the phone.

"Hey Jude, What's up?" he said guiltily

"Tommy they, they lied to me. I can understand why Georgia had I mean for my career and all but Speed did to. And, and he's my boyfriend he's supposed to care about me. How could he not tell me?"

"okay slow done. What did they lie to you about?"

"about G-Major and how it got sold. I broke up with speed and I'm just so upset. Wait. Did you know about it to Tommy?"

"Well yes but I really did want to tell you but I just didn't want to upset you cause well it was important for you to look normal and everything. Look I'm sorry Jude I really did want to tell you I just couldn't"

"Why couldn't you? I kinda expected this from Speed but not you Tommy."

"Jude please forgive me I really am sorry."

"I don't know!!!! I want to but you should have told me!!!!"

"I know just im sorry."

"whatever. Ill talk to you tomorrow"

Unknown to Tommy who was distracted by trying to figure out from the conversation whether or not he was forgiven, and Sadie who was currently watching Tommy carefully wondering if he regretted what they had done, Jude had entered her house. She walked up the stairs and almost went to her room but then decided to get some chocolate from Sadie's. She knew that Sadie had a secret stash just in case she had a particularly bad day.

By the time Tommy realized someone was opening the door it was to late to hide and that's how Jude saw them. Both naked, draped over each other, and obviously just finished have um well you know. At first all she could think was 'eewwwwwwwwwwwww' . then though it really hit her what she was seeing. Tommy, HER Tommy naked with Sadie, Sadie who knew she loved Tommy, on Sadie's bed, obviously just finished doing whatever what they were doing.

Upon realizing that she broke down first looking shocked and then disgusted at what she was seeing and then horribly heartbroken. She ran out of Sadie's room as fast as she could, as well as there house, her only thought of getting as far away as possible.

All Tommy could do was lay there with a shocked expression on his face.

So what do ya think? Good? Horrible? please tell i can take it