AN: hmph, so I didn't get the 5 reviews.. whatever.. I'm kind of dissapointed, not feeling this story after that :( but anyways here's the new chapther for the two of you who actually reviewed! It's not long, I wanted to find a good place to pause, and this felt like the only good place for that. Also this is kind of a filler, before the drama starts to fill in. So yeahhh.. Oh and when I'm talking about quay here I'm talking about a small one, you know like the one where you can go to swimming.. I just didn't know what they call them.. whatever..
The next morning I woke up with a fuzzy feeling inside of me, it felt like my stomach was filled with butterflies and they didn't want to stop at all. I tried to shake this happy feeling -that was taking over me- away, but I couldn't. It was hard for me to understand that I could actually feel happiness. I saw everyone else still sleeping, so I picked up my towel and tiptoed out of the cabin. Once I got to the showers I let the cold water all over me and felt relax, I had a feeling that the day was going to be a good one.
As I decided what to wear my thought traveled back to Amy, how was she? Did she sleep well? What did her friends tell her about me? Would she hate me now? Bunch of questions were flooding in my brains but I couldn't answer any of them. As I realized none of my roommates would be up anytime soon I walked to cafeteria to get some breakfast. The cafeteria was almost empty, only a few students here and there were eating their breakfast, most of them were alone. I spotted an empty table and left my bag there as I went to get some cereals and orange juice. When I got back to my table I saw a petite blond girl sitting there and smiling at me.
"Hi! Is it okay if I sit here, all of my friends are still sleeping?" The girl asked pouting her lips, but her face quickly turned into one big smile. I noticed she was very beautiful and it must be her first year here, because I'd never seen her before. Normally I would be ecstatic, but now it didn't change my mood considerably.
"Sur.. eh, I'm sorry but I just saw my friend coming in and I'd actually want to speak with her." I explained and my eyes were locked to the girl who was standing in the doorway. She waved at me with a smile in her face. I'm sure the blond girl thought I was impolite, but from the moment Amy walked in she was the only thing I saw. I took my bag and walked to Amy, leaving my breakfast untouched.
I did wonder where we were standing as we left thing open last night after her friends intervention. I wanted to kiss her, but maybe she would take it as crossing the line. So I gave her a hug, that lasted a bit more than normally a hug between friends would last. She suggested that we'd take our breakfast with us and eat outside, so we did that. As we walked in front of the cafeteria where the food was held she took my hand and squeezed it. I looked at her with a surprised impression and she must have took it like she did something wrong and let go of my hand, but instead of letting her hand drop to her side, I took a hold of it and squeezed it back.
Then as if I was making an announcement, I placed my hand to her hips and turned her against me, I moved my other hand to back of her head and pressed my lips to hers. The whole cafeteria around us turned quiet at that moment, as everyone were gazing at us. Most of them knew who I was, so they probably were thinking she was just another girl to me. But I knew that I wouldn't do that to any girl, and she wasn't just anyone, she was special. We let go of each other and studied our eyes, trying to find hints of what the other was thinking. We were both smiling like idiots and it felt like it was just the two of us in the cafeteria.
"Bro! Aren't you gonna introduce us to your girl?" I heard someone calling and I turned looking to my right and saw Jason and Matt standing almost next to us. I wondered how long had they been there, because I hadn't noticed them at all. Jason was grinning like a mad person and Matt was just looking annoyed.
"Yes, Amy this is Jason and Matt" I explained to the girl as I pointed the guys. "Guys, this is Amy." I smiled as I saw Amy shaking hands with my friends and saw them getting along very well. Matt was looking Amy with a hunger at his eyes which I didn't like at all. I told my friend about our plans, and for some reason Amy suggested that they would tag along. I didn't like it, but I wasn't about to moan about it and make myself look bad.
Our morning was great, as we were sitting on a quay, enjoying the sun and eating our breakfast. Sure Amy was a bit shy, every time to time but she fitted our group perfectly. We spent our morning joking around and teasing each other. At 11 am Matt and Jason needed to go to their first lesson of the day, they left me and Amy alone. She was complaining about the heat so I catched her to my arms and threw her into the water and jumped right after her. Of course after I had taken my cloths off and only wore my swimming trunks. When I got to the water she was pissed off and taking her clothes off and throwing them to the quay. She was wearing bikini under her clothes, so it wasn't that bad.
"Screw you Ricky, what if I couldn't swim? What would you have done then? Or if I had hit my head to a rock and died? Oh gawd, you are too inconsiderate." Amy yelled at me, but I just took her to my arms and hugged her. She quickly wrapped her legs around me and we were standing in the water, very close to each other. Soon I was very aware of her almost naked body wrapped around me, and I was about to lose control with her. Our lips sought for each other and soon we were all over each other. She was biting my lower lip and licking it, she sucked my tongue and if there's anything I know, it's that that kiss was the most passionate kiss, anyone anywhere had ever had. We yearned for each other and I soon noticed that she as moving her hips and butt against my hardened organ. I wanted to take her right there, but somehow some reason became to my mind. She was the first girl I had ever really liked, did I want to ruin it with having sex with her right away? I pushed her away from me and looked at her eyes, I could see the hurt in her eyes.
"What? Don't you want this?" She asked her lips pouting.
"No it's not that Amy, you know I do, but I just.. I can't believe I'm going to say this, but I think we should wait and not do it right away." I tried to explain myself to her. But still I saw the hurt in her eyes and she was ready to leave. She climbed back to the quay and put her clothes on not caring that they would get wet.
"Oh yeah? Is there something wrong with me? I guess I'll just find a guy who likes me for real!" She yelled and stormed off. I was left with my wonder of what had just happened. I had no idea what I'd done. It wasn't my aim to hurt her, but somehow I still managed to do that.
AN/ so there you go, is 5 reviews really too much to ask? Because if you really want me to keep going on with this story, you will review :) xx love Aino