Mistakes

AN All rights belong to the genious Ms Meyer.
Okay, so sory I didn't post yesterday and if you read Hunger Hurts but Starving Hurts, I'm going to have a new chapter up for it tomorow. Hope you like this.

Chapter Four

Weak

JPOV

"Edward!", Alice yelled after him but it was too late. He was already running. I could feel the tension building in the house and I didn't need my powers to do so.

"Alice, where is she?", Emmett demanded of her. She went the way she usually does when having a vision but it didn't last as long as most. I could feel worry and confusion running off of her.

"Alice, what is it?", I asked trying to calm her but it was hopeless really. She looked at me, then towards everyone else and just shoke her head. "Honey?"

"I can't see her. I can't see anything. Jasper, whats wrong with me?", Alice asked me. Everybody was feeling worried now.

"I don't know but we can dwell on that now. For all we know she could be with ... the wolves.", I said. Even though I ditested the thought, I wished it were true. At least then there wouldn't be something wrong with my wife.

"Jaspers right.", Esme said. "I will go to their medow. Alice, you go to Bellas house. Emmett, the treaty isn't important right now, you go and see if Bella is in La Push. Rosalie will go with you and help you look so you two can cover ground faster. And Jasper, tell Carlisle everything once he gets here. Maybe he will be able to think of a place we haven't. Now go!" Esme was using a tone I've never heard which momentarly made everyone freeze but then they were off, leaving me to my own confides.

I understood why they made me stay here. They knew just as well as I did that I wasn't as strong as they were. Acctually, it wasn't even that. I was just weak. I was always slower then everyone else and I needed to hunt more often then them as well. I was technically the second oldest, I should be better but I wasn't.

Just then I heard Carlisle enter and I ran to him. "Carlisle, Edward was thinking of leaving and Bella must have overheard because she was gone when Edward and Alice went to see her. They think shes going to kill herself but Alice can't know for sure because her visions just stopped. They have all gone and are looking for her.", I said, talking so fast I was afraid Carlisle wouldn't even understand me but he did. Disgust. Why was he disgusted.

Carilsle just fell to his knees. He looked .. defeated. Never in all my years have I ever known Carilsle to feel that way.

"This is my fault.", Carlisle said.

"What are you talking about?", I asked.

"I drove her home. I fell for her game.", Carlisle said, confussing me some more.

"Carlisle, I'm sorry. I don't get it."

"I need to go somewhere. You stay here." He said and was off, leaving me alone once again.

CPOV

I left Jasper alone and ran for Bellas. I could have prevented this. I could have stopped her. As I approched her house, I could smell blood. Lots of it. I went threw the already broken door and ran up, the sent leading me into Bellas room.

The scene I saw would never leave me again. Never in a million years would I have expected this but it was there. I saw it with my own two eyes.

"Alice ..."

AN Tell me what you think is going to happen. Again, I already have a plan; I'm just wondering.