Kendall's P.O.V
I couldn't believe it James just broke up with me, I knew he was hurting…I just didn't think that he would actually leave me. We had just finished making love and that's when he told me, that's when he told me that it was over we were both crying, we didn't want it to end. As I went to the locker room door I watched James get in his car and drive off, when I looked up further I saw Lynn and her friends standing at my car I really wasn't in the mood to deal with them I had been crying and I knew that Lynn would ask me why. I walked to car my once I got there Lynn started to run her mouth.
"God Kendall what was taking you so long?" Lynn asked in a bitchy voice
"I was talking to James" I said with pain in my voice along with my heart
"You really need to leave that faggot alone Kendall….people are going to start thinking you're gay like him." Lynn said as we all started driving down the road
"Lynn don't start with me today…I'm not in the mood." I said through gritted teeth
"Well you're the one that kept us waiting so you could talk to fag boy in there" Lynn said, that was it!. I slammed on the brakes and looked at Lynn.
"Get out" I said as I looked towards the road
"What? Kendall stop acting like an idiot and g-" Lynn tried
"Get the fuck out of my car before I throw you out!" I said through gritted teeth again I was seriously losing my cool here, I had just lost James and now she's starting on me? Wrong thing to do.
"Kendall I'm not playing with you…let's go" Lynn said
"I'm not going anywhere…I'm so sick of you" I said as I took the keys out of the ignition….if they weren't going to get out then I would.
"Kendall where are you going? Get back here right now!" Lynn screamed
"If you won't listen then its fine with me….but I will tell you this if my car is in anyway damaged when I come back I will file charges on you" I said as I walked away, I pulled out my phone and texted James I knew he wouldn't text me back, but I still had to try.
"James listen I know that you're mad at me…hell I'm mad at me 2 but James I need u…I know it wasn't fair 2 u. I need u James and I know that ur not going 2 believe me when I say this but James Isaac Diamond I Kendall Donald Knight am n love with you….I'll do anythin that James it's true I'm nothing without u….please give me another chance please- K-Dizzle"
"U want another chance? Really Kendall u hurt me so much and u think u deserve another chance?!...I'm so over this Kendall I knew it would b hard 4 us 2 b 2gether but not this hard. I'm sick of being your second choice, it's either u love me or u don't!-Jamie"
"I do love u James…just tell me what I have 2 do 2 prove it please James I can't lose u forever please….I'll scream from the rooftops that I'm nlove with u-K-Dizzle"
"I don't know what 2 tell u Kendall…I just need 2 think about things ok?-Jamie"
"Ok….I really do love u-K-Dizzle"
"I love u too-Jamie"
James said he loved me back OMG, maybe I do still have a chance with him now all I have to do is figure out how I'm going to win his heart back. As I think of ways to win my Jamie back I hear my phone ring I look down I had a text message from James.
"Hey was out riding around…and Lynn was setting Ur car on fire-Jamie"
"WHAT?!...CALL 911-K-Dizzle"
"I already did…'Litos' dad caught her lol…sorry about Ur car :(-Jamie"
"It's ok I guess…..how bad is it? On a scale from 1-10?-K-Dizzle"
"2….it just started when I pulled up lol –Jamie"
"Thanks Jamie…can I come over later..U know so we can talk?-K-Dizzle"
"I guess….but talking is all!-Jamie"
"Ok I promise :)-K-Dizzle"
This was good James was willing to be in the same room with me, now all I had to do was win him over, and I think I know how to do that I just had to make sure this was what he wants.
Time Skip 3 hours later at James' house
James was nervous it had been three hours since he broke up with Kendall, and here he had invited him over so they could 'talk'. James knew what that meant they would start to talk then by the time they were done James would be face down into the couch cushions screaming for Kendall to fuck him harder, just as James was about to text Kendall and call it off he heard the door bell ring he gets off the couch and opens the door to reveal a red eyed Kendall.
"Kendall what's wrong?" I asked in a small voice….had he been crying because of me?
"I just need to talk to you ok?" Kendall said as he lowered his head down
"Ok come in" I said as I guided Kendall and myself to the couch, as soon as I did Kendall lowered his head into my lap and that's when his tears began to flow
"J-Ja-mie I'm s-s-so sorry" Kendall stuttered out
"Kendall calm down…it's going to be ok, now what are you sorry for?" I asked in confusion
"I- I – I hurt y-you s-s-so b-bad…" Kendall cried
"Kendall I can hardly understand you…I need you to calm down before we can talk ok?" I asked as I petted his hair, Kendall nodded.
20 Minutes Later
Jay I'm sorry" Kendall said above a whisper
"It's ok Kenny…it was wrong of me to start a relationship with you…when you already had one" I said as a silent tear ran down my face
"It was wrong of me to pull you along this far…Jay I never meant to hurt you" Kendall said as he pulled his head out of my lap
"It's ok….I just wish things could have been different you know?" I said as I wiped the tears from my eyes
"Jay can I ask you something?" Kendall asked me
"Well you just did ask me something" I said as I giggled
"I mean….would you care if anyone knew you are gay?" Kendall asked me
"No I wouldn't care…why?" I asked
"No reason…look I have to get home and help mom with dinner, but I promise James I'm going to make this up to you" Kendall said as he kissed me on the cheek. I walked Kendall to the door and the urge came over me.
"Kendall come here" I said, watching Kendall come back to my door step
"What?" Kendall asked me, and that's when I did it I kissed him. I gave everything I had into that kiss I was going to make Kendall remember what he could have had, as it began to get heated I heard a gasp I broke the kiss and looked up, there standing in all of her bitchy glory was Lynn and she had her phone out taking pictures….FUCK! Things never could be simple.
So how did I do?...sorry for the short chapter and sorry it's taken me this long to update….so please r&r thanks :)
