Right. To those reading this story, i guess. I have added a new chapter and re arranged them so, the newest chapter I have uploaded is Chapter 3. I have now put them in date order to make life easier. Hope it doesn't confuse you to much.
Here is another letter, from Kurt to Blaine.
These letters do not relate to my story You Give Me The Wings To Fly
Disclaimer: I do not own Glee.
26th December 2010.
Dear Blaine,
Here I go again. Another letter and it's now the day after Christmas which means it's Boxing Day. It also means that it was only three days ago I wrote your letter. Said letter is currently in a little box under my bed. I decorated it myself, it has My Dream Box on the top in honey coloured gems. The same colour as your eyes. Nearly everything in that box is a journal entry or a random piece of paper that relates to you.
I didn't get what I wanted for Christmas.
It's okay though, I didn't expect to. I knew I wouldn't get it. Not with you back in Westerville and me here in Lima. There was no way I would have gotten you wrapped up in a pink bow in my stocking. I was hoping, I really was. I think you'd look great in pink bow and shiny silver wrapping paper. Let's be honest though, you'd look good in anything. Even if you chose to go out in a space man suit on a hot summers day. You would be breaking about a hundred fashion laws but you would definitely look outstanding.
I've rambled on for a while now about you looking great in spaceman's outfit. If you didn't think I was clinically insane you probably do now.
It's just the way you are Blaine, there's something about you that makes every one of my thoughts turn into nothing but incoherent sentences. Everything, every thought I have, it just, I can't explain it. But I'll be thinking about something and then you'll pop in to my head and then I lose my train of thought and can't even remember what I was thinking. The amount of essays I've had to re write because your name ends up working it's way into each of them. It is infuriating but I only have myself to blaine. Blame. Myself to blame.
And I've done it again. I only ramble when I'm nervous. I don't know why I'm so nervous. I hope your okay, I know you've struggled with being at home, I know you haven't said much to me about it. But talking to you on the phone, your voice isn't as happy as it used to be and I'm glad to say that I know you. I've spent the last few months obsessing over you. It's nice to know that I can tell when something is wrong.
I really wished you had had a good Christmas Blaine, and I know you said you did. But talking to you on the phone last night, you weren't right. Your voice sounded dead and lifeless. You sounded like you had had enough, like you just wanted to crawl into bed. It broke my heart hearing you sound so sad. All I wanted to do was give you a hug.
Now I know you keep things to yourself, you always have. I just hope one day you will feel like you can come to me. I will be here to listen Blaine, I always will.
Anyway, as I was saying. I really wish there was something I could do to make you feel better and I got to thinking after our phone call last night and I had this idea. There is something I could do. Now, I don't won't to be too forward or anything but I think it was quite a clever idea. Now, I know you hate being at home so, I spoke to Dad and Carole and it has been decided! The next break you are coming home with me and I won't take no for an answer. No matter how I feel about you we are still friends and it's acceptable for me to demand such things like this when it's with your best friend.
I've really thought about this, I've planned it all out and I'm really excited so you can't refuse me! You can stay in my room with me. I have a sofa bed in here so we can set that one up and my room is big enough for both of us! We can watch lots of Disney Movies and Musicals and just hang out like.. like two best friends do.
Don't worry about Dad and Carole, they have heard a lot about you and think it would be a great idea! Don't worry, I haven't told them anything, how could I? I don't no much, if anything about your personal life but I promise you Blaine. I will never break your trust. I will never do anything to risk loosing you.
You can't refuse me this Blaine! It will be so exciting!
Now.. Instead of just waiting for the Christmas Break to be over.. I am looking forward to February half term! I swear to you it can't get here fast enough. But at least it leaves me plenty of time to prepare!
I want you to know that I will do whatever I can to try and make your life easier Blaine. Anything. You name it, if there is anything I could ever do to help you promise me you'll let me know. Because Blaine. I will do it.
I will do anything for you.
Anything.
I know I should really be saying these things to you either on the phone or via text but I can't. I don't know if I can. I don't know if I have the courage to invite you over for break or even to tell you how I feel.
I saw you Eight Days ago and that was too long ago.
However, that does mean I get to see you in eight days. Eight long days.
I seriously can't wait for the holidays to be over.
I want to be back at school, at Dalton.
With you.
I miss you.
Your Kurt.
Hope you guys are enjoying these little letters. I don't know if many of you are reading these but it's fun to write from two different POV's. :)
Kaylee xx
