Macey story

I started to cut at 15 so about a year now. I know people think it's cowed but I don't know. It stared because of bullying and my old school. People would call me ugly and say I couldn't do anything.

The bullying kind of stopped after awhile but I still felt ugly. You see it's not what they do it's what they leave behind.

I stopped cutting about two months after the incident because I arrived here. You made me feel apart of something and like I belonged. I felt as if I had friends again and you understood me. You lot were so down to earth. And me and Zach grant and Jonas had a sisterly/ brotherly relationship.

That all changed when I met my ex Steven. You remember him the blonde haired boy from geography. Well he asked me out on a date and I of course said yes.

The following Saturday he took me too see the hunger games. I loved it. We seemed to really connect.

The first few months were heaven. We laughed, joked and talked.

He was so sweet and kind.

One night we went to a party and he got drunk. He started to shout at me then all of a sudden he hit me. I slapped him and ran out. I wasn't at school for ages in case anyone asked about the bruise. I thought it was the last time but he got drunken contistalinty and hit me.

I loved him so I couldn't break it off. But he soon left and broke t off.

I continued to cut because I remembered how weak I was and it makes me angry. I don't want to do the English assessment in case they set a program that I don't want to do. Can I do the presentation with you and Liz?