Hey thanks for the reviews. I will try to have another chapter up by tomorrow. My school decided that they should be open for president's day so I don't know yet. Anyways I don't own Twilight or any of its characters.

Chapter 3-Regretting

EPOV

I can't believe that I said I wanted Bella to come over for some fun. On top of that I couldn't keep my hands off of her, so I rubbed her thigh. That was out of line for me to say and do to her. Also, I would never do any of that stuff with anyone but my wife. Bella reacted horribly to what I did and actually ran out of the classroom. I hope that she is feeling better now.

Today Tanya was really getting on my nerves. She told me that she wanted our relationship to go to the next level. That sure wasn't happening because I really don't care for her at all. I know that I could have any girl at school because of my looks. I would never do that though because I am a faithful man.

I don't think that Tanya should've dropped her milk all over Bella's shirt. It was really rude of her to do. It forced Bella to have to go to the nurse's office to get a change of clothes. I also didn't expect the reaction I had when I could see through Bella's clothes. I pretty much looked at Bella like she was something to eat. I know it is wrong for me to have feelings for her after all I put her through, but I do.

Bella was absolutely gorgeous that first day of Kindergarten in that dark blue sundress. The only reason that I was ever mean to her in the first place was my sister Alice and Tanya. They both said that they hated Bella and that if I didn't do what they said they would tell everyone about my little crush on Bella.

Of course me being a little 5 year old I was embarrassed by the idea of people knowing who I liked. I followed their plan of pushing Bella off the swing into the mud. I would never forget the look of sadness on her face after I pushed her. I know that I should have ended it there and then. But something about the way she looked after I hurt her was oddly satisfying and I continued it until present day.

I was brought out of my thoughts by the bell ringing signaling that Science was over. I had to go to my last class of the day which is English. The teacher droned the whole class period talking about useless stuff we learned last year. Finally the bell rang and it was the end of the day. I ran to the locker and gathered the stuff that I would need. Then I got into my mom's car with Alice and Emmett.

The next day at school I noticed that Bella wasn't there. By lunch I saw all of my crew huddled at our table talking. They told me that Bella moved to Phoenix with her mother. I was so upset and guilty because I realized the reason that she moved was because of us. Tanya didn't even look fazed, she actually looked happy.

"I'm glad that the dork was gone she was useless" Tanya said. That got me real angry and I decided it was time for me and Tanya to break up.

"Tanya I'd like to talk to you in private" I said. She jumped right out of her seat and left the lunchroom with me. I then broke the news to her that I wanted to break up. The whole rest of the period Tanya begged me to take her back, but I was done for good. I knew now that as long as Bella was gone I would not ever love or trust a woman.

From that day on I never liked a girl again. All I've done is use them. I've never gone all the way with them. Some of them decided to say that I have and that is how I got my player rep. I hope one day Bella will come back.